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1. Of Chaos And Eternal Night

This is a tale long to live but alas so short to tell
by the wind and by time, by everything that flees
A torment of my liking: exploring extremes

All thoughts secluded as fear stalks its blooded soil
In the winding path where a chain now rattles
With links merely death can break
Stains of pride – derelict
In feverish visions of agonising light
Pulsating rhythms unpure

So pound the drum and strike the chords of chaos
So scream out to the skies:
Of Chaos and Eternal Night

Never is the dark any threat to my existence
Comforting ravens claws grip the stars that fell tonight
THe stealth of infinite beauty
Nevertheless heaven fell tonight

Racing along with the strangled teardrop
Life's elixir in benevolent lust
Slit open the throat that is virtue
Let fire ravage its caverns with joy

Ardent but silent in twilight resigned
Delivered from virtue in vehement plight
Yet ask not of your vanity
(The hooved agitator in your creed)
To let loose all the stars of heaven
Stray across the vault your seed

Concealed cravings must through fulfilment be broken
Hide no longer behind the veil of unconvincing lies

So pound the drum and strike the chords of chaos
So scream out to the skies
Of Chaos and Eternal Night

I've seen fires waving patterns
Forging ornaments – hidden from a world of distress
Grace through hatred
Of Chaos and Eternal Night

In shadows now vengeful waiting out your bitter foe
The mirror distorts

Sinful is the perceiving eye
Tearless in nondescript form
Scarlet secrets tell of nightmarish fear
Illusions that speak of endless night
A venture in terms of one hazardous journey
into Chaos and Eternal Night

Deliver me from virtue,
Hidden no more beneath tender veil of lies
And let 'em all out;
unseen and sinful
... Of Chaos and Eternal Night

2. With The Flaming Shades Of Fall

Colours burst in wild explosions;
Fiery, flaming shades of fall
All in accord with my pounding heart
Behold the autumnweaver

In bronze and yellow dying
Colours unfold into dreams
In hordes of a thousand and one
The bleeding

Unwearing their masks to the last notes of summer
Their flutes and horns in nightly swarming

Colours burst within
Spare me those unending fires!
Bestowed upon the flaming shades of fall

September flies beyond our reach
As the flames reborn their fall
October is the art we teach
With the Flaming Shades of Fall

November,
Robe of prophet – heart of false redeemer
Night whispers as the flaming shades of fall now die

Darkness, wild and unchained
Towards its heart we plunge
We must crush the false redeemer
With the flaming shades of fall

3. Away, Delight, Away

As false as our minds our eyes refuse to see
They claw for the falseness in me
From where all life springs anew
We are cleansed through the crystal fire

Fill me with sound, fill me with hatred
Let my life bring life to the soil
The soil beneath my feet

Messenger of pain sailing silence
Commander of my sorrow riding rage

Infinity is eternal – never born so it may never die
Colours speak my name
Through the crowns I am baptised in the
First gnawing rays from a blackened sun
In the name of my blood I curse thee
Shelter me under the trees
Spread your twilight wings
My broken body is dripping with sin

Your skin so delicate
Your undemanding bliss will carry me far

I bid farewell to this godforsaken land
Nevermore shall I return
I join with the riders on the horizon
For they are my blood!
For they are my saviours!

They bring me hatred, bring me fire
They take me down to the land I know not
Then crush me – Take me down
Then they build me once more again

Slayer of my anger sailing silence
The angel of my lust
She is tasting shame

4. Alone

"Let me die", I cried as the curtain fell
and I stared in woe at the world before me
My weeping eyes could not bear to tell
or the shattered kingdom in ruins before me
What became of the lands that were?
A pearl in the nest of memories
Forever gone... departed by the minds of man
Scavengers, feeding on your mother's blood
Parasites of life, with my heart I condemn
your ignorant ways
Like the leaves of the high trees
I wither and fall,
Borne by autumnal winds
to my funeral hall
I'm all alone in the grip of the silent sadness
I have been told to honour life
and what therein I'll find,
but if all I see is darkness,
let me die and wake up blind
As the gleaming blade before me,
singing lullabies of loss
Whispering "Death is your redeemer
to the Paradise you've lost"
Mankind, evoker of inferno
Let me burn your honoured Crown of Creation
and dethrone you to ashes for aeons to come
Why should I stay here where I do not belong?
Of weakness burns my within... An empty shell
I've lost the way to the sanctity I need
I'll greet the dawn that brings no life,
no frail beams of sun to cleanse the black night
My mournful roam has ended
I hide in the shadows while biding my time,
sheltered from this world which disorderly rhyme
with the fury of damnation
Once I held in my hand the starlight of Eden
and the white sky lay open in a soul that was free
(But the years flew so fast as the shadows were cast
and I woke up one morning with no reason to be)
I'm all alone in the shade of the nameless Sorrow
I'm all alone within a shadowfire of fear
Take me home to whence I came
Where I'll find light to feed my flame of life
Or my heart will die without a whisper of hope...

1. Punish My Heaven

We are the outstretched fingers
That seize and hold the wind...

The strangeness of awakening
In an oh so silent world
Breathlessly waiting
For the first proud beams of light
As the hours grow longer
And the shadows never fall
My sky has forsaken me
My desperation grows

Bring me the light
In the darkness that never ends
The dawn will never come
Punish my heaven

We have arrived
At the outermost crossroads
The charge of cosmos
At our atmospheric skies
Will cause our fall

If I had wings, would I be forgiving?
If I had horns
Would there be flames to shy my smile?

Hymns of loss are heard
From the masses in the streets
Praising the last of days
I punish

Bring me the night
In the fires that never end
The dawn will never come
Punish my heaven

The charge of cosmos
Charging at us from unearthly distance
I challenge the universe
It's the choice between heaven and hell

My soul bears all the weight of mountains
As mankind weaves its silent end
Can there be no forgiveness?
I curse the heaven above me
As the light sinks through
My outstretched fingers
Fading in my open arms

Make each tear in my bare hands
A lifetime in hell
On this last day of light
When our autumn leaves fell
And as heaven itself commands me
Out of its lair
My face lined with darkness I'll go!

2. Silence, And The Firmament Withdrew

Make all the cold trees mourn
Their branches frozen in sightless motion
Waving, reaching for the whipping rain

There was silence
And the firmament withdrew
Revealing all, shapelessly and swiftly
In carmine and crimson stood flaming the sky
The relics of myths that exploded and died

Dismantle the sun and stars in their rise
And rend from the skyline
The black in our eyes

The skyline so empty
All but one, nonexistent

Words were not, nor gesture, thought or life
The skydancers laid slain and old
The firmament in perpetual withdrawal

Lux Aeterna – Sing unto the world

3. Edenspring

Time conceals itself in error
When all is turned to lie
Oh blissful rapture flee from me
The liquid light shares its grandeur
The spring of Eden shall never run dry
Creation holds its breath

Tomorrow is no friend of mind
Drench logic – Drench judgement
Awake – Every sense is new

For we know no tomorrow
And yesterday appears in fragmented form

What now must burn
Shall with newfound strength emerge
Drift my eyes
Bacchi gates bid me welcome

Drench logic
Drench judgement

So drink from the fountain everlasting... drown

With these eyes the land can no longer deceive us

He cried into nothing with the voice of his soul
New logic brought upon the remains of his land
The land deceives
Bacchi gates bid me welcome

Drench logic – Drench judgement
Awake – Every sense is new

For we know no tomorrow
And yesterday appears in fragmented form

4. The Dividing Line

Strangelove
Dance the dividing line

We shall burn the earth
We shall burn our lives

For the tallest tree shall battle most
The wind it leaves the week behind
The storm that you've denied me
Shall force your world to fall
Your castles made to tremble
With foundations based upon a lie

The storm that you've denied me
Sweep the undivided truth
His mind shall not of thoughts be tempted
Nor words can heal his bleeding scars

We must burn our minds

Colours collide with the world of his beliefs
Bring back the storm of distant years
Tumbling, trembling as there is no waking up
There is no dividing line as logic now fails

Stream upwards, rage against them all
Speak of words hidden in your song
Mere mortals strive for length in numbers
There is no dividing line

As the writer defies the empty page
The empty mind its feed shall seek

Pass on to the frail and mindless
Now what sanity discards
The storm shall sweep the weak of heart
And tear your castles down
Crush the very foundations
On which your faith is based
Torn across the dividing line

5. The Gallery

Come and dance through my vanity's halls
Welcome to my exhibition

Ornaments fall
The fate of my art, condemned
And the creative seed
That grows to the tune of the harvest song
Embody my lifelong passion
Intertwine with the structures of my art
Those empty frames staring at me

One lonely portrait covers the lovestarved canvas
In honour of the birthless rebellion within me

Every picture holds a tale
Every shade tells of a thousand words

The artistry of living chaos
Is pictured in the poets tears
Because everything burns
The final concept
Is all but a thought away

Be gone, you foul enchantress of decay!
My thoughts and words will come to right
In my chamber where chaos conveys
Kneel down to my desire

Deep in the vaults of my carnal agony
Emptiness! Orchestration through colours

The gallery

To never return to my guidance
Burning my art

6. The One Brooding Warning

Devoid of life
Far from the strengthening force
From which it feeds
The unbroken silence swear allegiance to thee
Behold the answers that darkness sets free

Freedom beyond the enslavement
Never let loose upon the world
Con we forgive the enchanter that
Dance beyond the skyline dark
The stains of fire, the one begotten ancestor
To one of far greater strength
Starvation divine

For he shall stand no taller than the flames
That is his feed
Let us not go gently
Into the endless winternight
We are but strangers
Acting on our fragmentary perception

Perception is the lie of the misled
Things are not what they appear
So swear by your deception

There shan't be fire, nor shall the flame
Quench the desire to reign
With fear of its dawning
Appears now in sight
The one brooding warning
Stand clearer than night

Devoid of life
Far from the strengthening force
From which it feeds
The unbroken silence swear allegiance to thee
Behold the answers that darkness sets free

Freedom beyond the enslavement
Never let loose upon the world
Con we forgive the enchanter that
Dance beyond the skyline dark

There shan't be fire, nor shall the flame
Quench the desire to reign
With fear of its dawning
Appears now in sight
The one brooding warning
Stand clearer than night

7. Midway Through Infinity

Wings of fire burn the night
Slumbering eyes their flares shall greet
Let the past cling on its futile self
And may the present rush for the future's glare

Grave to cradle
Cradle to grave
So infinity clash
Grave to cradle
Cradle to grave
In twofold matter

Two forces gone full circle
Never shall one of the other grow fond
Join me, the time is upon us
He spoke and in fury we flew

Far beyond the limits of time
Disown the borders of life itself
Crafted and moulded all in one form
Split up and scattered in the world that we own

Grow towards me
Beknight the strength of the symbiosis
Backwards striving
Counterparts with different eyes have observed
Of time unconditional

Grave to cradle
Cradle to grave
So infinity clash
Grave to cradle
Cradle to grave
In twofold matter

Tell of days to come
Tomorrow remembered
Your yesterday, my future

Recollection of the day
Delusions cast where dead trees sway

The sabre that separates
Is the candle that burns both ends

Born from death you now confront me
Back to death with my life I take you
Die more with each movement of mine

8. Lethe

Lethe
Give me the drink of the fluid
That disintegrates
And lend me the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong

Hold me near, unravel the stars
As I speed through the heavens
Speed through the night
For you are my blade and my rope
Your are my
Lethe

In currents of cobalt
You storm through my heart
To sever, to puncture
The memories that burn
Let sweep through the arteries
In sharp stabs of pain
Your talonlike fingers to kill me again

Steal me, invade me and charge me again
For I burn and I shudder
Burn with each movement of

So, cleansed through a floodlight
I appear; reforged and renewed
Caressed by the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong
Lethe,
Hold me near, my one friend and guide
As I drown through your fingers
Drown through your love
For you are the life I hate
You are my
Lethe

Drag me down, in passionate sighs
With the ocean above me
And flames in my eyes
And grant me a life I can live
Without...

9. The Emptiness From Which I Fed

Silence in shivering solitude
Obligations pressure for all to bear
All the pitiful answers, the innocent lies
Can mere words fill
The emptiness from which I fed?

Be gone, oh yielding evidence of greed
Safe now in the other shore
Behind: The emptiness from which I fled

Can silence be shared?
If so, can the perception of silence
Fit into the frame which is represent
The unity for which we stand?
The confines representing a timeless sacrifice
No eye can of silence tell lie

Silence, yet the absence of sound
Does not feed me
The essence of beauty alone
Fall silent to lingering charm
Brought forth be the sun
Shed light on the emptiness

What can be extracted from nothing
What can be found within the emptiness
Be gone, oh yielding evidence of greed
Safe now on the other shore
Behind: The emptiness from which I fed

Brought forth be the errors of our ways
As is denial so is contempt
Introspective to all but one
Tear apart the flames
No eye can of silence tell lie

How can I even begin
The battle where no one wins
From answers I now flee

Screaming out too no avail
Have I become what for so long I've dread
The missing pieces
Must now be replaced

What eyesight fails to grasp
Is the emptiness from which I fled

11. ...Of Melancholy Burning

Jackal, aches for pain beyond me
Bestiality beckons – The anger set free
For there is no pain greater than thine
For there is no gain but the fury inside

Desolated since derived
Torn screaming from the gaping wound

Always be cherished
The grandeur of melancholy
Outward reprisal
Swear by your throne

Fallen words shall grieve thee
The grandeur of melancholy

Frailty, thy name is weakness
Vengeance, thy name is pain
Storm through the still glowing night
Ember eyes beyond reason shall see

Flee from the safety of the sheltering sky
See all but logic, so vengeance shall be
The grandeur of melancholy burning... oh burning

Charge into uncertainty's promised land

Always and never
Your are the nail

Cursed, cursed
Oh essence of the night guide me
Cursed, cursed
Oh sweet revenge heal me
Frailty, thy name is weakness
Vengeance, thy name is pain
The nail

Jackal, aches for pain beyond me
The storm that now grabs me
Is the storm of my soul
For there is no pain greater than mine
For there is no gain but the fury inside

Once so bereaved
And ever so suppressed
Charge and split up the anger
Wake up the jackal
Let out his wrath

Always and never
He spoke of his pain
Always and never
You are the nail

Always be cherished
The grandeur of melancholy
Always and never
You are the nail

1. Zodijackyl Light

Crown the impulse that deliberately fall
defeat in spiritless action
Isolation – burn the greenwood
order of the vertical path

Descendent crawl in the remnants of one thousand lies
Restaging torching a world that was left behind
Zodijackyl light

Cross the sharpest void
deride the embers of his faith
the bringer that on million horses ride.

Waiting for the call within, the spark of sin
ever reminiscent of the coming of storm
Can you see the cosmic face in which disorder lies ?

Burning of opression
burning the inventors
burning is the killing hand
Be that of the darkest sin
to frustrate hope and love

I shall not be blinded
I shall not be forced

Resistance
feasting on debris from celestial wars

Burning in the sky
beyond the realm of time
Sequence of the nucleus
the glowing dust in flight
Zodijackyl light

And they ride, they ride
the drama takes the lead
the beast of heaven their guide

Racing through the vastness
constellation disarray
that darkness could not have existed
that bares no witness to the light

Sweet endless,
perpetually plunge through interior vaults
So seamless,
Joints of time cannot chackle the beast

Zodijackyl light

2. Razorfever

Born of laughter
strangled by sin
No remorse
mistreat the soul again

No features
the blur of things denies
No retuen
the cross to bear is my own

Just one sip and life returns
Razorfever

The pollution of your narrow perception
Read into the lines of men's work
Degeneration: let the truth be known
Numb the pain with the liquid of fire

Razorfever burns

Born a desperation's child
admist the last descent
Fierce as that of angel's wrath
to lay the soul to rest

Just one sip
Just one more
Just one
and so my world can be restored

3. Shadowlit Facade

Develop every aspect
enhance its foetal form
distort for the purpose of another aim

For you shall know me
see why in shadows I hide
Lest be thy own defeat
Content refined

Truth might falter
give up your vows
update the aura
of the shadowlit facade

Pinned down to your defenced
by the struggle for one other's awe
content in loneliness

For the dawn shall cast no shadow
from your monoligh of lies
descend from the delusion of degradation and despair
For the one that reaps good fortune
on the cost of all good faith
Suffering must lead him on
amidst his loneliness
For the one who speaks besides his tounge
shall learn all in not good and fair
All in vain – the search that never ends

Action, reaction
still no words come clear
in denial of the constant change

Unbegun, undenied, unforseen by thee
the words underneath the shelter be

Spare me

1. Dreamlore Degenerate

For thou sweepst me
in thy robe of guilt
with garments forged
in spiteful steel
No tainted pride
shall make conviction cease

None shall be unto thee proven
worthy of thy outmost fear
Let aeons the silent longing
instinct shun the ones you dear

As the hunter boldly stalks his prey intoxicated
Conviction reign where truth might sway intimidated

Silence the bore
Shun the ones you dear

The hunt is over
so the feast begins
What feast is enduring
when all is said and done
Everchange of hearts

The hunter's reason fail
The hunt is treason

The hunt is over
so the feast begins
Why search for endurance
when all is said and done?

2. Zodijackyl Light

Crown the impulse that deliberately fall
defeat in spiritless action
Isolation – burn the greenwood
order of the vertical path

Descendent
crawl in the remnants of one thousand lies
Restaging torching a world that was left behind
Zodijackyl light

Cross the sharpest void
deride the embers of his faith
the bringer that on million horses ride

Waiting for the call within the spark of sin
ever reminiscent of the coming of storm
Can you see the cosmic face in
which disorder lies

Burning of opression
Burning the inventor
Burning is the killing hand
Be that of the darkest sin
to frustrate hope and love

I shall not be blinded
I shall not be forced

Resistance
feasting on debris from celestial wars

Burning in the sky
beyond the realm of time
Sequence of the nucleus
the glowing dust in flight
Zodijackal light

And they ride, they ride
the drama takes the lead
And they ride, they ride
the beast of heaven their guide

Racing through the vastness
constellation disarray
that darkness could not have existed
that bares no witness to the light

I shall not be blinded
I shall not be forced

Sweet endless
Perpetually pronge through interior vaults
So seamless
Joints of time cannot shackle the beast

Zodiackal light.

3. Hedon

How hungry have we become;
Like animals naked in shame
Fed with the hooves of apocalypse
that galloped down, disordered
worlds behind

From word to a word I was led to
a word that spanned over cultures in rage

Crimson masses, steeped in decadence
holding our tongues to the thirsty sun
So, is the future still open?
Then enter, hornet, from our hive-dark hearts
to draw down the end from within

We need not the horns
that emanate from our warty, haunted
bodies

Nihilist, Hedon
the priceless art of their lives
Sorrow is a wing laid atop their
heads.
Skin deep, we carve our immeasurable
sorrow
in the fold of your shivering arms

Hedon,
Your children wild
and filled with death

Jupiter in our unforgiving eyes;
a pandemonium of bodies and gold
Eager, as a part of your face
and the sickness attached to your
skin (stone)
as the wine-rush,
chargin from androgynous wombs
to open free the lid of pain

Hedon,
rinsed in post-human shadows
a monument scorned by the teeth
of time
Stale-faced keeper of secrets,
leaded with implosive fire
the whore that carried the apostle
to the mating point on the graves
of giants

We look at you, afraid
to see what we really are.

4. Scythe, Rage And Roses

Fast fading roses
Non-lingering words
Scythe be my instrument
Through dreams I now rage

No guidance is me offered
No forgiveness thee is promised
Now can distance be a factor
when engraved in me thou art?

Nourished by the soul my flame
shall serve to torch the earth

Denial serves me
Denial serves me right

That fire cannot burn
with flames of no origin
That star cannot bring guidance
without force or form

One is darkness
The other silence
Without silence the darkness
loses its splendour

Sweet bliss that sleep now giveth
tempt with forgetful night
Ever haunting that image within
swear to the answers denied

5. Constant

With each daring new concept
creation and form
one fragment of shelter
from heaven be torn

The bleeding through barriers
shine of redemption
The taste of renewal
let art once again be a weapon

The whim of the forger is theft
from the flow
the hatchet now redden, with creation's blood

Constant is forever

I am the creation
so bold in design
The errors of one thousand minds
bleed out through a world gone blind

This is the magic that a name would stain

6. Dissolution Factor Red

Drenched in the perfume of hell
Impasto of burning oils
forming continents on my
outstretched naked body,
erupting

crimson
stains of shame
stains of shame

Limbs that leave their Nests of
Red to spin the reels of pain
Attach the nails and electrodes
and spin the reels again

Retreating hunger running through the years
carries the scorn on skeleton wings

Storm me thou with the sharpened claw
swift hammer nails that pierce
the shoulder of time
Behind the sunset, with movement regained

For there lie shadows even farther
from the light

I run, devoid of motion,
devoid of name
attach the nails and electrodes
black moratorium, haven of refuge...

7. Insanity's Crescendo

Gently hold our heads
gently hold our heads on high

Aimless time in fear new hide
overthrow the plan
confusion lies in all my words
mad is the soul

We barricade ourselves in holes
of temperament
this is the dawning of a new age
A heart that beats the wrong way
insanity's crescendo

Windcolour – second sight
a touch of silence and the violence
of dark
Illusion span – the aroma of time
shadowlife and the scent of nothingness

Infinite fall of instinct
order of one spells deceit
Infinite lack of trust
order of one obsolete

Oh escaping time is all we lost
ahead?
When it's found, can judgement
make amends?

From force-fed impressions
let us mortify the mind
each soul to violate
each instinct to be rendered false

Torn asunder be the conventional
forms and frames
now for the blood of heaven
Unlearn and the cleansing comes

Felt a tremor in the pillars of
the senses
Cursed victim of a distance near
The first dream – the clearest
vision

Aimlessly steer towards our night
we belong to thee
Oh dearest bliss, unnerving silence
entangled within

Dimly begotten in clarity found
virginlike tears for impurity bound
Beseech be who darken the stars and the sky
to greet now this vision an emerald dawn

Empty the sun – carve out the wind
Insanity's crescendo
tear out the blinded eye

Lament of thunder – take comfort in fear
lightning veins in crude exterior
Voice the oppression – voice the hypocrisy
lay down the law that made instinct fall

Escape now and revert
this cleansing rebirth
torn asunder be
Affect me not: darkened vision
insanity's crescendo

Grimly tread the footsteps torn
rebellious stand the seeker tall
The thorn of insanity's hand
take this darkened vision from my sight

Nailed to the image of idnorance
Each soul to violate
for the blood of heaven

8. Still Moving Sinews

No-one survives such an attack
and we all stood like monuments
baring the nails in her back
Still moving sinews
in a graceful impression of life
shyly the arms, shyly the breasts
fold fear die

Ten fingers driven
through the heart, through the core
as I stare into those strange,
magnetic eyes
and wonder: (for you/me)
are there demons there?

I knew it all the time. The misanthropes
were right to crucify themselves in the
need of a saviour. Still moving sinews
struggle fearsome with a lifeline forlorn,
caught in the nest of the impending dark fate.

Semi-worlds, lifetight lodges
where faces stiffen,
plagued with the frost of disease
Our capsules barely meet

The worms of disorder
like living black numbers
that drip from her pergament skin
Joined in sweet fury
to anoint the decay
fragile and reddened in lifelost array

9. Atom Heart 243.5

Still alive
all knowing eye
beneath your stream of words
your rapid stream of words
Though none will
ever live to share
the radiant stream
the promised eyes
from which your picture fell

Re-seal the components from atom hearts
Revert, non-owner of worlds

As uncommunication becomes the manifest
our alien, architectural skeletons
in unison collapse

Death rode these silent caravans
and steered tem to the rim of the world.

Their diaries and withered letters
all devoted to the art of dying

The enterprise, academy
the crafts held in our hands
all devoted to the art of dying

No room to arrange
the final row of masks
drenched in chameleon-ink
for the grand charade
The tongues that burn in you
the slowly altered language
that colonised your heartland
advanced through broken doors
And they still believe in you

They seem to see
so many things
hooked in your pestilent eye
Your stale lids, your iris punctured
by tongues licking a lie

The enterprise, wolvenlore
the cursed seeds of man
plunged through the tunnels of uncreation
We reach out to move the landmark,
hands seeping down from the chronicles of time
The quill now blunt
the scribe devoured

10. Tidal Tantrum

Come death or dearling
the claws of the raven hold fast
Enticed and starving
a lustful revenge to the last

Unlight flood the seeker's eye

Come flame or false hope
gifted in spirit as I
Forced upon freedom
Let impulse nor stillness be spared

Fierce tidal tantrum
nourishing rapture within

Come feast or fire
repellent in forceful defence
Unchained, forgiving to none
solemn in swirling embrace

11. Tongues

Tongues, lost in me
yours be the sharp and the vile
Glide neath my skin
storm trough my nerves

I bury the nomad years
hours in the earth
couldn't exorcise these searing,
peaking tongues
Immune you say
yet venom stakes in strangest guises
Tongue, throat, tongue
slayer of the word and stealer of vision

A monumental reign of terrors
throats slit up to stain the target
We're food for the hounds of trauma,
prey to the crows of stress

No power left to retrieve my stolen language
Filtered though the illiterate fingers of death

Flies let sickness be poured
from the cupped hands of bedlam

On account of their brightness
I made friends with the word and the moon
went with the tide and left for the sound
of dead instruments thrown out of tune

The red square patterns, dragonrise and evenclaw
decoying from pandemonia syfometry

Let ring
a disgonant note in the music of the spheres
the streak of promise in the nuclear sky
These whipping black tongues
aching to lick me back to life
to inject their truths within me

1. Freecard

Set against these hardest hours
Anger paled, for in this fear
the theft of privacy
We all see it break sometimes,
see it tear us apart
that which left behind
screams out loud this night
So much is asked in silence
Expect not and you'll find
Thousand miles
from the nearest truth
Rotating, entangled
– I continue not to heal

Another No-Night
waits its turn
So I call upon
my Freecard
To postpone

If time was one with many faces
Which one would call to me?
Where all our paths in one now end
That with the power to gather the mislead
now will lead them all astray
So push it even further
To unsuspecting dark
Build that second layer
For the hours to take fast

A rest from the giving
Like a heart between beats
Greater than the need
for community
The need for the right solitude
Come to know
that an outrage is inevitable

Though many try,
an escape is unsuccessful
In the midst of a nerve-night
The victim of soulkill
True self is mere torture
Death rides these nerves

2. Therein

Gentle storm | Thundering silence
Inferior force | Uncontrolled calm
Vital unlife | Logic/Chaos/Logic

The tone of which his birth ascend
The beat that of a heart descend
repeating in the infinite
An insight made it clear
Order stormed the surface
Where chaos set the norm
Had there always been balance?
...surely not;
Therein lies the beauty

It was solid
Yet Everchanging
It was different
Yet the same
So I starve myself for Energy

The song around his soul will bend
The note that in this hole will melt
Crawl out of science
A dreamland if you dear
Disorder clawed the boundaries

We're ordered to stand clear
Was it always different
...Never the same?
Therein lies the beauty

It was solid...

As there was no witnesses
There was nothing to be told
As nothing could be grasped
The story could unfold
Superimposed on the elements of anger
| fear | anxiety | hate | despair | remorse

So break from all that fear hold fast
Exposed, now turn to all you lack
Let echoes be the answer
Return from the screams
Wordless now the last attack
So silent it hurts to listen
Was it always solid
...to never change?
Therein lies the beauty

It was solid...

3. Undo Control

There were words of lust
in these arms of the stranger
And there in silence though were words of no milder
So in thinking of that madness
that ravage the thoughts
in the loneliest of hours

I resist without control

The demand I get from excellence
the void I felt from answering
Not only an addition
It generated need
In these endless nights of freezing
my weight on the other side

I resist without control
Feel the thorns of UnControl

Claws that set in sleep' December
Let loose on the verge
Talked to me as strangers once did
The tone was set for winter

Sweet UnControl
Beyond proportion
Into the night
So strike me deeper

I resist without control
Feel the thorns of UnControl

the death that craved no life
now ended
in return
Drifting uncontrolably
Within the night

Sweet UnControl
Beyond proportion
Into the night
So strike me deeper

4. Auctioned

Outsmart the fever
and take us farther from
-the killing life in capsules
A life that can't belong

So if I wake up dead to the world
with the helm at my command
the reaching out of this
faced tomorrow in the 11:th hour
beckoned closer
now as nightfall sends it's grace
cue to enter the insatiable ideal
slam it shut, but the portal pounding lingers
What it is; is time undone
cannot falter in the security of labour
-Was I supposed to believe

Where did I sign,
did I miss the auction where my life went under the club?

Went the half mile
wondered when the resolution would come
life became too solid
diluted by the essence of denial
caught in fire's eye
the self and the filter that is I
my lip was venom
words formed in my mouth
hid beneath the tounge
never to be seen

Where did I sign,
did I miss the auction when my life went under the club?

5. To A Bitter Halt

Faithly arisen | Tenderly torn
Dreamlike decision, unconciously born

Firm in conviction yet tempt me they can
deny me of trust and a demon I hide

A drive to be less than the fortunate
a dream in the casket of eden
Crave that you do not desire
cling tightly to your deepest fear

I rose the greatest monument
again and again
I bear the greatest treasure
of Time and a Word

Treson split on the loneliest of graves
Desperation dealt the losing hand again
Wherein lie the purpose of the day?
Is there return in sadness?

Does your ceiling differ much from mine?
where we see each other
Here in this light
Is that pillow more than a frame
that holds the chaos fast
Now his hand a fist
gain control

Silence fell and eyes now widened
filling up, the strength collapsing
capable of the ending, froze in the tracks
brought to a bitter halt

On the floor it seems the steps are showing
left a print just like it did in me
What has been and what will be
never care 'cause I was in between
As I said, with one foot in loneliness
You hide here in me

6. The Sun Fired Blanks

Upon our evening when the sun fired blanks
there rode the sickness out of our sight
Carried torches burned out long before it's time
among these ruins where our love is to be found

Ambition falters when no better is to be known
cling to the unfounded pride

Death to our belonging
and our ministry of two
Set the higher standard
and to a greater fall descend

Slaves to one another
and to others be it not
Soothing be temptation
force the conscience to a halt

Caused a high vibration,
a tender light to be part of you
the two-way escape

Death to our belonging
and our ministry of two
Set the higher standard
and to a greater fall descend

7. Nether Novas

What late forgotten nights to emptiness has given
And now November morning will be taken asunder
The shovel stained with dirt in the hours of belonging
dug into the undiscovered of a life, a pest, a plague

Falling back into the arms– No never
Admitting to a life alone– no
Claiming there are sparks inside– No
Outside looking back– No
-So the lie never stopped

Cling to the wave it cried and onward to the night
Expecting not and nothing in the presence of a lie
The deeper that it dug the more now had to go
Surrender was a fact and the room was decorated
– the lie never stopped
What late forgotten nights to emptiness has given

the strangers may they come in ignorance's disguise
So into the dark walking to leave the last of times
Kneedeep in desperation to fill the gap behind

Boldly thread the night forever
November thought are right– oh never
taken from the fall– no

Frightened by the key but the trail behind the house
felt compelling and new– the lie never stopped
found at loss for words, now words aren't enough

Someone told, a vacancy was open
Someone laughed. The silence here was broken
Dug up to make room
The room which you furnaced and graced
There is no vacancy
The least can fill the fountain
The most will flood the mold

8. Day To End

Waiting for the day to end
though silence came to late
turn my eyes inside
close the lids
deny the world to enter

'cause I'm turning my desires town
again rose the monstrous
of hours in between
taint the thought
the trauma born inside

all the thought that you defined
tread the light again
take the pain away
feels as though
time as tears
never seem to end

'cause I'm turning my desires town
again rose the monstrous
of hours in between
taint the thought
the trauma born inside

9. Dobermann

Where were the eyes that followed
How could they've found
These misery's merchants
Struck the message deep
"We have come to stay"

Dogs fled there in the dark of his path
Feared him as once they all did

Like a ghost in daylight
on an overcrowded street
He wishes
To be something he is not

Like a shadow at midnight
that originate in air
He wishes for release

Deep in the back it had caught him
The anchor they threw at his life
oh these misery's merchants
Dragged through life as a burden

Rushed off to his cage of glass
to open the single window
A means of escape, out in the open
there are still holes in these walls
Puking information into the unwanting
Probing the last hope of defence
So he plugged up the holes
Shut the outside window
In doing that, madness payed a visit

...and then suddenly in midthought,
escape was a factor and as from inside
pushing out were words
Through fingers came uncovering
revealing the truth of him there in the dark...

Skin began to crawl as they neared him
Is all pleasure release?
Oh these misery's merchants
Saw the message clear
"It is time to pay"

Dogs fled there in the dark of his path of the damned
Feared him as once they all did

Like a ghost in daylight
on an overcrowded street

10. On Your Time

Neither here or there in our unity of twine
Solitary sanity, traded in for life

Once we crawled into the artificial night
All was left and I arrived on your time

There in the collision
Wish answers could arrive
Was I kept up for this?
Did the physical emotion
break the fall of sleep

I'd never thought of things that you would say
Could never tell if what you said were lies

It's sin here eating
It's down there drinking
Be with me, not against me
Bear with it, Love against me

I've never known if there was enough time
could never tell if it was done just right

An Icicle thrust
to soothe the disorder
between the eyes
where the well is the deepest

I've never known if there was enough time
Could never tell is it was done just right

And so carried words
that spoke of no matter
Was I held here for this?
Did the path of devotion stray from what you felst?

I've never seen things here in this light
Could never tell if your touch was deeper than skin

Once I thought that what no time can heal
Is here in me – but time proved me wrong
deeper still toward and outward pride
No more lies – I'm here on your time

11. Exposure

Rise I say, yes, rise above!!
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me
Down you go to lands below
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me

They who reign in sand
Take this brightest strike
In their so-called castles
Now with walls of glass
I can see, I can see, I can see
All your deeds, all your needs
On your knees
So I'll crack your feeble shell

Can you even see
The works of what you fear?
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me
Further inside
'Til all you have is mine
Evil is as evil does
What evil's done to me

Dreams he said, dreams he wore
Dreams he wore, dreams he wore
Hope he said, hope he wore
Evil he said and evil he wore

I'll strip you down
I'll tear you down
I'll plunder up and down
I'll break the lock
till nails come off
You're under they all lie
Rise above the light
Rise above afar
Rise above your fears
And tread on what you know

Blind to your eyes
Blind to your mind
Cuz evil is what evil does
What evil does to me
Taste and you'll see
the fruit you took is foul
Evil is what evil does
What evil does to me

You who turn to others
With everything you lack
A face that bears not seeing
Then I'll turn my back
I can see, I can see, I can see
All your deeds, all your needs
On your knees
So I'll crack your fuckin' shell

1. The Wonders At Your Feet

deeper shades of red descending
smear our names, the stains unending
turn forgiveness,
break the lens distorted
crush the infidel and turn about
famine in our hearts, bring up the silence louder
eradicate the lungs and take us higher

these are the wonders at your feet

weighed upon a wider scale
afraid to see what takes us down
sing destruction, sing of unfullfillment
search abandoned, let the blood be fevered
ridden of the self provided things get easier
ignite our minds and let's burn brighter

these are the wonders at your feet

2. Not Built To Last

what came as no surprise
to a jaded mind no less
insight comes to soothing grace
left to waiting days
..another chord unstrummed

our secret's safe and sound
solid now unless it breaks in two
faithfully unbound
none of this was ever built to last

in the paleness of a less than life
from a corner watching old paint dry
never once a break
into the self again
an endeavour that will flat our fail
what maturity comes to end
never one to face
..another beat undone

our secret's safe and sound
solid now unless it breaks in two
faithfully unbound
none of this was ever built to last

once again
another instant saved today
left a print that leads nowhere
never built to last
what makes it work
a part of life that makes the weak hearts grow
take it in if you're willing to say willing to do
prepared to lay it down
just know this
it was never built to last

3. Indifferent Suns

and although it can be argued
whether time will ever come to end
there is an overcoming sense of failing
if you never can see the end
in the giving of our hope eternal
we stumble blindly and forget
the way is there ever time for answers
when the world comes tumbling down

all along we keep staring at the sun
closing our minds saying we're the ones
all along we keep staring at the sun
blind to see it when the day will come

and even if in days of wonders a glance
that may stray from the fold
cast aside in the spirit of ignorance
a mere nuisance when it's time to pay
come undone now the strive and the passion
giving under to the forces that be
can you even think of questions
when the world comes tumbling down
we shut our eyes and turn away

all along we keep staring at the sun
closing our minds
saying we're the ones
all along we keep staring at the sun
blind to see it when the day will come

4. Feast Of Burden

scars torn open
bondage slave
eating my wrists

a thrust that numbs the pain
secondary now the instinct
thrust beyond control
chaotic are the tracks before me
barren are the ones behind
carried in a cage controlling

driven on, driven in
taken to the extreme
headlong onto the breach

pumping fast, the race is on
furious in striving
the feast of burden begins
the enslaving force
thrown ahead
unrelenting
faithfully holding fast

steaming ahead unknowing
careless again it seems
oblivious to the pressure
the feast of burden begins

5. Haven

now as the lights go down
deeper now it seems than long before
there are no noises here
just a silence gone bad
something I will never hide
this urging need to

invite the darkside in
into my haven

if there were words for this
would i sing or would i scream?
i'd give my blood to stay
my blood just to stay right here
something can never share
this urging need to

invite the darkside in
into my haven

6. The Same

what we always fear and loathe
becomes of us
repay the visit of our loss
reset the marks again
the turning point
seems to be holding on

sands of ages and the stars above
everchanging as the same hearts beat
repeating 'til the end
seas of slander and the soil we walk
everchanging as the same hearts beat
it ends up all the same

the sail that never knew the wind
barren and lost
our wrecks these shores will never reach
a trek on darker trails
let days be done
it takes forever

7. Fabric

scattered throughout now indefinite form
willed to find strangers
in the wickedest state
when it comes upon you my friend
fear not – it makes us men hidden within ourselves now
lured into hiding out of sight

creation in purity
we don't need no host

suck it in
it waits for noone take it down
the coming of descent

fiery changeling
reddened and frail
perspire to save it
the remnant of this game
if it launches again today
will our lives begin again
turning away from tides of lust
stronger return against all odds

suck it in
it waits for noone take it down
the coming of descent

raised to take stand
to separate grace
shown in the wake of new light
seeing it will break the flavour of aquired taste
another boundary yet to face
witness the revolution
the fabric of essence
come again

8. Ego Drama

wrestled on its back
the ego showed his face
charged up, recieving came out knowing
hopeless intrusion
where nothing can be found
strewn, the seeds were wasted
on the innocent in awe fruitless connection
in the ripeness of his age
drawn and thrust in anger
the dagger once again will fail

it's over
if nothing comes along
it's over for you

so in denial stand where shame is not
and unto others fall
the blame, the guilt,
the others fault
come on now-
scratch and claw with all your strength
take on the wildest bull in the horde
come burn them fingers fast
and take back what they owe
return the safety where there was none...

9. Rundown

cowardice, this chain of events
gather and plot the ensnaring of me (ensnaring)
gone now the sense of lust
is there a cost for the reckless excess?
taken in the growth and trust
retalitory strike at the weakest spot
raked away the remains of my fall
that laid scattered cross plains of regret
humble in defence of the wicked
run down, naked and blind

merciless, the onslaught of demands
get in line for the numbning
i won't make a stand

redeemer of the slavery
reconcile with the carefree and content
ensnarer, caretaker lead not these the frail into battle again
crossing out the ramblings of others
tired of the same old refrain
knowing this will all be corrected
torn down, wasted and lost

i can't take it anymore 'cause i am rundown
can't take it anymore 'cause this is wrong tired and rundown
spat it out
the foolish lines you fed
it holds a place in the civilized mind
forcefed, the turn of our venturesome quest
being rundown as we seek

the day this was lost
all that you see
all that'll be
rundown

10. Emptier Still

secrets in here
claim no belonging
together again
or send me to madness
i know that i should have listened
was given a choice i turned down forever

so tell me are you lonely

emptier still
as time takes us farther away from the goals
by which we are measured
i know that I should have stayed true
to you and to me
but time never heals
so here alone I stand

so tell me are you lonely
tell me are you mine

i see you standing there
your face against the wall
so turn right around
i who know your deepest fear
and yet you walk away
so turn right around so tell me are you lonely
tell me are you mine don't speak for you are me

11. At Loss For Words

waiting for the signs to bring
the first to sing
felt inbetween these fears
set to unknown tunes
so tempt these fragile fiends
a grace gone dark
you'll never know
never feel
never taste the depths of your defeat

break into the hearts and minds of man
never one to tell sucking on a lie that never ends
found at loss for words

locking on to faith gone bad
sweet touch of sin
not in the sleight of hand can facts be lost
never understate your case
deny our weight
there never is
never was
can never be
a break from binding chains break into the hearts and minds of man
never one to tell
sucking on a lie that never ends
found at loss for words

12. Cornered

There never was a night like this
How could there ever be
Through sweat and velvet misery
The fever race in me

Cornered in a symetrical design
Sphere-like chrome on a sea enraged...
hatred

What the mirror sees
is the clutching at straws
taking us under
The storm of the ocean
this velvety crush
Ringcorners– firm in the outrage
Synaptic patterns
Waves contort
Break into these cellular walls

Why...

Globes of disease, infest my dreams
burning the ends of my veins
Pattern and form, the squares cling fast
Dance the tide now

Could never bare another night
although I know it'll come
The freezing ends of what is me
The icy rages...
free

Cornered in a symetrical design
Sphere-like chrome on a sea enraged...
hatred

Take hold of the boundaries –
The Perimeter Sea
Burn!
Enflame the oppressors
But if four was one
in a corner alone
recovering – licking the wounds
delerium coming
the weakness kicks in
Resigning, cornered within

1. Final Resistance

Dissaffected, left to internal struggle
let ring with the cries of dissacord
They told of outposts firm as trees
Whispers laid no basis for
the plunge to the chasm deapths
Seen none, nor felt the safety
perimeter alarm

I see the bearings of disaster

What can you tell me of the inside
it is as bright as all can see?

To make a chemical stand
a final front to the days ahead
In attempt to take their mineral estrangement
Smothered by the numeral that
hauntseach weakling day

Request for countermeasures
to state claim of this my cavern
None to take and none be given
as the window breaks to black
A process left to solitude
is the action left undone
Answers left to echo
in the silent halls of none

Cast down the hopes and aspirations
Shut the windows tight
Everybody said NO
Reset your fears and good intentions
Barred up your life
Everybody said NO

This is the final resistance

2. Hours Passed In Exile

What if:

a)some things are destined to failure
b)some things are never meant to be
c)someone never sees
d)someone never opens
e)somehow we are different

Though I never claimed to be right
give to me the benefit of doubt

I brought your fires
that you put out
I brought you fires
for I cannot be without
I came with sadness
but this my shattered heart can't bear

What of the times in exile
what of the hours passed
what if touches seem too trivial

You can never tell me I'm wrong
a song I've heard so long

So what if healing takes forever
so what if time is meant for others
so what is left is but a shatter
and what is broken can't be whole

3. Monochromatic Stains

There is this face in the still water
I can't remember every wearing
like fingerprints on your heart
Reading out the last lines of code
To the untrained eye a secret
I bled away the last of you

Sought trust in shapes of combined results
that trickles from a less than solid case
Fought all attacks of resurfaced lust
Burn the gracing grounds

What will give in first
the body or the lash
Monochromatic stains
Who will cave in first
the leader or the fake
Monochromatic stains

This pile of ashes of a soul
informant pokes abound
These sickly little fingers
Get away from me

Tread not the path of least restraint
each piece of evidence a lie, a lie
The body, the face all items in place
I don't remember a thing

A sacrifice made to the loss of mind
Folly a man's demise

Track now the stains that allow my fall
sickening, the sight of it all
Never shall I claim my innocence
I just was not there

4. Single Part Of Two

"Come with me," he said and erased it from his mind
"be with me now," but of love we are frightened stiff
We'd rather leave and head for the skies
than say all the right words too soon

"And I never thought you would
But always knew you could"

"We take off from here," and in that
instant nothing remained of what was
whereas the soul provides, freedom
narrowed down for the taking

"I never wanted you to lie
-never needed fragments of your day"
A broken promise made,
to always come around
-never to stay

And as tired as clichйs come
did not expect nor frown upon
lighter hearts have taken bait
Sweetened words now with bitter taste

A distance kept that never fails to close us in
and forget the days that still linger on
inside the single part of two
We'd rather leave no trace and not look back
Than face the anxiety here and now

5. The Treason Wall

Let me tell you about the loss af all
the failing of all that we hold dear
Wrapped up nicely in ourselves

Chaos resolves
that which order defiles
Worthless lives
are ordered blind

I don't believe
Taste and you will see
that all belongs to me
I don't believe
I won't believe

I raise my hand against it all
for those who don't recognize the call
Will the sense to overcome these nestled walls
Going to break it down

Let me nail you to the treason wall
stab the night and the day from your sight
And set the thought to flame

Feeble devout
nothing resides
Break it to pieces
that obstinate mind

I raise my fist to hold the line
Against those who set themselves on high
Going to break it down

6. Format C: For Cortex

Mental blindfolds on
Early on the fascination intense
How to discern just where right belongs

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to see

There is no need for you to start revolutions
I don't want you to talk to the minions
Just show me a brand new face
an open mind against a dying race

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to hear/feel

Cannot fail in this era of losers
burnt the shell of those that once held the torches
Cannot give you the senses anew
nor will you know innocence again

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to know

In time all your questions will be answered
not what you hoped for, not what you dreamed
all preconceptions crumble

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to learn

Won't hold up to the standards you keep
never came from the formatives years
Just show me a brand new mind
Keep in what you left behind

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to be

7. Damage Done

Went inside the caves of seven wolves
Felt of the forces that lend themselves to speed
those final words to fracture the very structure
can't stand the glacial pace
the damage done

It seems these days are getting shorter
derails my train of thought

What said in hand was done
chased unforgiveness down these corridors
Locked down the basis for the willing form
a trail far from strayed
the damage done

Set aside from eyes of others
Our frail structures can't keep up with the pace

Brought out for all to see
the damage done
face contradicting needs

We bring our cages home
for none to see
in vain to lessen
responsibility
the damage done

8. Cathode Ray Sunshine

Carry our streams
Lift up our less than elated lives
Transmit our selves
We breath out
Where no one whispers

Take in all the dark light
turn the nighttime into day

Cathode ray sunshine
speak out and we receive
Show me and let us in

Alienate
Block out all
amid the breaking of the light
See it again and again
Single sight

Sensory perception
turn the nighttime into day

To our great distrust
Escapism a means of
getting through alive
Take it in and spit it out again
That measly filth

Focal degradation
Bring the chaos into life
Cathode ray sunshine
Burn

9. The Enemy

To remain objective
to a closer call
Secretly rejected
and to mediocrity fall
caught on the downslopes of life

The patted shoulder remembers
the elbowed side resists
Encircled ad nauseum
an enemy to define ourselves
an enemy to refine our hate

Encouraging on the negative scale
Bent out of shape is measuring norm
In words and in writing
No one knows my enemy like I do

A social repellant
(not) merely an adversary
lost to the failing words
Kept the last of all
understood glances
to work against

10. I, Deception

Could not have forseen
what the lies of the bearer would bring
Trailing the marks of his errors
trace the original sin

Fallen I cling to deception
This talk of madness is in me
Come now as the drapery falls

From homes that take the foul in hand
Mind cloven sweet spoken
with words that led us off the track
Truth altered blindsighted

Thrive on the illusion
and the image of a life to be
Unmount the shielding facade

Cast to death the disciples
fevered rage to burn them
Fallen

Endure the spit of others
Locked inside the pretence cage
Where the cause will be certain
Fallen I've see you inside

11. White Noise / Black Silence

Time in argument will end
Flames of preparation
Fingers felt the whipping
Hand that feeds the flame

Escalate the drought
Itching to join the flame

Wishing darkness was sound
shutting desires out
Wishing darkness was sound
but as moths to the flame...
...we go

You the ignorant
takes sides in these three dimensions
Nullify importance
confined within the page

Scan for rapture again
look for an instant save

Mere moments pass and still it seems
detached from insight, though and word
Ever since it lost its edge
lost in the noise forever be
In the blur of information
the nail that never sticks

Venting a foul stench
purging the fevered self
behind a traitor's name

Face the consequence
taken back in the eyes of fairness
A nobody forever
hidden and locked away

Working the boards again
Giving the wrath away

13. The Poison Well

Unless another wall is breaking
Nothing can come of this
Elusive

Against our better judgement
Allow our image to stand ground
Turn around and

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Nobody ever goes

With ideals as infestations
Hinder the radical mind
Retune our aim

Now is time for hiding
For it stabs fear in you
So coward

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Nobody ever goes

A thought to infect you
An idea to perfect you

A flesh to restrain you
No heart to forgive you

The poison well
Runs dry

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes

1. Static

Nothing of a man was he
His true face of sleep a deception
Fell through all the way to the bottom
Learned to hold

Again we vowed not to hold sacred
But to damn the hollow gaze
Unsteady on these shorelines
Mute to an unthough scream
Another word fell silent
Like the static in their eyes
Against all fleeing logic
We let our minds go
Blank

Why define ourselves by misguiding light?
How can we receive the static in their eyes

Each blink of light an accuser
Each until shape as assassin

Crawled the outer rim
With his back exposed
The shadows unending
Fought off the stares

Nullify the ego, stay right back
Stay right back
How can we receive
The static?

Fear that strangles spirit
Denial speaks the truth
Fear that strangles spirit
Crushes me and you

Wicked are the senses
Wicked are the words
Give me the static

2. The Poison Well

Unless another wall is breaking
Nothing can come of this
Elusive
Against our better judgement
Allow our image to stand ground
Turn around and

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Nobody ever goes

With ideals as infestations
Hinder the radical mind
Retune our aim
Now is time for hiding
For it stabs fear in you
So coward

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Nobody ever goes

A thought to infect you
An idea to perfect you
A flesh to restrain you
No heart to forgive you

The poison well
Runs dry

Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes
Break the path and let's get going
To the place where nobody ever goes

3. In Sight

We are to be something here again
To play soldiers now, pretend
Born inside these endless halls of shame
Jaded by the error-ways of man

It doesn't make us strong
The things that I find stranger here
Will not let us in
Show me, I won't tell
And even if I go today
I won't understand

We are to be something we are not
To repeat our faults my friend
Taken down from sanity's lonely heights
Shown the downward spiral ways of man

It doesn't make us strong
The things that I find stranger here
Will not let us in
Show me, I won't tell
And even if I go today
I won't understand

4. Misery In Me

we no longer take care of ourselves
we learn from each other to loose
as the longer it takes
no longer support
and this might be over again
so when the dream is over
will it all begin?
will you ever see the worse laughs at you
we walked right on out through the door

dream over
said it's fine
burn the bridges
turn around

can't you see the misery in me?
don't you know the fear I feel inside?
the misery in me

we no longer dictate up ourselves
we live for eternal greed/glee?
as no longer support
the longer it takes
so this might be over again
the war is actually over
but nobodys is the same
will we ever fear the worst
as sanity said to you
turn around right through the war

dream over
said it's fine
burn the bridges
turn around

can't you see the misery in me?
don't you know the fear I feel inside?
the misery in me

we no longer care about this
we have learned from our jaded pride
with worlds never beginning
this could be our only chance
to turn it around

can't you see the misery in me?
don't you know the fear I feel inside?
the misery in me

5. Cornered

There never was a night like this
How could there ever be
Through sweat and velvet misery
The fever race in me

Cornered in a symetrical design
Sphere-like chrome on a sea enraged...
hatred

What the mirror sees
is the clutching at straws
taking us under
The storm of the ocean
this velvety crush
Ringcorners– firm in the outrage
Synaptic patterns
Waves contort
Break into these cellular walls

Why...

Globes of disease, infest my dreams
burning the ends of my veins
Pattern and form, the squares cling fast
Dance the tide now

Could never bare another night
although I know it'll come
The freezing ends of what is me
The icy rages...
free

Cornered in a symetrical design
Sphere-like chrome on a sea enraged...
hatred

Take hold of the boundaries –
The Perimeter Sea
Burn!
Enflame the oppressors
But if four was one
in a corner alone
recovering – licking the wounds
delerium coming
the weakness kicks in
Resigning, cornered within

6. No-One

Uncontrolled spaces
Lifeless 'til provoked
Deep uncharted oceans
Nonexistent 'til claimed
Great raging fires
Silent

When there is no one
When no one is mine
The no one is me

Tall reaching branches
Pointless to even try
Countless flaming cities
Measured without cost
All-seeing eyes
Without stories to tell

Inside the orchard there's a scent of devilry
As was in my heart
...the sweetness overripe...
Rancid in attempt to overcome the shackles
If only the soil could hold

The wide-open wound
Won't heal without purpose
It never stops
The wide-open wound
That never heals
The no one is me

7. Exposure

Rise I say, yes, rise above!!
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me
Down you go to lands below
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me

They who reign in sand
Take this brightest strike
In their so-called castles
Now with walls of glass
I can see, I can see, I can see
All your deeds, all your needs
On your knees
So I'll crack your feeble shell

Can you even see
The works of what you fear?
Cuz evil is as evil does
What evil does to me
Further inside
'Til all you have is mine
Evil is as evil does
What evil's done to me

Dreams he said, dreams he wore
Dreams he wore, dreams he wore
Hope he said, hope he wore
Evil he said and evil he wore

I'll strip you down
I'll tear you down
I'll plunder up and down
I'll break the lock
till nails come off
You're under they all lie
Rise above the light
Rise above afar
Rise above your fears
And tread on what you know

Blind to your eyes
Blind to your mind
Cuz evil is what evil does
What evil does to me
Taste and you'll see
the fruit you took is foul
Evil is what evil does
What evil does to me

You who turn to others
With everything you lack
A face that bears not seeing
Then I'll turn my back
I can see, I can see, I can see
All your deeds, all your needs
On your knees
So I'll crack your fuckin' shell

8. Yesterworld

Over the moor of mist and through valleys of fate
I fly on my voyage through this moonlit landscape
of re-emerged figments of imagination
I am aroused in sleep....aroused in sleep

Far beyond the gate which reflects in the closed eye
reveal that a dreamscape lies therein
A yearning for a world
where the everlost find their peace
In the pearly gates of dawn
on the astral feed of minds
– envenomed to the bone
forever cleansed from all called wrath
as slumber sneaks upon
and steals the thought of man
all ridden from inner aggression...
A voyage beyond this world
In this paralell to real life
– access lies in dreams
Unveil hidden secrets in our sleep
– the key to what's beyond

In the wake of man we see
essential dreams unfulfilled
Enhance the value of life
engraved words on the page of man

In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...

"This ain't no dream..."

Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's your dream coming true"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon

I am eaten away in mouthfuls by flames
that burn in the errors of our ways
In a night when the sky floats blue
as touquoise, and the stars of silver are twinkling
in their outmost pride

Now from dimensions fallen from the skies
– like the flow of a stream
From my sleep I continue onward
– sleep is just a shape of destiny

Weak sunlight of dawns to come,
dancing swiftly in the shadows
Shimmering, shining in a landscape of dreams

...landscape of my dreams
Dim reflections of the pale
a shade of grey in mind

In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...

"It's your reality..."

Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's much more than a dream"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon

Soon these worlds will be one
and mankind feasts on the sights of it all
I yearn for things to come

Still wrapped in the thrall of slumber
as the mist slippes away to reveal...
And the wind tears a scream from my lips
– I am there....

In the dreamscape I adore
(a moonclad reflection)

9. Unfurled By Dawn

Time and space unite
era of darkness – we mourn
Times of sorrow despite
our preach is put to scorn...

In ways like these I shall be reborn
to my words I conform
To seek the path of knowledge through time
In a life in a lack of rhyme (or reason)

Subconcious powers flow
– we burn the ways forlorn
Am I in time with forces I am born
Are those disguised
Excuse is being dumb
In spirit fails...

Self realization in supreme conciousness
Explore the self – within a millenia of peace

Reach into the soil of humankind
Bury secrets beneath this hallowed ground

Feel the wind of time now changing
Hear the voice that whispers near

Explore the inner strength within you now
seek deep in your soul – it'll show you how

Join us – in this quest to satisfy
Join us – and none shall mortify
I've seen the light unfurled by dawn
I've seen the blackest ways we scorn
We shan't conform – we shall remain...

"I've seen the void that echo fear"

Fly into this void of inner consioucness
we seek eternally

Greet enlightned ways...
I spead out wings of knowledge
is essential in mournful times like these
Words I repent

Voice from inner self shall lead my way

Former ways of life I repent
to inner consciosness I've ascent
Mortal way of living is the key
Key to the secret it beholds

Come to seek the path with me
in unfathomable harmony
the way life is meant to be
enjoy and just adore life...

Burning desire in thee
letting your soul fly free
No sould shall be the same
burn with a different flame
Sowing the seeds of man
proving the things your can
Seeing the things that'll be
the priors in life I can see

Each of mankind is a star
that will keep on shining eternally

Unveil the hidden unknown things in mind
enchanted over things that you will find

Join us – in this quest to satisfy
Join us – and none shall mortify
I've seen the light unfurled by dawn
I've seen the blackest ways we scorn
We shan't conform – we shall remain...

In affection we loom – a reflection of time
Walless prison, consumed – ignore irrelevance (a rule)

Search the inner self – find the self within
Finding things I've seen in dreams (seeing evermore)
things that' s left unsaid
Surrending to this inner force, feeling no remorse
nothing to forbid

In the empty eyes of the last of mortals
those songs they echo as in halls of the enlightened
Before this dawn of eternal light we stand
once more now as darkness belongs to the forgotten

...to the forgotten

Internal sadness cured through the light
to reach the sadest river in sight
Whispers of molten souls in my ear
on wings of twillight I am born....

Now enthrone thoughts of the past
the embryo of time
Your life lies yet unfolded
'til enlightened ways we see

In my dreams I've seen repention
as in tales that were never told

Join us – in this quest to satisfy
Join us – and none shall mortify
I've seen the light unfurled by dawn
I've seen the blackest ways we scorn
We shan't conform – we shall remain...

10. Midwinter/Beyond Enlightenment

Now oppression stalks the remnants of compassion,
brewing hatred to surface in wicked actions
Cloaked in peace and mercy, force their false confessions
Sentenced am I dying, cleansed from all salvation

"Defy our accusations and a certain death you'll meet
A fool denies the obvious, and fools we shall defeat"
All sanity now vanquished, ever mould beyond control
My guilt stands yet unproven though they still demand my fall

Demand my fall

Blood runs beyond enlightenment at inquisition's hands
Vicious burn the fires swiftly out of hand

Now my fate lies in their "hands of liberation"
forming law and justice into obscuration
leading lies ensuring my life ceased in fire,
In the name of peace, to cleance my dark desires

"You stand accused of herasy and all what that implies
With darkened minds you summon those who're fallen from the skies"
Envenomed bleed their poisoned hearts, the power they've abused
A deadly game of envy in which my life I'll lose

Blood runs beyond enlightenment at inquisition's hands
Vicious burn the fires swiftly out of hand

Shackled, fettered – choking as I drown
Fooled and tortured – confess comitted crimes
Shackled, fettered – choking as I drown
Fooled and tortured – confess comitted crimes

Sentenced by superstition – my innocense denied
Truth is strange than fiction – religious genocide

Alone in blind desperation, I face my mournful death
In flames I meet termination, but my memory will be left

11. Vernal Awakening

Enthroned through this age of confusion an urge,
the weakness and flooy since aeons emerged,
Created life in fetters from cradle to grave
A future in darkness with mankind enslaved

Trail of life decayed – wasteland whall prevail
Hatred lies in store – chaos evermore

So runs the spiel from where lives are found and lost:
"Learn from past failures – prevent to pay the cost"

Sunlight fades as nightfall rises in shadows formed in clay
What once dwelt shall dwell no more when darkness sees the day
A bleakwinter of enmity and terror shall take form
What man created will be ruined when hate conjures the storm

When our time spells an end to our ruling of this earth,
will a wasteland remain?
Will all life cease to be by the wicked ways of man
– his enfeebled domain?

Nature left in flames – Suffering, now to maim
Cataclysm at hand – unveiled unto man

So runs the spiel from where lives are lost and found:
"Progression in spirit eliminates all bounds"

Sunlight fades as nightfall rises in shadows formed in clay
What once dwelt shall dwell no more when darkness sees the day
A bleakwinter of enmity and terror shall take form
What man created will be ruined when hate conjures the storm

Hallow minds start to burn with the flaming shades of fall
let disorder arise!
An avenge to be brought to the ones who graveled earth
hides now cloaked in disguise

Blind deception, mass confusion – interbreeding dark illusions
Tumbelling, falling, brings conclusions –
constant fatal life-corrosion

Autumn – beckons forth the
winter – rising gloom in hand
Raging with bleak coldness 'til
vernal light commands

Final chapter closed – world devoid of use
Failure brings despair – death reveals its lair

Sunlight fades as nightfall rises in shadows formed in clay
What once dwelt shall dwell no more when darkness sees the day
A bleakwinter of enmity and terror shall take form
What man created will be ruined when hate conjures the storm

12. Void Of Tranquillity

In orbit they pass around you – the memories from abandoned past
Images from within your mind bring unknown feelings into your veins

Delve into thy twillight past, a voyage done before
The borderland 'twixt life and death – existing evermore
Emerging from material guise – an ever-living soul
Thy spirit lives forever more, in spite of aim or goal

The forces of your vital mind deteriates vagely
as you're about to pass away The darkness that
surrounds you fades...

You reach out to touch, to feel the eternal
forgivness for thy impure soul
Desperation fills your mind – approach the centre
Centre of infernal salvation and infernal death

Enter to the plain of life, to knowledge loomed through time
An ever-living certainty where life is formed to chime
Foolishness and wisdom walk gently hand hand in hand
Embraced in darkest universe as contraries blend as one

Fear fills your mind on this ongoing journey
journey to a thousand secrets untold
Credlous at first to this place of wonder
Wonder's so real – it could be an illusion

Through dark veils of destiny – Realm of shades revealed
Through dark veils of destiny – Infinite life concealed

Your soul now levitates slowly and below your body fades
Your conciousness remains but thy skin will soon rot away
Visions from an obscure rality appear as your soul departs
This once so undisturbed and now frail and feeble world

Brought forth, the abyss now appears – foulmouthed temptations call me near
Dark visions laughing over me – if swollowed I will cease to be
Tempted to this world beyond – eager to break the bond
The sacred promise of an earthly stay – now broken as you writhe in dismay

Come to where all life descends in brimful harmony
Cautious, interlacing, they engrave what they shall be
All bounds cannot be broken or confusion will prevail
– lifeless dark eternity of chaos and despair

Indescribable light descends between spheres
Spheres that behold that nondescript fear
Thought of the sins that were done in the past
the past is forgotten and the present will last

Through dark veils of destiny – Realm of shades revealed
Through dark veils of destiny – Infinite life concealed

Floating through these halls of light, emotions burst within
Pure beauty of divinity enrobes remaining sin
Alone, enthralled, I bow this force, paternal majesty
Freed from anguish, freed from hate – into my destiny

Into the void of tranquillity

Through the rise and fall of worlds, one greater mind prevails
Conjuring new creations as it watches the old ones fail
Eternal coil of time and place – reality and tale
The answers to all questions hide within this astral vale

Passed through tranquillity – aeons now flow away
Claimants of destiny – death can no more hold sway

Forced to return – departure of soul
Material world – arrival as told

1. Lost To Apathy

The heartstrings hold off with despair – Fail to resonate
Frailness of our body breaks – Will disintegrate

NO!

By locks our filthy states
Failure to communicate
None too sentient
Where no see no virtuous magic
Against the motions

Ongoing choice as the trials will end
Filter the nonsense and laugh at what's left
Indecision – Wrong division
What matters taken away

Look at the shell that is you
Empty, fragile, weak,
Soon (Now) the battle is over,
Lost to apathy

So overcome with pointless tears
To retest pain receptors
Nothing matters ever here
Put up another reaction

These eyes will never see
Covered up from reality

The unknown world that you deny
No priority – Cannot fail if you never start
Unpredictable

I want to know – Where did it end?
For madness to start
Always the skeptic and never the part

Indefective, non-descriptive
It matters not

3. The Endless Feed

You try to hide the fact that you're from yourself
Your own feeble entertainer
Is none other than the one we call you
And you need the others to fortify your disgust
For the worst of us, to the rest of us
No!!

Entertain the thought that we are still alive
Entertain the notion of impending doom
Entertain the worst suspicions and our fears
Just pull us in and take us down

I hear a mighty cheer
Your fate can not be any stronger
Re-read, the stage is set
A product of what will be fed
Oblivious, all by design
Non susceptible to any mind

I can take what's being given
I can down whatever comes
I will do what you deem necessary
My fear compels me!

No more fictitious names
I will not be made a mockery
No more chaos seed
I am not what you're supposed to see
No!!

With all the signs of the danger
Everything is lost
In the name of entertainment
We're all doomed

4. Undo Control

There were words of lust
in these arms of the stranger
And there in silence though were words of no milder
So in thinking of that madness
that ravage the thoughts
in the loneliest of hours

I resist without control

The demand I get from excellence
the void I felt from answering
Not only an addition
It generated need
In these endless nights of freezing
my weight on the other side

I resist without control
Feel the thorns of UnControl

Claws that set in sleep' December
Let loose on the verge
Talked to me as strangers once did
The tone was set for winter

Sweet UnControl
Beyond proportion
Into the night
So strike me deeper

I resist without control
Feel the thorns of UnControl

the death that craved no life
now ended
in return
Drifting uncontrolably
Within the night

Sweet UnControl
Beyond proportion
Into the night
So strike me deeper

1. The New Build

A human force, stronger than logic
Beyond the focus and the grander ideas
One microcosmos in this wretched piece of hell
Distant memories of what empathy we felt
No revolution in what they must overthrow
In on a secret we all know
The need that is our enemy

I don't ever want to see you, doing all the same things as me
Don't ever let this be you, knowing what it is that drives me

It's all in the future, said with one foot in the grave
All in the plan of what we never could achieve
No satisfaction
We excuse ourselves from progress
By post-altering our motives, stories set to match
Whatever beat that drives the impulse, whatever tune that carries through
What's in a soul that rattles empty, in this reality too few
Our reach is never wider than the depth of what we grasp
A vicious curse on all that we partake in/side the conflict
Where no one is the wiser
A space invaded – A face invaded – My space invaded
Selfish doesn't begin to cover the sense in this utopia
Of one to escape the arguments to put another filter on

2. Through Smudged Lenses

Let no one be themselves
Turn of the century lies
Not within the others, turn on the watchful eye
The blindness ends tonight
Shelter for the shattered, in unison we strive
Dare to disassociate and cut the binds that tie
Abstractualize further to the ends of facts and foe
Will it out of meaning as silence speaks the truth

I want to hear you scream – I want to see you

Stand atop the pantheon of fiction and your failure
Grasping for a hiding place among indifferent stones
A brief reflection, it sets the soul apart
No selection, it tears our world apart

These walls are protecting us, burn them to the ground
This haven of refuge, burn it to the ground

So smudge the lense a little, muffle the voice
Phase out of sound a while and let it go
Citizens of choice in a twilight world of your design
Left to our devices we stumble on

Burn it to the ground
No firewall will save you
Burn it to the ground

Take me to the keep and bare the darkest void
Thousandfold the agony of silenced screams alone
Tune right out of static
Exorcise the dark
How else can we move on

3. Out Of Nothing

Make enemies of truth and reason
In that a rage is born
Start out a promise and a venture
Where direction was never the goal
How does it feel to run out of nothing?
Where do you go when you run out?

Never you mind the grand perspective
Other forces kept at bay
As you narrow the field of vision to retain a sense of control
Your focus will remain unfixed in the haze of a world unhinged
Create a sense of purpose around which you base your faith
The doubt that haunts your skin, an itch that will linger on forever

Wave off critique as an offender
Never question where your motives lie
As a part of the greatest fable the beast all had forgotten
Instincts in a dead end rampage
Destruction as a saving grace

4. The Endless Feed

You try to hide the fact hidden from yourself
Your own favourite entertainer is none other than the one we call you
And you need the others to fortify your disgust
For the worst of us, to the rest of us

Entertain the thought that we are still alive
Entertain the notion of impending doom
Entertain our worst suspicions and our fears
Just pull us in and take us down

I hear a mighty cheer
Your faith could not be any stronger
In your head the stage is set
A product of what we're being fed
Oblivious by design, not susceptible to any mind

I can take what's being given
I can down whatever comes
I will do what you deem necessary
My fear compels me

No more ficticous needs
I will not be made a mockery
No more chaos seed
I am not what you're supposed to see

Without a sense of danger everything is lost
In the name of entertainment we are doomed

5. Lost To Apathy

The unsaid tone of weak despair fail to resonate
Frayed ends of our binding threads will disintegrate
By laws our physique state
Failure to communicate

None too sentient
Hear no, see no works its magic
Against all function
Ongoing choices the trials will end
Filter the nonsense and laugh at what's left
Indecision/nonvision
Matters taken away

Look at the shell that is you
Empty, fragile , weak
Soon the battle is over, lost to apathy

So overcome with pointless tears
To test pain receptors
Nothing matters ever here
Put up a nonreaction
These eyes will never see, covered up from reality

The unknown world that you deny
No priority, cannot fail if you never start
How predictable
I want to know where did it end?
For madness to start
Always the sceptic never be part
Introvertive/nondescriptive it matters not

6. Mind Matters

You are all that matters in my private demonology
Those who fail us now, the sons of wishes
The bastard child of dream, enemies of hope
Let it be gone it's all pretend
Mind matters matters not

Never again in perfect clarity
See the day with childlike vision
Where does it lead from here on
Without that guidance disaster role model
Without a part our search is wider

Cast off those wide-eyed hopes and dreams
Mind matters matters not
No need to see you there
The path we made is clear
Just stay ahead of me
This is not safe for me to see

This time, a prayer onto nothing
Project again, direct oppose to action
All across the board
Shortcomings close to call

7. One Thought

Insufficient facts
Make up for a frail foundation
Breeding the obscene
For the opinion customized
Insight null and substance void upon these wheels
Our world will roll
Let it be decided who will take the blame?
Another soul to drain what is it that we see?

One thought bringing it down, original sinners
One thought bringing it down, switch it off

Has it come to this
Enjoying things by proxy
Live through others, die just like the rest
We all end up screaming, a little louder
To cover up another piece of silence
Punch another hole through the media
Turn it off

Brace for impact
To once a greater vision, our lives now stand to fall
This tyranny of fear, a stranglehold on us
Stronger day by day time to turn it off

8. Dry Run

It comes from all we're giving in seemingly endless supply
As signals cross defiantly into this volatile mix we charge
And the stubborn mind repeats the errors
To challenge our grounds
Either soar above or the detour takes you right back down
To where no one wants to see
Misgivings in this starry nightlight, fill in the blanks
That one will fall, to the haunts and horrors

There is nothing left, a mere shadow when adrenaline runs dry
There is nothing there, empty prop when adrenaline runs dry
It gets you deep down low
As they told you of the blazing heights
The stage from which the world is viewed
Is the mirror to shatter the image
The crypt he kept for hiding retreat from another attack
Painlessly forgivin a refuge in deceptive black

It works within the system, and they won't understand
A lesser known deceiver will fool you even more

Taunt the wasted, it's all about nothing
What to squeeze withing the span of attention
Brought to ground, let the chaos pass
That one will fail by the screams and terrors
Chorus

9. Am I?

I grant to you no privilege of person
No sense of self, a denial of choice
It wants out so from all the little bits and pieces
A simple case of lost and found, a wicked new beginning
I don't ever want to see

It's the oldest trick in the book, just like everything you always knew
Turned upon its very end there's nothing left to be
Half a mind to say all the things that bother me today
You better check if it's me, in that "coffin" of yours or just the one you thought you knew

I am one
Who am I?
No character to be lost inside

A mind is hard to please so wander aimlessly
Hands clenched in fists of rage concealed in frustration
There's a part of me that cannot deal
With the character i am forced to be
A thinly veiled plan to lay your world afoot
Lost in community, blind in belonging

Is there really nothing more than this?
The emptiness remains
So put on your brave face and take the plunge again

10. Senses Tied

Riddled by the trappings of words that makes the edges blur
Here on the outskirts of sincerity and pride
Stretched as far as words can reach by the lure of higher meaning
There's something out there lost behind the power lines

It's all the same to me
Lost all faith in promises and deadlines closing in
Tired of deciphering the wayward strands of truth
I don't care cause I can't feel
I don't know anymore

Sure we've had a good run with vowels, nouns and letters
But within it's very nature the ability to distort
There's nothing in the words I hear that makes me want to take a stand
It has gone on far too long I chose to disengage
The ends of our conditioniong to swallow, take and like it
Rather keep me in the dark than look me in the eye

It's all these same things pulling us down
To senses gone I cheer
It's all these same things making us blind
There's nothing here for me

Hear it coming heading for you now
I can't even stand the tone of arrogance and denial on display
Here you are listless, left for deaf
Thinking about what standards we set in times of weary tongues
And ears that hear no end to it
Unwilling of unable the difference left for times judgement
It passes on from wicked mouths as victim takes on another role
New bold oppressor our teacher's product now stands tall

11. My Negation

It's all this reeking ego crave
The sun to never set
Why do threads of anger never linger?
Why does the ember turn to stone?

To where the longing goes
In with the sins of old
A face of nothing to never see
As blind as free

Everything I want is in the end of this
Everything I need will be at the end of me

My negation will you know my name?
And sense the danger coming
My negation can you see my face?
What's to become of me?

The art of reduction, stripped down through what seems defendable
Scaled to bare revisions to stop making sense
Levelling pillars of towering fear
Rational instincts and insight to spare
End of falseness, end of grace

Everything I fear is in this failing, nothing of what I am is in this end

1. Nothing To No One

Force it to begin
Spark the flame
To firebursting sin
Doctrine denied
Over and over again
Keeping death of all things private
Expose this failed creation
What is done is dead
To be content, an abomination
Are you satisfied
Are you done with this

The ultimate rebellion:
The sacrifice is endless
The ultimate rebellion:
Be nothing to no one

What's in a true life?
Behind the crumbling walls
Of dream and infant illusion
Action without movement
Desire without heart
It is over and done
To crave for touchless objects
And fathom without eyes
The fall of all things personal
That no one sees

Awaken to the screams
Of unresolved
Demands and accusations
Words are free
These are the outer symptoms
Of inner detonation
Will force us to inaction
Rid the burden off me
Lead me to my grave.

2. The Lesser Faith

Dreamed up a new word today
In my ignorance I gave it meaning
Who was I to know
To say it is to know it
To hear it is to believe

I dreamed the world would end
I was not wrong
To doubt, to discredit
The words I've heard before
From inside a shell pretending

It's all you've shown your faith
And what you've always known
So lay your trust in the unthinkable
It's time to justify your lesser faith

It's all your faith has shown
And all you've ever know
Why do you matter, you're insignificant
How can you justify your lesser faith

To know it is to fear it
To feel it is to say no
To the blazing highs and lows
I know I'll fail
To break, to cast it down
You take your lead
From the staff that must be broken in two

3. Terminus (Where Death Is Most Alive)

This is a ghost town
Alive with the echoes of failures fled
Lit up by shiny faces
That parade these streets
What used to be
Of humility is gone
You walk on mounds
Of skull and bone
Where living is denied
I see more movement in decomposition
That in those hollow eyes

It is the only place I know
Where death is most alive
It is when truth is turned to lie
That death is most alive

Set flame to the ensnarers
And pierce that ornate shield
Branded by what claims you
You wear the mark of death
Tear from loss and agony
A character defined
Stripped of all but tragedy
What life is left to find
Go now – until there's nothing left
Go now – the dying has begun

So I flee from all that is me
To hide behind this pale dead face
Whatever happened to desire, want and need
Whatever happened to integrity
Imagination is a curse in all of this
Whatever happened to the ones left behind

This is a ghost town
Bodies dragged through endless streets
Go now, to never return
I see more pitiful humiliation
Than you can ever hide

4. Blind At Heart

I tell you here
Of all the crimes and hours broken
What never came, will never be the same
I tell you this, I tell you what

The mind it had been flooded
All the exists sealed
A poison set to enter
The unforgiving me

Probes and infiltrators
Infiltrate me

It's in these hours we forget ourselves
Within the fire that consumes itself

No need for your defences
My angerwall will hold
Take your steady pride
In monotony and beat

Invaders and corruptors
Invade me

A supernova of flame on fire
This broken spirit, blind at heart

Bite down hard on frustration
The siege that can't be broken
This hollow flame of fear
I tell you this, I tell you what

So close without connection
Locked inside the sphere
I take a blame upon me
And scream at what I see

5. Icipher

Like lust has yet to fail me
No power to subside
My instincts never broken
This downfall so close at hand

The thing that scares me most
Is the fear I see in others
And the thing that really
Frightens me to the core
Is when I see that fear in you

Like shields against the action
No enemy to subdue
We barricade forever
That which hides inside of us all

To break the rules and patterns
Are you scared enough
Before the end is here
Are you scared enough

The thing that scares me most
Is the fear I see in others
That look that sends shivers
Down my spine
Will haunt me to the end
Of living days and nights
You're the thing that matters to me most
And I sense this fear in you

6. Inside The Particle Storm

Inside the particle storm
Where clouds of napalm shimmer
With the promise of one final dawn

Inside the particle bliss
Where ages collide into nothingness
Obliteration's one final kiss

A claw I the garden of eden
Clogging the bloodstream of earth
Tearing a hole in a fabric of life
The horizon enriched with scars

Inside the particle blaze
A chamber of dissolution
Proclaiming the end of days

We leave now
Nothing will follow, nothing at all
The cleansing flames of entropy
To devour us all

Our lungs are filled with sarin
Our children drowning like dogs
Handcuffed to the weight of cold dark matter
Without purpose, meaning or name

Inside the particle storm
The poisoned gene of humanity
Nullified

This is the moment
When black ships anchor to the skies
The heavy hands of chaos
Descend in merciless demise

7. Empty Me

What night never abandoned
In shallow darkness dwell
The evidence in pools of black
Light cannot penetrate

Have you come for my forgiveness?
There's nothing left to give
No response to your repentance
This empty me

Lifted from the living days
To be bent right out of shape
Let blades and satisfires
Cut and lick these wounds
In reversal of repentance
This bastard son of lies
To bring meaning to it all

Have you come for my forgiveness?
There's nothing left to give
No response to your repentance
This empty me

Taken now from this body
A coward's heart
And a soul beyond repair
Empty me

Between insecurity and reason
Self deprecation as a means to the end
Out of reach but never closer
A cure that searches for the cause
Cause of chaos

Drawn from memories the fragments linger
On ages of thought and seconds of sleep
What is it here that tempts the night
To stab the day and kill the light

8. Misery's Crown

All has now been broken
On streets I dare not walk
Freedom is an illusion
I build my fences high
If there was something out there
I've learned not to expect
There's a hundred million reasons
Not to care

Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear misery's crown

As always in these matters
You broke the deal of deals
And wasted what was given
To reveal in your mess
I gave up all for nothing
Tried my best and failed
There's a thousand million reasons
Never to share again

This is now it all begins
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear misery's crown

9. Focus Shift

I think I just forget
To pick up the shells
From my recent discharge
And you took the blame
Explanations falter
To ears fallen deaf
Wherever I go I get lost

A reference to something
That both of us knew
Nothing that favors the few
In the darkness electric we see
That silence had spoken tonight

I think I have lost my language
Whatever I said I deny
I think I have lost my way
Whatever was missing is gone
I let my focus shift

Your face is a map
I fail to discover
Drowning the sounds
Lost in the order
It's the look that stayed my words
The unblinking knowledge
Interlocked and holding
No stalemate to break
Take hold of the flame that unites
In the silence that speaks to me now

I struggle to find the words
That negate my meaning
I fail to comprehend
What message is given

I decline the steady hand
That leads to rejection
Tempted by the closure
With no sense of pride
Drown the fury and swallow the fire

10. The Mundane And The Magic

Seen through these dreamless eyes
Blind buildings stark to the sky
Silhouettes as dividing walls
Guarding the eternal secret
Where is the flame to haunt you
Why do you answer to
My lies are always wishes
Lies that make me
See beyond the rational
Accept the fate that nothing is meant to be
Be the least connected
Stay true to the last original

Apply layers to reality
Things only you can see
Add a beat to normality
To tap the core of insanity

I let my dreams cross over
To days of endless gray
If I could merge the mundane and the magic
We'd forge the new unknown
I let my dreams cross over
To nothingness and back again
If I could merge the mundane and the magic
Where is the dark I came to find?

In latter days as time will find you
Memories will never let you get closer
The silent sighs in useless company
Wish for darkness and death again
In the face of ignorance fear
I cast it right back
Some things were never there to begin with
Objectivity is truth denied

1. A Closer End

As in the life of rain
You're only alive when you're falling
The coldest chill
In the emptiness of reason

You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
With nothing to gain
You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
It begins today

So light up the days
With the darkest of waking dreams
For endless puzzles
To reflect our aim

You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
With nothing to gain
You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
It starts today

It seems you've passed the mark
Of indescribable dark
I fear you've drowned
In hope of what you think will come

Extracted from the sharpest of moments
Built to greet you when the time will come
Empty spaces on foundations of denial
Your structure is dust

As in the death of dream
Awakenings will leave you stranded
Where no one is listening
Where no one is around

You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
With nothing to gain
You brought it upon yourself
It's slow but final
It begins today

2. Derivation TNB

To each a blind eye
To all the filter of self-control
To none a sense
That we are lost inside
Victims, not witnesses
An accomplice, not a bystander
In a time when worlds collide
For us a safe denial
Not to push beyond our goals
For us a shattered image
What our sanity allows
You're an island of tranquillity in a sea of chaos

3. The Endless Feed

You try to hide the fact
hidden from yourself
your own favourite entertainer
is none other than the one we call you
and you need the others to fortify your disgust for the worst of us,
to the rest of us

Entertain the thought that we are still alive
entertain the notion of impending doom
entertain our worst suspicions and our fears
just pull us in and take us down

I hear a mighty cheer
your faith could not be any stronger
in your head the stage is set
a product of what we're being fed
oblivious by design not susceptible to any mind

I can take what's being given
I can down whatever comes
I will do what you deem necessary

My fear compels me

No more ficticious needs
i will not be made a mockery
no more chaos seed
i am not what you're supposed to see
without a sense of danger
everything is lost
in the name of entertainment
we are doomed

4. Undo Control

there were words of lust
in these arms of the stranger
and there in silence though were words of no milder
so in thinking of that madness
that ravage the thoughts
in the loneliest of hours

I resist without control

the demand I get from excellence
the void I felt from answering
not only an addition
it generated need
in these endless nights of freezing
my weight on the other side

I resist without control
feel the thorns of uncontrol

claws that set in sleeps December
let loose on the verge
talked to me as strangers once did
the tone was set for winter

sweet uncontrol
beyond proportion
into the night
so strike me deeper

I resist without control
feel the thorns of uncontrol

the death that craved no life
now ended
in return
drifting uncontrolably
within the night

5. Razorfever

Born of laughter
strangled by sin
No remorse
mistreat the soul again

No features
the blur of things denied
No return
the cross to bear is my own

Just one sip and life returns
Razorfever

The pollution of your narrow perception
Read into the lines of men's work
Degeneration: let the truth be known
Numb the pain with the liquid of fire

Razorfever burns

Born a desperation's child
admist the last descent
Fierce as that of angel's wrath
to lay the soul to rest

Just one sip
Just one more
Just one
and so my world can be restored.

6. Shadowlit Facade

Develop every aspect
enchance its foetal form
distort for the purpose of another aim

For you shall know me
see why in shadows I hide
Lest be thy own defeat
Contence refined

Truth might falter
give up your vows
update the aura
of the shadowlit facade

Pinned down to your defences
by the struggle for one others awe
Content in loneliness

For the dawn shall cast no shadow
from your monolith of lies
descend from the delusion of degradation and despair
For the one that reaps good fortune
on the cost of all good faith
Suffering must lead him on
amidst his loneliness
For the one who speaks besides his tongue
shall learn all is not good and fair
All in vain – the search that never ends

Action, reaction
still no words come clear
in denial of the constant change

Unbegun, undenial, unforseen by thee
the words underneath the shelter be
Spare me.

7. Archetype

Attach the nails and electrodes.
No remorse.

8. Bringer Of Torture

young

girl so sweet and once so innocent
your life is so brutal, true emotions suppressed
you scream but he won't hear a word till he's had his way
victim of the cruelest kind of love

against his urges there is no defence
the one who gave you life stole your innocence
you want to be free at any cost
but you're chained by the shame
and everything seems to be lost

bringer of torture

you're not afraid of dying
nothing could be worse than this life
you're terrified of the pain
the pain that returns with the night

bringer of torture

insanity and terror, hand in hand
till childhood dreams come to an end
this situation, so vile and insane will never be over
he's coming back again, again and again

9. Sacred Reich

Striking fear in the hearts of men
The war machine will leave you dead
Rockets launching, lightning up the sky
The end is near, it's your time to die
Lightning war hitting fast and hard
No time to act the world caught off guard
The Fuhrer's troops invade the land
To spread his teachings the master plan

Blitzkrieg, lightning war
Hitler to kill them all
Pure bred Arayan man
Sacred Reich's master plan

His Nazi army to control the world
Exterminate those who stand in his way
Evil butchers know just what to do
Killing millions of Russians and Jews
Can this madman be stopped
Is there hope for world peace
We must kill Hitler
To stop this Nazi disease

Blitzkrieg, lightning war
Hitler to kill them all
Pure bred Arayan man
Sacred Reich's master plan

Goering's Luftwaffe turned to ash
Stormtroopers fall in defeat
The end of the Final Solution
The Third Reich falls to it's knees
His dream undone
Hitler is dead
The beloved Fuhrer
Put a bullet in his head

Blitzkrieg, lightning war
Hitler to kill them all
Pure bred Arayan man
Sacred Reich's master plan

10. 22 Acacia Avenue

If you're feeling down depressed and lonely
I know a place where we can go
22 Acacia Avenue meet a lady that I know
So if you're looking for a good time
And you're prepared to pay the price
Fifteen quid is all she asks for
Everybody's got their vice

If you're waiting for a long time for the rest to do their piece
You can tell her that you know me and you might even get it free
So any time you're down the East End don't you hesitate to go
You can take my honest word for it she'll teach you more than you can know

Charlotte can't you get out from all this madness
Can't you see it only brings you sadness
When you entertain your men don't know the risk of getting disease

Some day when you're reaching the age of forty
I bet you'll regret the days when you were laying
Nobody then will want to know
You won't have any beautiful wares to show any more

22, the avenue that's the place where we all go
You will find it's warm inside the red light's burning bright tonight

Charlotte isn't it time you stopped this mad life
Don't you ever think about the bad times
Why do you have to live this way
Do you enjoy your lay or is it the pay

Sometimes when your strolling down the avenue
The way you walk it make men think of having you
When you're walking down the street
Everybody stops and turns to stare at you

22, the avenue that's the place where we all go
You will find it's warm inside the red light's burning bright tonight

Beat her mistreat her do anything that you please
Bite her excite her make her get down on her knees
Abuse her misuse her she can take all that you've got
Caress her molest her she always does what you want

You're running away don't you know what you're doing
Can't you see it'll lead you to ruin
Charlotte you've taken your life and you've thrown it away
You believe that because what you're earning
Your life's good don't you know that you're hurting
All the people that love you don't cast them aside
All the men that are constantly drooling
It's no life for you stop all that screwing
You're packing your bags and you're coming with me

11. Lady In Black

On a magical misty morning
I was standing in the Autumn rain
Suddenly the birds fell silent
Would I ever hear them sing again...
Hear them sing again...
Without a word of warning
I saw a shadow in the Autumn rain
Just like in my nightly dreams
The Lady In Black had come again...
The Lady had come again...
Begging me to follow her into the misty rain
Begging me to follow her into the no more pain
Her eyes were hypnotizing
Burning deep inside my brain
The Lady In Black was here now
She was here to take me far away...
Take me far away...
"Follow me to the other side"
Through the tunnel of light we travel, fading away
Through the tunnel of light we travel
We're fading away
Through the light that's shinning bright
We're fading away
Through the light that's shinning bright
We're fading away

12. My Friend Of Misery

You just stood there screaming
fearing no one was listening to you
they say the empty can rattles the most
the sound of your voice must soothe you
hearing only what you want to hear
and knowing only what you've heard
you you're smothered in tragedy
you're out to save the world

misery
you insist that the weight of the world
should be on your shoulders
misery
there's much more to life than what you see
my friend of misery

you still stood there screaming
no one caring about these words you tell
my friend before your voice is gone
one man's fun is another's hell
these times are sent to try men's souls
but something's wrong with all you see
you you'll take it on all yourself
remember, misery loves company

misery
you insist that the weight of the world
should be on your shoulders
misery
there's much more to life than what you see
my friend of misery

you just stood there creaming
my friend of misery

13. I, Deception

Could not have forseen
what the lies of the bearer would bring
Trailing the marks of his errors
trace the original sin

Fallen I cling to deception
This talk of madness is in me
Come now as the drapery falls

From homes that take the foul in hand
Mind cloven Sweet spoken
with words that led us off the track
Truth altered Blindsighted

Thrive on the illusion
and the image of a life to be
Unmount the shielding facade

Cast to death the disciples
fevered rage to burn them
Fallen

Endure the spit of others
Locked inside the pretence cage
Where the cause will be certain
Fallen I'll see you inside

1. Nothing To No One
"Ничего Ни Для Кого"

Начни свое, зажги от искры пламя
Для взрывоопасной страсти веры нет.
Уход это прошедшая ложь,
Никогда, никогда вновь.
Храни смерть всех вещей в уединение
Разоблачи это провальное создание.
Все что сделано мертво.
Содержать, отвращение.
Ты удовлетворен этим?
Ты закончил с этим?

Последнее восстание
С бесконечными жертвами.
Последнее восстание
Будь никем ни для кого.

Это настоящая жизнь была за осыпающимися стенами
С мечтами и инфантильными снами?
Действие без движения,
Желание без сердца.
Все кончено и сделано.
Бесплотного жаждать
Исследовать без взгляда...
Крушение мира глубоко лично
Что никто не заметит его.

Разбуженные криками
Сомневаюшихся.
Требования и упреки,
Свобода слов.
Наших отдаленных болезней
Скрытые взрывы,
Они заставят нас оцепенеть.
Блеск решимости.
Освободи от бремени меня,
Сведи меня в могилу.

2. The Lesser Faith
"Меньшая Вера"

Выдумав новое слово сегодня
Со своим невежеством я вложил в него смысл.
Кто я такой чтобы знать?
Сказать это, значит знать это.
Слышать это, значить верить.

Мне снилось, что мир может умереть,
И я не далек от истины,
Чтобы усомниться и опровергнуть,
Нужны другие слова, что слышал я раньше
Из притворной скрытности твоей.

Я видел, ты показала свою веру,
И то, что ты всегда знала.
Так отложи доверие в непостижимое,
Время доказать свою меньшую веру.

Это все, что твоя вера показала,
И все что ты когда-либо знал.
Почему ты важна, ты незначительна.
Как ты можешь проверить свою меньшую веру?

Знать это, значит бояться.
Чувствовать, значит ответить "нет".
Для пылающих сердец достоинств и недостатков,
Я знаю, что не смогу сломать, отвергнуть их.
Ты берешь над нами лидерство
Скипетром, который лучше б расколоть надвое.

3. Terminus (Where Death Is Most Alive)
"Предел (Где Оживает Смерть)"

Это город призрак,
В котором живо эхо пролетающих несчастий,
Освещенное яркими лицами,
Заполонившими улицы.
То, что раньше было, смирение ушло,
Вы идете по могильникам,
Из черепов и костей,
Где отвергнута жизнь.
Я видел больше движения в разложении,
Чем в этих пустых глазах.
Это единственное место, которое я знаю, где оживает смерть.
Это там, где ложь обращается правдой, где оживает смерть.

Зажги огни-приманки,
И постигни витиеватый знак.
Клейменный твоим требованием,
Ты надел отметину смерти,
Разрываемый потерями и агонией
Определяется характер.
Обнаженный всеми трагедиями,
Которые жизнь оставила на твоем пути.
Иди сейчас, пока нет ничего.
Начинай, смерть уже пришла.

Так я убегаю от всего, что составляю я сам,
Чтобы спрятаться за этим бледным, мертвым ликом.
Что бы ни случилось с желанием, хотеть и быть необходимым,
Что бы ни случилось с честностью,
Воображение проклятие нам в этом всем,
Что бы ни случилось с теми, кто остался позади.

Это город призрак,
А тела волокутся по улицам.
Иди теперь, не возвращайся.
Я видел более прискорбные унижения,
Чем, те, которые ты мог бы скрыть.

4. Blind At Heart
"Слепой Сердцем"

Здесь я расскажу тебе сейчас
О преступлениях и прожитых часах.
Что никогда не случится, никогда не станет тем же.
Я говорю тебе это, я говорю тебе что,
Разум затоплен,
И выходов нет.
Яд уже введен.
Неумолимый я.

Зонды и датчики,
Напичкайтесь в меня.

Самих себя мы забываем этими часами
В огне пожирающем самого себя.

Мне не нужна твоя защита,
Мою ярость стена сдержит.
Порази свою низменную гордость
В скуке и ритме.

Захватчики и грешники,
Поработите меня.

Звезда из огня и пламени,
Этот сломанный дух, слепой сердцем.

Вгрызайся глубже в разочарование,
Осада не может быть снята,
Это холодное пламя страха.
Я скажу тебе это, я скажу тебе что,
Так близко, без контакта,
Запертые в сфере.
Я возьму вину на себя,
И закричу на то, что вижу.

5. Icipher
"Яноль"

Похоже, страсть, все еще ломает меня,
И нет сил, справиться с этим.
Мои инстинкты не убить,
Мое крушение так близко, совсем рядом.

Ясно, что меня пугает более всего,
Это страх, который вижу я в других.
Другое, от чего меня трясет до сердца,
Когда я вижу страх в тебе.

Как щиты против атаки,
Отсутствующего врага:
Мы баррикадируем всегда,
Что-то, что прячется во всех нас.

Чтобы сломать правила и барьеры,
Когда ты сильно напуган,
До того как конец придет.
Ты достаточно напуган?

Достаточно?
Ты достаточно напуган?

Ясно, что меня пугает более всего,
Это страх, который вижу я в других.
От этой картины у меня пробегают мурашки по спине,
И будет преследовать меня до конца моих дней и ночей.
И вторая вещь, которая важна наиболее для меня,
Когда я чувствую этот страх в тебе.

6. Inside The Particle Storm
"В Элементарном Шторме"

С обещанием быстрой смерти,
В элементарном шторме,
В мерцании облаков напалма.
Уничтожение, последний поцелуй,
Там, где годы сливаются в ничто.
В элементарном блаженстве.

Я ползу по райскому саду,
Загрязняя источник рождения.
Расширяю дыру под основами жизни,
Горизонт, украшая шрамами.

Провозглашая конец сущего,
В комнатах разочарования
В мельчайшем пространстве.
Мы уйдем сейчас,
Не останется ничего, совсем ничего,
Внутреннее пламя, чтобы поглотить нас, все.

Наши легкие наполнены зарином,
Наши дети утоплены словно щенки,
Прикованные к весу холодной темной материи,
Без обещаний, смысла и даже имен.

В элементарной частице
Заключен отравленный ген человечества.
Это момент, когда черные корабли швартуются в небесах.
Тяжелая цена хаоса,
Спустившегося милостивой болезнью.

7. Empty Me
"Пустой Я"

В неверной темноте живет
То, что тьма никогда не оставит.
А доказательства в озерах черноты,
Которые не постигнуть свету.

Ты пришел за моим прощением?
Ведь больше нечего отдать.
Внутри нет отклика на твое раскаяние,
Это пустой я.

Возвышенный над будничными днями,
Я окончательно стремлюсь к потере формы.
Пусть лезвия и пламя удовлетворения,
Режут, лижут эти раны
В извращенном покаяние
Этого ублюдочного сына лжи,
Чтобы обрести значение всего.

Ты пришел за моим прощением?
Ведь больше нечего отдать.
Внутри нет отклика на твое раскаяние,
Пустой я.

Изъятое из тела
Сердце труса,
Не подлежащее наладке.
Это пустой я.

Между неуверенностью и здравомыслием
Самоосуждение в своем значении до самого конца.
Недостижимо, и не возможное к созданию
Лекарство, что поможет отыскать причину,
Причину хаоса.

Вытянутые из памяти фрагменты стелятся
Годами мыслей и секундами сна.
Что здесь есть, чтобы убедить ночь
Прикончить день и убить свет.

8. Misery's Crown
"Корона Горя"

Все вокруг разбито,
Я не осмеливаюсь по улицам идти.
Свобода теперь лишь иллюзия,
И я надстроил свои заборы.
Даже если там есть что-то
Я научился не ожидать того.
Сотни миллионов причин,
Чтобы плюнуть на все.

Не сваливай свое страданье на меня,
Неси свою корону горя.

Ты провалил дело всех дел,
По своим обычным причинам.
И потеряно, то, что было дано,
Не найти это в твоей путанице.
Я отдал все за пустоту,
Пытался сделать лучше и пропал.
Сотни миллионов причин,
Чтобы не участвовать вновь.

Это сейчас, начинается вновь.
Не сваливай свое страданье на меня,
Неси свою корону горя.

9. Focus Shift
"Расфокусировка"

Я думаю, я всего лишь забыл
Поднять гильзы
После недавнего выстрела.
И ты принимаешь вину
Объясняясь с запинками
Перед падшими глухими.
Куда бы я не шел, я теряю
Связь с чем-то
Что знаем мы оба.
Ничего, чтобы защитило немногих.
Во тьме мы видим с волнением,
Что тишина промолвила сегодня.

Я думаю, я потерял свой язык,
Я отрекаюсь от всего, что бы не сказал.
Я боюсь, я потерял свой путь
Все что пропущено, ушло навсегда.
Я в расфокусировке.

Твое лицо карта,
Которую мне не удалось прочитать,
Топя звуки,
Теряя в надлежащем порядке.
Кажется, это укрепляет мои слова
Заблокированные и твердые.
Нет тупиков, из которых нам надо выбираться.
Овладей пламенем, объединяющим нас
В тишине говорящей со мной.

Я борюсь, дабы найти слова
Что опровергнут мое значение.
Я не могу постигнуть
Что за сообщение нам дано.

Я отклоняю спокойную руку,
Которая ведет к отрицанию.
Искушенный окончить беседу
Без какой-либо гордости.
Утопи ярость и поглоти пламя.

10. The Mundane And The Magic
"Мирское И Магическое"

Этими бессонными глазами
Я вижу слепые здания во весь небосклон,
С силуэтами как толстые стены,
Стерегущими вечные секреты.
Где пламя, которое так разжигало тебя?
Почему ты отвечаешь мне
И моими желаниями становится ложь?
Ложь, заставляющая меня
Видеть вне разумных пределов.
Прими судьбу, что ничего не значила,
Оставайся минимально связан
С первоисточником.

Открывай слои реальности,
Вещи, которые видишь лишь ты.
Добавь нормальности ритм,
Чтобы коснуться ядра безумия.

Я отпускаю свои мечты перетекать
В дни бесконечной серости.
Если бы я слил воедино будничное и магическое,
Мы бы выплавили новое знание.
Я отпускаю свои мечты лететь
В никуда, и жду их возвращения.
Если бы я слил воедино будничное и магическое,
Где тьма, которую я пришел найти?

Память никогда не подпустит тебя ближе
Скуки в незнакомых компаниях.
С желанием тьмы и смерти вновь.
Перед лицом невежества страх
Что я вспомню все вновь.
Некоторые вещи никогда не начнутся прежде,
Чем объективная реальность будет стерта.