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1. FullMoon (Edit)

Sitting on a corner all alone,
staring from the bottom of his soul,
watching the night come in from the window

It'll all collapse tonight, the fullmoon is here again
In sickness and in health, understanding so demanding
It has no name, there's one for every season
Makes him insane to know

Running away from it all
"I'll be safe in the cornfields", he thinks Hunted by his own,
again he feels the moon rising on the sky

Find a barn which to sleep in, but can he hide anymore
Someones at the door, understanding too demanding
Can this be wrong, it's love that is not ending
Makes him insane again

She should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run way)
Fullmoon is on the sky and He's not a man anymore
She sees the change in Him but can't
(run away run away, run away)
See what beccame out of her man... Fullmoon

Swimming across the bay,
the nit is gray, so calm today
She doesn't wanna wait.
"We've gotta make the love complete tonight..."

In the mist of the morning he cannot fight anymore
Thousands moon or more, he's been howling
Knock on the door, and scream that is soon ending
Mess on the floor again...

We should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run away)
Fullmoon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
We see the change in him but can't
(run away run away, run away) See what became out of her darling man

See what became out of that man

2. Still Loving You

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby, try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving,
I need your love
I'm still loving you...

3. I Want Out

From our lives' beginning on
we are pushed in little forms
no one asks us how we like to be
in school they teach you what to think
but everyone says different things
but they're all convinced that
they're the ones to see

So they keep talking and they never stop
and at a certain point you give it up
so the only thing that's left to think is this

I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free

People tell me A and B
they tell me how I have to see
things that I have seen already clear
so they push me then from side to side
they're pushing me from black to white
they're pushing 'til there's nothing more to hear

But don't push me to the maximum
shut your mouth and take it home
'cause I decide the way things gonna be

I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free

There's a million ways to see the things in life
a million ways to be the fool
in the end of it, none of us is right
sometimes we need to be alone

No no no, leave me alone

I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free

4. San Sebastian

I could see my life, short film passing my eyes
I tried to look away from her, as always I just tried
Sweetness in her eyes, gone thru one million miles
How could I turn my back on her, the sweetest thing alive
I was eager, day time dreamer, waiting time when I'd come alive

Sun of San Sebastian eighteen years young today
She's all I ever dreamed, but now my skies are turning gray
It was good I got to know her well, because it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian is just too hot for me

Look what I have done to my San Sebastian
I wasted all my childhood dreams by staring at sun
Back in time with a dream of mine
I try to find my way back to life
Burning fever, night time screamer, waiting time when I'd come alive

Sun of San Sebastian oh why I cannot stay
She's all I ever dreamed, but now my skies are turning gray
It was good I got to know her well, because it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian Is just too hot for me

Every single day, for the rest of my way
I live without my love, my God, I have to stay in shade
When I'm old and gray, I remember that day
When she came, that perfect dame and she blew me away
I was eager, day time dreamer, waiting time when I'd come alive

Was it good I got to know her well although it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian is way too hot for me?
Now I live my life in shades and I am married to the moon
And the sun of San Sebastian is warming someone new

5. Shy

I Can see how you are beautifull, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylite, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm Wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana
I see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflection of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper & erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee and reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you
But I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scener over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

2. Weballergy

We only have one candle
To burn down to the handle
No matter what they say
If you live like a man, You live in tales you tell

To rage and run like a fool
You need no brain, your best tool
Stay put and as they say
Live like a man, the only way you can
You let the phone line bring it home to you
The life, the lies, the dreams
You cannot see the real thing underneath
– Naked truth revealed

You type your name on one row
To get dosed-up tomorrow
You live in a CC dream, with your machine
It's your goal supreme

You think you have it all now
The wisdom, power, know-how
Can't even think you're wrong
This is the way the brain of a male is made
You let the phone line bring it home to you
The life, the lies, the dreams
You cannot see the real thing underneath
– Naked truth revealed

If you live, you will die
You won't live forever stuck in time
Ebb and flow, push and tow
You must keep it real to find her
You let the phone line bring it home to you
The life, the lies, the dreams
Can't even see the real thing underneath
– Naked truth revealed

If you live, you will die
You won't live forever stuck in time
Ebb and flow, push and tow
You must keep it real to find her

3. False News Travel Fast

I Look out the Window, I see the sun in the sky, for now,
it is not for me
Stories of old times, Black Book of Lies with no reason nor rhymes
No secrets, no disguise

Colour of the jealousy that hangs over thee
Why don't you believe, You still do not know me

Books of true tales, Mirrors of tragedy
Remorseful and pale
As always
These news travel fast
Walking cross snowfields, how can I trust in this path I leave
fading behind me
Pleading not guilty. It's in the nature of humankind
Installed in a manchild

Life can –do it in many ways, toss dirt on your face
But I am your man, and for you I do all I can

Standing on the station, watching your train slowly disappear
I'm only shell of a man, I thought you knew who I am...

But go ahead and blame the fool
You have beliefs that aren't true
I have not lived the life you read from

The books of true tales, Mirrors of tragedy
My life is no game
It's a real shame the false news travel fast

Why do you keep me in the agony?
"The Book of true tales"
How can you hate and keep me in this agony?
"The Mirror of tragedy"
I haven't lied, I haven't cheated!
"The Book of true tales"
What do you think? What do you see when you look in
"The Mirror of tragedy"

And I'm still your man, and for you I do all I can

Books of true tales, Mirrors of tragedy
Remorseful and pale
as in past, these news travel fast
The books of true tales, Mirrors of tragedy
My life is no game
It's a real shame the false news travel fast

4. The End of This Chapter

Chapter One

I gave you my time
I gave you my whole life
I gave you my love, every dime
They told me it was... a crime

Do you remember?
Or did it all go in vain...

Chapter Two

5. Black Sheep

In love with the maiden, The flower of winter
Lowbrow children, in grove of the inland
How many times heart's gone thru the grinder
wherever you look there's a painful reminder
Singing a love song, words of a stranger
The howling miller, never to face her

Temple of the evil, Temple of the weak
no one knows how bad he feels
Late-night innuendo, tempetation of the key
"Live with the Blacksheep, live with me"
Insanity, blessing for those born to hate you
Burned by the embers of love, it is so cruel
Howling the night, for sun of the midnight
Serving the people, condemned you in the eternal night

of the lost song, words of the stranger
The howling miller, never to face her

6. Land Of The Free

From the shadows of the stars
Comes a man with no face, soul of million scars
An evil Count, The End of Days
He knows our ways and

Takes full advantage when we cannot see
Makes us live in an altered reality
To get a hold of the only seed
We must make them all see bloodshed that is he
Splitting hairs is not the key
Water to fire

Takes full advantage when we cannot see
Makes us live in an altered reality
One flash of light and for good we are gone
No-one to wonder what we have done
New breed of ignorance, new circle will start
Unless we try real hadr

When you wake up, was it a dream
All the sick paradigmas all around the world
In the mean time, Count, he leaves
His job is done

Take full advantage when we cannot see
Make us live in an altered reality
And he takes full advantage when we cannot see
Makes us live in an altered reality

7. Last Drop Falls

When I'm looking in your eyes
Everything seems to fade away
After all these years we had do I know you now
Have I trusted blindly in your love, too many times

You said: "hey, my love, I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause
I'm in love with someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

Oh I love you, maybe
And I hope it goes away
Oh, how I want you daily
I know it's gonna stay

You are so self satisfied
Always ready for a ride
Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway
You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low

I can hear you say: "I'm sorry, should we still go on,
I'm not in love with that someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

Oh I love you, maybe?
And I hope it goes away
Oh, how I want you daily
Tell me now that...

I have found the whore in you
Why can't I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
Jar of love isn't dry until the last drop falls
The moment I will step aside, you're ready for another ride
Walking in the cool night air without underwear
You have red light burning in your soul, I've seen the glow

In every dream I have I say: "I'm not in love with you"
But every day I say I do
You have messed with my head so many times
Forced me to love you (spoken)

Now that...
I have found the whore in you
why Can't I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
I will try until the last drop falls

8. San Sebastian

I could see my life, short film passing my eyes
I tried to look away from her, as always I just tried

Sweetness in her eyes, gone thru one million miles
How could I turn my back on her, the sweetest thing alive

I was eager, day time dreamer, waiting time when I'd come alive
Sun of San Sebastian eighteen years young today
She's all I ever dreamed, but now my skies are turning gray
It was good I got to know her well, because it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian is just too hot for me
Look what I have done to my San Sebastian
I wasted all my childhood dreams by staring at sun
Back in time with a dream of mine
I try to find my way back to life
Burning fever, night time screamer, waiting time when I'd come alive
Sun of San Sebastian oh why I cannot stay
She's all I ever dreamed, but now my skies are turning gray
It was good I got to know her well, because it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian Is just too hot for me
Every single day, for the rest of my way
I live without my love, my God, I have to stay in shade
When I'm old and gray, I remember that day
When she came, that perfect dame and she blew me away
I was eager, day time dreamer, waiting time when I'd come alive
Oo-oo...
Was it good I got to know her well although it made me see
That the sun of San Sebastian is way too hot for me?
Oo-oo..
Now I live my life in shades and I am married to the moon
And the sun of San Sebastian is warming someone new

9. Sing In Silence

You were daddy's girl nice and sweet
Never in trouble mommy's honey
Little child who just couldn't see
The pressure from her so called friends
Was simply too much

The monkey slowly climbed on her back
Offering an aid for her pain
Giving love and care
No-one cared, no-one cared...

Fragile like a rose on the snow
Eating all your strength and your money
Living in the shade day and night
Never letting sunshine in your eyes like before

Cannot shake the monkey off your back
Did I see a spark on your eye
Was it just the last light of hope
That died, hope that died

"Forgive me, Father, my daily sin..."

How can I forgive you, never leave you
You know that if you live like, you will die like
Haven of Emotion, Mournful Ocean
Heiress of the Evening Sings in silence
"I need to have now, my daily sin..."

For all your life I prayed for time
To show you where the light lies
Now this is the end
One rose for the memory of the innosence...

"I know, my Father, I cannot win..."

Never will forgive you, never leave you
You know that if you live like, you will die like
How can I erase your pain and aid you
When Death wants to kiss you and you want kiss Him back...

11. Tallulah

Remember when we used to look how sun set far away?
And how you said: "this is never over"
I believed your every word and I quess you did too
But now you're saying : "hey, let's think this over"

You take My hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheak, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back cause I am crying

I remember little things, you hardly ever do
Tell me why.
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me

You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?

Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me ,oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feelings still alive– still alive

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand

12. Wolf & Raven

Grant me a wish, my master
Take heed of me
I have been loyal servant
Heartfelt, humble
Gave up – what belongs to me
Gave up my greed
My self-examination
Made me see, to be me
I am now like Judas, done
Ashamed of what I've become
Fear for life I wear as a ring
To bask in your favor, I will kill the king
You say I am unbreakable
I cannot die,
I know, but anyway
The words, they maim me
Grant me a wish, my master
Compassion, please
I'd like be a human
...maybe one day
I am now like Judas, done
Ashamed of what I've become
Fear of life I wear as a ring
To bask in your favor, I will kill the king
Entreaty: let me go
Master, I hate you so
How can I sleep my nights
When my whole being cries
I tried to be like everyone
Open my soul
But what I had to give
Resulted loathing
Enchanted by the power
Licked by the grace
One beautiful black flower
The end of the human race
I will
with pride now face my faith
King and Queen now lie in state
This ring I wear is a powerful thing
I bask in your favor, I have killed the king
Entreaty: let me go
Master, I hate you so
How can I sleep my nights
When my whole being cries
I had a nightmare
The Wolf eating The Raven
Entrails of life on my plate
And I ate 'em..
Interested in what I see
Try that Rorcharch test on me
Have you seen the beauty of the
Enticing beast
Entreaty: let me go
Master, I hate you so
I cannot sleep my nights
When my whole being cries

13. Respect The Wilderness

Winter in here ain't as cold as they say
We have nature, yes, we know the way
Accomodation in the lap of the nature
Can give you a moving response,
If you have the time...

Violate the law of the wild, see her lose her temper
Drink the wine from her stream
Have a time, she's there for thee

Build the campfire in a place you know safe
And then see that you put it out right
Can you see trail of garbage in there
Maybe not, and that is a sign to follow

Violate the law of the wild, see her lose her temper
Drink the wine from her stream
Have a time, she's there for thee

You are still the number one
Wilderness, my soul
We may have or lose it all
Respect the wilderness, Respect the life
Save the nature for your unborn child

In the summertime we have night with no night
In the winter she will hide the light
Over the hills, hear the call of the wild
You have yearning to get there, Lapland, madness

Violate the law of the wild, see her lose her temper
Drink the wine from her stream
Have a time, she's there for thee

You are still the number one
Wilderness, my soul
We may have or lose it all
Respect the wilderness, Respect the life
Save the nature for your unborn child

14. The Power Of One

Father I have killed many angels,
I think.
I will now walk in the sea.
I hope you will someday forgive me
Please moor
my empty boat on a pier

I can blame for the blue blood that runs in my veins.
But I seem to forget that we are all the same.

In your own blaze of hate you've spawn a fear in many lifes
You've taken action thinking it was all said on the sings.
You cannot heal the feeling burning deep inside your spine
You now collapse, cave in revealing scabby marks of life

Mother I've seen too much, I hate to live my life.
Forgot every word you told me, stubborn little child, (angel of your life)
I have to find my Eden now, the gates I left behind.
But the pain will remain.
No power to gain.

Now I have time to dwell on, self awareness, dreadful crime.
I saw the colors too bright, not knowing that I was blind.
I slayed a man who took a chance and drank the forbidden wine.
The map I draw reveals that I have been complete, machine, in team.

Father I've seen too much, I hate to live my life.
Forgot every word you told me, stubborn little child, (angel of your life)
I have to find my Eden now, the gates I left behind.
The pain will remain.
No power to gain.

Mother where's your son.
When has this begun?
Who has been the fool?

No one was born to be a servant or a slave.
Who you tell me the color of the rain?
In the world that we live on, the lies said and done
They can well overrun
the power of one.

No one was born to be a slave etc.

To live and let die
To give hope and take life
Is that what you're here for?

To think you are right
To make sure it won't fly
Is a making of a hate crime

In the homes of the brave,
In the homes of the land slaves,
We are all the same

I need to believe.
There's more than the eye can see
All colors of rainbow.

No one was born to be a slave
Seek the past and place the blame
Tell me the color of the rain
No one was born to be a master

In the land we live, we die
praise the oneness, praise the lie
To bind a web around the faker
We will need a true
Rainmaker

"Children of Abel, Children of Cain
Can live in harmony, without shame
The keys that I grant thee, The Sacret Land
Are dry desert sand on the palm of your hand
Without the water, the wisdom of past
Will run through your fingers, forgotten so fast
Thus now when I leave you, I'm truly blind
This blindness, this blessing, the hope of mankind..."

1. Abandoned, Please, Brainwashed, Exploited

Wake up my child, hope is here.
With the vengeance, we have no time to bleed.
My only world filled with fear.
I never saw the sower of the seed.

Where is the world we had. Who can ever save you and your little lives.
A child guides a child guided child.
A child is never guilty. But you should not run free...

The grave is open, let us pray without remorse.
Empty the cradle with fire for them once again.
Why not look through your fingers what they've done.
Your own blood will clean the blood, for now the glory days are gone....

Time has come for everyone, to think what we have done.
Open your eyes and see, it's not a dream.
You aim for a common goal, you are one with your foe.
If only we could wake up soon and scream.

Abandoned, pleased, brainwashed, exploited, madness has a reason.
Throw money at the problem and it will remain.
Your life has no value for them, "violate me and this never ends.
My children will then hate you too."
The grave is open, let us pray without remorse.
Empty the cradle with fire for them once again, tonight.
Why not look through your fingers what they've done.
Your own blood will clean the blood, for now the glory days are gone....

Now, when it seems that we have nothing to believe in.
Maybe we should be waiting for the rock to come.
For our children soon have nothing they should learn.

The grave is open, let us pray without remorse.
Empty the cradle with fire for them once again.
Why not look through your fingers what they've done.
Your own blood will clean the blood, for now the glory days are gone....

Time has come for everyone, to think what we have done.
Open your eyes and see, it's not a dream.
You aim for a common goal, you are one with your foe.
If only we could wake up soon and scream.

Time has come for everyone, to think what we have done.
Open your eyes and see, it's not a dream.
You aim for a common goal, you are one with your foe.
If only we could wake up soon and scream.

2. Gravenimage

We met that night, when the sea ran high.
And I craved for more of that nearlove experience.
Those who the music hath then joined together, are now put asunder....

Remember me, when I lit the fire.
To keep us warm.
On a cold winter morning.
Now I pass through the moment.
Can I still recognize a beautiful melody...

I play a note, but hear no sound.
Have I lost my love or the wings I found.
When I was young,,,
...and eager to please anyone who had time...

Needed to sing, the very notes I heard.
Had to stay in the shadows and seek for the loneliness.
Nevertheless, the price was higher than I realized.
I was to live alone, ready to make the sacrifice.
Was I in love with you...

My old heart, little harder again. One the light goes out, everything ends.
It is time...ready to cause a scene, ready to make the sacrifice.
Ready to play the note, ready to end the final show.
The only thing I know.

The pain is here. To stay I fear. In my eyes.
I can change one note and make you cry.
In this state of mind. Silence is a crime.

How can life be so feigned and cold.
I've answered the call of every melody, lovingly.
Did I find the answers to all my questions.

Or a gravenimage of me...

If I found the hidden fountain. Drank the wisdom from it's deep.
Would I have the time to save me. Would I have them both to keep.

3. The Cage

A lifetime ago, with frozen eyes they closed the door.
Suddenly I realized what locks are for. No trusting them anymore, lights – are
– out.

Empty the stare, innocent and unaware, dragged out from my home,my lair.
Earmarked me, hurt me, burned me.

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
Freedom has a meaning for me, howl with me.

Fear in the dark, I advice you. Can't see the eyes, the grow behind you....
It's my song they now sing to you.
You stand no chance....

They'll kill for me, steal back my freedom, set me free, it's my minions vs.
thee.
Fiery the vengeance, hate will drain me.

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me, you can't lame me...

You will remember the day you crossed my path.
leave me without a guard and you feel my wrath.
What you have done to me has made me bitter and cruel.
I'll see that all the hate you spread returns to you, you, back to you...

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me, you can't lame me...

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me..

4. Silver Tongue

Mind, filled with fairytales.
New ones every day, don't ask me anything now,
I know what you're waiting.
The curtain to fall.

Names don't mean anything, hear the lady sing.
All human rights are now cancelled, you need to handle.
The dreams of the day.

You've hurt them many times, why apologize.
"They were the ones who were wrong, what are they waiting?" " Give them a vail."

"Oh, be my valentine", play along with an angel with silver tongue, play with a
stranger.

I never saw anything so white. Call me ishmael, if it ain't a lie.
I am blinded by your revealing smile.
I can only be guilty of an innocent try.
You think you are right, in a way. It is something I hear every day.

I cannot understand you, to me you live in a world of chaos.
Life is a play you star on, to you it's all a game.

Why can't I leave today, and escape your funny ways.
You are a one person riot, far in the horizon.
Done for the day.

I outsmart you. I am wise, I defeat you any way I like.
But you got me forced into a fall. I am your slave, down on the floor.

I never saw anything so white. Call me ishmael, if it ain't a lie.
I am blinded by your revealing smile.
I can only be guilty of an innocent try.
You think you are right, in a way. It is something I hear every day.

I cannot understand you, to me you live in a world of chaos.
Life is a play you star on, to you it's all a game of chaos.
I do feel stronger now, why am I still here with you.
You and your silver tongue, why do I still play with you.

You think you are right, in a way. It is something I hear every day.

I cannot understand you, to me you live in a world of chaos.
Life is a play you star on, to you it's all a game of chaos.
I cannot understand you, to me you live in a world of chaos.
Life is a play you star on, to you it's all a game you play with me.

5. Misery

I write the lines you want me to, with the words.
I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.

You cast a perfect shadow on the paper.
Fade away with sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...

You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bear with me, stay near me.
When the autumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left me...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't
be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night,
open the only book with the only poem I can read...
In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line for them I cried...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't
be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

I am the Playwrite and you are my Crown, make me cry for your love,
like you've done many times, so I know.
I can't write these storylines without you, lady pain, make me strong,
can't we be together without them forever...

The words I write can only hurt you, sorry for the rain.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain...I leave you gently on the floor,
take one step towards the door.
Where's the letter never written, good night now...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't
be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't
be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

6. Victoria's Secret

The light escapes her room tonight.
Every little moment tells her, now it's time,.
Opening a new scar, closing the wounds with a knife.
Now more crying in the lanterns light...

Leave with the first light, go when you still see the moon.
Run for the sunlight, gate is now open for you.

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

The Shades of darkness filled her life.
In every single corner you can not turn right.
Night could pass for a day, in her lack of faith, she let it all fade away.
Once more, a cry in the lanterns light...

Lost in the sunlight, leave, you will not see the moon.
Walk for the first time, no one has waited for you...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life's there for the ones who love to live and take it all, for it is free...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

7. Champagne Bath

Spare me your tiny talk, kneel down and wash my feet.
Could someone, please, fly you away, out from your misery.
Suck it all in, go ahead and take your daily overdose.
Only do not come and demonstrate me how your mind explodes.

Build yourself a Trojan horse, to stand out in the mass.
Tuck it here before our eyes, then see what comes to pass.
Well – cut version of the turmoil you have caused is on the news.
To present a blased view, for our elevated pastime's due.

The sun won't rise behind you anymore.
Neglected, disconnected.
You seem to need their power even more.
One time more, to die for...

If you – take one step back, you will see what they stuck in your eye.
All the rights for your life are always implied.
If I care what you say there, impersonated form of life.
On your Lilo, limp and only, list your wishes for the night..

The sun won't rise behind you anymore.
Neglected, disconnected.
You seem to need their power even more.
One time more, to die for...

I'm covered with gauze-like steel.
My mind you've rotten to the core.
High apparitor, hear my appeal.
This thing is not to be allowed to breed.

You must be deaf, dumb and blind.
I loath you and your kind. Die.

You keep good company in a Champagne bath and smile with all your faces.

Our day you grace by showing up in ev'ry place. Speed-dial one, call them,
they come and make us see how once again.
They mistreated you, this fame it sure must be a royal pain.

The sun won't rise behind you anymore.
Neglected, disconnected.
You seem to need their power even more.
One time more, to die for...

I see the sun behind you yet once more.

8. Broken

I was raised from a broken seed, I grew up to be and unwanted weed.
Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you.

Held a torch for you, when lightning stroke me, once again, hope I died for the
last time.
Only one I have a thing greater than you, little light on the sky every night.

Morning dew on the field, where I met you.
I was frozen a year, couldn't get through.
Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me
for...

Fell in love with the weakness within me.
Tried to force me the Ring and own me.
Guess you found what you'd think would oblige me, little version of me to
consume you...
I'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask
me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Seven lifes of a man, passed before me.
Seven graves, one for every love I've had.
Only once I have broken my so called heart.
Only one made me see why they cry.

Will I learn how to be one of you someday?
Will I still feel the eyes that behold me.
Will I hear what you think, when you see me?
Will it tear me apart if you feel for me...

I 'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask
me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Little broken, always been, a part of you belongs to me.
You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me...

Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed, Hell's sold out.
So I walk on the earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone,
until I find a new life to ruin again

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

9. The Ruins Of My Life

The land was then young, I was fighting for it like everyone.
Ready to die for the cause, for my King, for my Lord.

You were my reason to live, to fight another day.
You were the only one for me, and you were only for me.

Another year I would be gone.
The war was leading us so far apart.
I built a house to keep you there.
Waiting for me, waiting...

No one remembers my face nor my name,
In a dream, I'd stay here forever.
Headstone on my grave, words carved in vain....
All these wounds only heal when I'm home.

The Taste of their blood in my mouth, and the scent of victory.
Scarred my soul for life, this man was not me.

Love is a game for the weak to play, they said.
I loved and love made me many times stronger.

Another year I would be gone.
The war was leading us so far apart.
I built a house to keep you there.
Waiting for me, waiting...

No one remembers my face nor my name,
In a dream, I'd stay here forever.
Headstone on my grave, words carved in vain....
All these wounds only heal when I'm home.

"Everything ends...Everything dies...
Now I know the Legends only lived in his lies"

My long and winding road, river and trees by the hills we lived on.
The ruins of my life I find, a signet ring on the ashes, I know my Lord
betrayed me,
my reason to live was taken away.
I carry my loved one to the hills we loved, for the last time...

I close your eyes, kiss you goodbye.
The only one who ever loved me.
I'm crushed inside, darling, my life...It shall end here..

Headstone on your grave, words carved in vain...Now the dankness covers me...

10. The Rest Of The Sun Belongs To Me

I have no feelings, there is no more sunlight.
The darkest hour is now here.
I must have lost it for good, staying here without a fight.
Out in the cold and windy night.
Still waiting for a sign.

I know there is still a day for me.
One short moment is still enough for me.
Bring me life with your ray of light.
If only I found a small piece of the fallen sun...

I wait for the day that will come.
Wait for the sunlight, wait for the one.
You can do what you want with the sea, but the rest of the sun belongs to me.

The winter fell on me and ended my life.
The darkest hour is now here.
Yet one more frozen month, my Hell awaits me, out in the cold and windy night.
Still waiting for a sign.

I know there is still a day for me.
One short moment is still enough for me. Bring me life with your ray of light.
If only I found a small piece of the fallen sun...

I wait for the day that will come.
Wait for the sunlight, wait for the one.
You can do what you want with the sea, but the rest of the sun belongs to me.

I know there is still a day for me.
One short moment is still enough for me.
Bring me life with your ray of light.
If only I found a small piece of the fallen sun...

I wait for the day that will come.
Wait for the sunlight, wait for the one.
You can do what you want with the sea, but the rest of the sun belongs to me.

I wait for the day that will come.
Wait for the sunlight, wait for the one.
You can do what you want with the sea, but the rest of the sun belongs to me.

11. Draw Me

Blessed with an eye to see things as they are, will you draw me?
Up there on the wall, looking down to us all, you never saw me..
I found a pen, and I outlined a life.
You've never cried, I think I saw a tear in your eye.

Your eyes tell the tale, I will not ask again.
Now I see what you've lost nothing is quite the same.
By the love of my heart, cut my drawing in half, for I think I'm like you...
Should you draw me...

Waiting for my evenfall.

Farewell, my passion, you slowly turn pale.
I will long for you warmth, made me feel safe.
I will not draw again, 'till I know it's my time.
I have lived a long life, should I draw me...

Morning's here, I must have....failed

1. Misplaced

Sometimes I feel so out of time and place
Trapped in the maze
As if I was lost in someone else's life

The values I should keep, Deny
regard the name, nothing to me

Do you ever feel a need to go back in time, a dream of mine
To travel far away in one destined path, my life
In the end all I can do is to learn I live in a dreamland

This time was not made for me
I have nowhere to land,
No place to rest like a bird
Without a nest im gliding
Under the clouds for evermore

How much suffocated anxiety can be held within?
I was found guilty to the crime against myself

No need to hear the words again
I live and I die for my dreamland

This time was not made for me
I have nowhere to land,
No place to rest like a bird
Without a nest im gliding
Under the clouds for evermore

I never had a chance
I cant understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this bad bird land?
Learn to understand my past
What it's like when every single smile hurts

I have never felt like home here
Always missing something
people are connecting
am i a misplaced soul?

I live in a perfect hell
I try finding my wish dream
Will when i drop my last tear
I have ascertained this life
Who's saint, that I am not
You have never seen me go
I have always been there
Standing by your side

I never had a chance,
I can't understand,
I'm a misplaced man.
How could this bad bird land?
Learn to understand my past
What it's like when
Every single moment pains me
Never felt like home here
I am missing something
My soul still

2. Blinded No More

Your pretty face seduced me
Blinded me from how you used me
I walked the long way home
Only to get hurt by you again
The longest plans
Or what illusions did I have of you
All the reflections splitting in two

You found all seven ways to keep me near
Near within your reach
You sure knew how to harness love
But never made me more then want you
I'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me
'Cause I am blinded no more

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown and killed
[high?] road would have none to regrets
nevertheless I took the low road instead
Now there's a little left
If you're to live the lies, nothing more
Now I have myself to live for

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown and killed
[high?] road would have none to regrets
nevertheless I took the low road instead

All my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance
Say the words I wanna hear all over again
Consuming love, my only reason

Nothing is service free
Such things cannot be healed
can will do the find for me, so come here
Come, come, come

I've sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown and killed
[high?] road would have none to regret
nevertheless I took the low road instead

Ohhhh
In the same nightmare again
Ohhhh
Your tunnel of love will never end
Ohhhh
Taken for granted again
Ohhhh
To weak to say it is over
Ohhhh

All my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance
Say the words I wanna hear all over again
Consuming love, my only reason

We always seem to end up here and break the lands
ready to give eternal love another chance
You say the words I wanna hear all over again
Last kiss, my all-consuming reason

(You'll take me again)
(protect me again)

3. Ain't Your Fairytale

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
The can and they will skin us
Oh, one day
Oh, can you hear their cries?
As far as the men can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones...

I have always known the storm would come
Listen now my young ones
This is not a story I tell
Of midnight, moon and sun

Are you ready to walk the forbidden road?
There again what we tried to forget?
(Forget) the dark and I'll take over you

We had a common past, an ancient bond
That people once broweld
We would only take what we need,
They would harvest our wheat

But they hunted us all
We ended the lives of their
past far ten lifetimes ago
(in hopes of healing the soul)
But the war still went on

Praying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I am gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes of wolf and
This ain't your fairytale

It took so many years to teach them
How to cry wolf
We made the people serve the purpose
Those ignorant fools (I am a fool!)
It's not what's been done
use something you've learned
I've learned from the ones above you
Fear is your deepest wisdom
For these last days

Praying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I am gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes of wolf and
This ain't your fairytale

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
They can and they will skin us
Oh, one day...
Oh, can you hear their cries?

As far as the men can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones
The bad, they'll always finish bad

On your last day, remember
We never cried
It does not exist for us
They don't fear the wolf,
But the wild within
No glory to the way this must end
This is the story I told
I'm falling before you

Preying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I am gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes of wolf and
This ain't your fairytale

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
They can and they will skin us
Oh, one day...
Oh, can you hear their cries?
(Can you hear their cries?)

As far as the men can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones
The bad, they'll always finish bad

5. Don't Say A Word

I am the voice that cant be found
The lamp that's meant to fade away
(I let go of the record)
Who's side im choking on this life?
I think I tollerate your hate
As long as you're afraid
All I wanted was to be with you
( And suffer every day)

Under the moon I hold a Way
for a promise torn
Mortality wound, that feeling shelterred me
Once again, my shadow will enter your life
look I led you way down the night

Mother always said:
My son, do the noble thing
You have to finish what you started
No matter what, now sit watch and learn
It is not how long you live
And what your moral say
Cant keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word
Don't Say A Word

It wont be long now love,
Black mist, I slowly feel the hate
I place the candle on your chest
The path of night has manifest
I never wanted us to end
I feel this scattered dying phase
It wasnt me who ran away
You made me stray

Open your blue eyes
Tell me that you love me whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you lie
Broke the vow I thought you made my angel lie
Settling the score
Think past the twilight

Mother always said:
My son, do the noble thing
You have to finish what you started
No matter what, now sit watch and learn
It is not how long you live
And what your moral say
Cant keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word
Don't Say A Word

I'm very blind
you struggle on, but my heart is about to end
I somehow slide sometimes.
It doesn't go the way it was meant.
Though you never were a believer, (yet)
I will purify you.
You read the book now, (goodbye)

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

Closing your eyes, don't ever say you love me, whore
You never mean't the word, I know you lied
When there is life there is dispair you taught me, now
I see your alive this night
I promise you the end before the first light arrives

Mother always said:
My son, do the noble thing
You have to finish what you started
No matter what, now sit watch and learn
It is not how long you live
And what your moral say
Cant keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word
Don't Say A Word

6. The Boy Who Wanted To Be A Real Puppet

So many years ago,
Many more than I intended
To bear in my mind
From the darkest of the places
I found you

All the little scene,
There my place is
And a heart made of real gold,
Sell me your little doll
Oh sir, I ask you kind.

Every night I return to watch them
The master and the puppet in the show
He said "Oh no I cannot sell him,
Priceless he is, masterpiece of mine"

Please sell me your puppet sir,
Name your price, oh please,
whatever you may ask
And for the price I'll pay
"Did i not make it clear?
This debate is over
I will never part from this puppet my son"

With hungry eyes, I follow them all night
The blind master and the puppet he has made
"No sir, to sell is not my will
The doll is mine even if i have to kill"

So it shall be if this is what it takes
Greed is truly blinder than me
Heart of gold is what you wish for
So this little boy wants to be a puppet, for real

So I have a golden heart
Now only needing the voice of the master
Never feel hunger, never grow older
My dream was to be a star in a real puppet (show)

It's so hard to remember my life
The times before the show
Can I ever cut off the strings?
"Take a bow, now dance and sing, sing!"
Would you turn me into a child again?
"No never, I am your guide"
You can see a small grin on the face
Of the master with the puppet
"Sing and dance!"

Be carful of what you wish for
Wish is my kind of lie
The prides are fooling me every day and night
The show, the theater and all the fame
I'd give it away for a life
Some things can end with a word, they say
This only ends with a sharp knife, knife!

7. My Selene

Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the white and silver, you smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But, still...
Solitude's upon my skin
The life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I won't bathe in your moonlight, a slumbering beast,
Enchanted by your kiss and forever sleep...

But until we unite, I live for the night
Wait for time, two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn my hope is forlorn,
Shadows, they will fade, but I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the time
A perfect sight, the world divine

And I, the loneliest child alive,
Always waiting, searching for my bride,
I'm still alone in the dead of night...

Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time my dream comes alive
Always out of sight, but never out of mind,
And under waning moon still I long for you,
Alone against the light, solitude and might

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dreams
In the end, there's no soul who bleeds for me

Hidden from daylight, concealed in my cave
Wrapped in the dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone...
And then there was light when you're but a dream,
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...

I cling to the hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation, my hate

But until we unite, I live for the night
Wait for time, two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn, my hope is forlorn
We will never meet, only misery and me...

This is my final call, my evenfall
Drowning into time, I become the night
By the light of new day, I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me, my Selene?

8. Wildfire

Oh, why are we so sad?
Are we feeling hurt by their evil lies,
and all those empty words?
We are thirsty for PAYBACK?
What would we like to do with the town?
Would we like to make it... dance?
The animal?
Would we?... WOULD WE?!
Tell us what we like to do!
... burn it... burn it ALL....

Burn, honey, burn
Let the fire eat away
I never liked the look of this town!
Burn it down now!
I run, they'll know what I've done
i fetch my gear and take my leave from this mountains

I never had a chance to prove i wasn't guilty
i always seemed to get blamed for
every little crime I didn't even have a name for...

Still running, still defeated in my mind
I never even tried to defend my own pride
The father, ain't always like the son
(We can't let people reigned)
I'm not the one

The story always goes:
When the anger within builds up for too long...
(IT) TAKES US OVER
And we are forced to obey!
It was a match made in hell, now the whole mountain burns
and everyone gets what noone deserves!

our will again
Never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my day
Live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
'Till the rules are the same for us all! (Pain...)

I run off this mountain with no guilt of my own,
THE TREES AND THE ROCKS, EVERY CAVE, EVERY HOME
I've broken the line, beware
This mountain will go up in flames, my race
Burn us all, all over the town
burn, burn, until it's all gone!
Game over, one motion
The joke is now a reality show!

Every hour I'm forced to obey!
(Every our I'm forced to obey!)
I've climbed up the mountain and
dug a grave for each day of pain
It's in the past, this moment so faint...
I am what you've made me.... with this shall I be someone!
it was a match made in hell, now the whole mountain burns
And everyone gets what noone deserves!

Our will again
Never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my day
Live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
'Till the rules are the same for us all!

Our will again
Never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my day
Live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
I hereby declare a marshall law:
that you all, we all are forced to obey!

9. White Pearl, Black Oceans...

I was born and raised by the sea, shy and proud,
Learned to stay away from the crowd
In my home, my lighthouse
Hundred and one steps 'round and down,
Here you see one night on the town
Can change one life into eternity

All I could see, her eyes
We got caught in the moment, all of the night
Taken beyond our lives
In silence leaving them all behind
She had found the sails for the following night
The town for her was getting way too small
She promised to be mine forever for that one night
(A) Moment's passion, small defeats,
Concealed emotions found in me,
You gave life to the brand new me

Pass in the wintery fields,
The first hour of morning light,
Warmed by the flame inside
The lasting memory of the ending night

I never had a chance to stop what hit me,
What broke my bones and mauled me
After hours of deep, unrelieved sleep
In a cold shelter, fell back in the dark
And the hours of the day pass (by)
(A) Nightmare awakes me, blinking light
There's no guide, my ships in the night
Oh, blood red moon lit away the night

Darkness covers my lonely soul,
No one to feed the dying light

The morn, oh dreadful day!
I prayed the moon had lit the sea instead of me
For the sails of night, please tell me everything is alright
(My voice in the room broke the silence)
Everybody killed me with their eyes
what i was to hear you make the fatal cry
(Impossible for me to keep the tears inside)

Mourn no more to a girl that died
Costal reef has stole their lives
and you are the light of the night

One thing I remember,
Before I fell on the ground
Although never saw their face
The little ones eating his soul
I Made that life's complex irony
But family names stated I had sinned before
(Written on the front door)
"Silence in the courthouse"
A presence in the room we both could feel,
The Father had forever turned in me

Mourn no more to a girl that died
Costal reef had tolled their lives
while I was the night light,
Back in my tower, run, run, run;
Light is out, I hope to see
black oceans beneath rise and swallow me

One step will take me back inside, another sees my end
No one can know a man who guarded the light
(Guarded the light one fateful night)
Fading eyes, I must come from, before I am stated free
Defining innocence is Hell after all that has passed
Building new walls inside (my eternal night)

Although they took my heart and dried me up,
Sometimes I still bleed
(Show me the way, show me the way)
The light will show me a way
On the breeze there is
Too many dead as I see, and no soul can save me.
Respect the laws, the miser of a man

Ten thousand steps down, 'round and 'round,
One night on the town and I'm (broken)
Black oceans beneath, come and swallow me

Mourn no more to a girl that died
Costal reef, come claim my life
black oceans beneath (come and swallow me)
In my little tower, seal my fate,
Help me pay my debt therein
Black oceans beneath (come and swallow me)
My direction, down, down, down
Bleeds black night for my home town
Black oceans beneath shall now swallow me

"I hereby commit my life to the deep,
to eternity to the ocean
looking for the resurrection of the body,
when the sea shall give up her dead
in the life of the world to come
through Our Lord, amen."

10. Shamandalie

In good old times
Remember my friend
Moon was so bright
And so close to us sometimes
Mirror still blind
If what a bliss
Painting the world of our own
For our own eyes now

Can we ever have what we had then?
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I fade, it's so needed
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me

One cloudy day
We both lost the game
We drifted so far and away
Nothing is quite
As cruel as a child
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes

And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I fade, it's so needed
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me now

I was unable to cope with what you said:
"Sometimes we need to be cruel, to be kind"
Child that I was, could not see the reason
Feeling I had were once shamandalie

You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied that the friendship would die
Now I have seen the light
These memories make me cry!

Can I ever have what I had
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I fade, it's so needed
All those moments with you
See the world with my open wide eyes

Friendship unbroken
There's no world for me
Like the world of my childhood
The you forbidden me
Now you're better off me
All the payback in old times

2. Misplaced

Sometimes I feel so out of time and place, trapped in a maze
As if I was lost in someone else's life...
The values I should keep in high regard don't mean a thing to me

Do you ever feel a need to go back in time? A dream of mine...
To travel far away and one day steal back my life
In the end all I can do is to learn I live in a dreamland

This time was not made for me,
I have nowhere to land, no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest, I'm gliding
Under the clouds, forevermore

How much suffocated anxiety can be held within?
I was found guilty to a crime against myself.
No need to hear the words again,
I live and I'd die for my dreamland

This time was not made for me,
I have nowhere to land, no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest, I'm gliding
Under the clouds, forevermore

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
What it's like, when every single smile hurts...

I have never felt like home here
Always missing something
People aren't connecting
Am I a misplaced soul?

I live in a perfect Hell, I try finding my wishing well
when I drop my last tear, I have accepted this life

A true saint, that I am not, you have never seen me
'Cause I have always been there, standing by your side

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
what it's like, when

Every single moment pains me...
Never felt like home here
I am missing something
My soul's in a wrong shell

3. Blinded No More

Your pretty face seduced me,
blinded me from how you used me
I walked the long way home,
only to get hurt by you again
The longest glance, oh,
what illusions did I have of you?
A lone reflection splitting in two

You found all seven ways to keep me near,
near within your reach
You sure knew how to harness love,
but never made me more than want you
I'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me
'Cause I am blinded no more

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

Love is a little death between two little lives,
nothing more. Now I have myself to live for...

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

Ooo, my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance...
Say the words, I wanna hear... all over again
Consuming love, my only reason...

Nothing is service free,
such things cannot be healed,
that will do fine for me,
so come here, come, come, come...

And suck out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

...in the same nightmare again...
...dark tunnel of love will never end
...taken for granted again
...too weak to say it is over, all over

Ooo, my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance...
Say the words, I wanna hear... all over again
Consuming love, my only reason...

We always seem to end up here and break a lance
Ready to give eternal love another chance...
You say the words, I wanna hear... all over again
Lust is my all consuming reason...
Now, take me again...

4. Fullmoon / White Pearl, Black Oceans

Sitting on a corner all alone,
staring from the bottom of his soul,
watching the night come in from the window

It'll all collapse tonight, the fullmoon is here again
In sickness and in health, understanding so demanding
It has no name, there's one for every season
Makes him insane to know

Running away from it all
"I'll be safe in the cornfields", he thinks Hunted by his own,
again he feels the moon rising on the sky

Find a barn which to sleep in, but can he hide anymore
Someones at the door, understanding too demanding
Can this be wrong, it's love that is not ending
Makes him insane again

She should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run way)
Fullmoon is on the sky and He's not a man anymore
She sees the change in Him but can't
(run away run away, run away)
See what beccame out of her man... Fullmoon

Swimming across the bay,
the nite is gray, so calm today
She doesn't wanna wait.
"We've gotta make the love complete tonight..."

In the mist of the morning he cannot fight anymore
Thousands moon or more, he's been howling
Knock on the door, and scream that is soon ending
Mess on the floor again...

She should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run away)
Fullmoon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
We see the change in him but can't
(run away run away, run away)
See what became out of her darling man

See what became out of that man

I was born and raised by the sea, Shy yet proud,
Learned to stay away from the crowd
In my home, my lighthouse...
1000 steps down, round and round
New Years Eve, one night in the town
can change one life into eternity...

All I could see, her eyes,
we got caught in the moment, all of the night
Taken beyond all lines,
in silence leaving 'em all behind

She had found the sails, for the following night
The town, for her, was getting way too small
She promised to be mine
Forever,...for that one night...

Moments, passion, small defeats
Concealed emotions, found in me
"You gave life to a brand new me..."

Crossing the wintry fields,
the first hour of morning light
Warmed by the flame inside,
the lasting memory of the ending night

I never had a chance to stop what hit me...
What broke my bones and mauled me...
After hours of deep, unwilling sleep... in a cold shelter
Fell back in the dark, and the hours of the day passed...

A Nightmare awakes me, blinking light!
There's no guide, blind ships in the night
Oh blood red moon, eat away the night

Darkness covers my lonely soul,
No one to feed the dying light...

Good morn', oh dreadful day,
I prayed the moon had lit the sea instead of me...
For the sails of night,
"please tell me everything's alright..."

My voice in the room broke the silence,
everybody killed me with their eyes...
What I was to hear made the people cry,
impossible for me to keep the tears inside

"All on the board White Pearl have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives
And you are the light of the night..."

One thing, I remember, before I fell on the ground...
Although I never saw the face,
A name was inked in his arm...

Love can be like poetry of demons, or maybe
God loves complex irony?
The family name stated I had seen before...
Written on her front door...

"Silence in the courthouse!"
A presence in the room, we both could feel
The father of her unborn child and me

All on the board White Pearl I have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives
While I was the guide light...
Back in my tower, run, run, run
Light is out, I hope to see
Black oceans beneath rise and swallow me

One step will take me back inside, another sees my end
No one can love a man who guarded the light
that died one faithful night, so many lives...
Flaming eyes I must confront before I'm truly stated free

Defining innocence is hell, after all that has past...
Building new walls inside my eternal night...
although they took my heart and dried me up
Sometimes I still bleed...

Show me the way
The light will show me a way on the grisly reefs
Too many dead ends I see
No soul can save me
The respect I lost, the measure of a man...

10.000 steps down, round and round
One night at the town and I'm hell bound
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me
All on the board White Pearl had died,
Coastal reef come toll my life
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me

My little tower, seal my fate
Help me pay back, end their hate
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me
One direction, down, down, down
Pitch black night for my old town
Black oceans beneath shall now swallow me

5. Victoria's Secret

The light escapes her room tonight.
Every little moment tells her, now it's time,.
Opening a new scar, closing the wounds with a knife.
Now more crying in the lanterns light...

Leave with the first light, go when you still see the moon.
Run for the sunlight, gate is now open for you.

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

The Shades of darkness filled her life.
In every single corner you can not turn right.
Night could pass for a day, in her lack of faith, she let it all fade away.
Once more, a cry in the lanterns light...

Lost in the sunlight, leave, you will not see the moon.
Walk for the first time, no one has waited for you...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life's there for the ones who love to live and take it all, for it is free...

Dancing on the path and singing now you got away.
You can reach the goals that you have set from now on, every day.
There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past.
Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...

6. Broken

I was raised from a broken seed, I grew up to be and unwanted weed.
Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you.

Held a torch for you, when lightning stroke me, once again, hope I died for the last time.
Only one I have a thing greater than you, little light on the sky every night.

Morning dew on the field, where I met you.
I was frozen a year, couldn't get through.
Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me for...

Fell in love with the weakness within me.
Tried to force me the Ring and own me.
Guess you found what you'd think would oblige me,
little version of me to consume you...
I'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Seven lifes of a man, passed before me.
Seven graves, one for every love I've had.
Only once I have broken my so called heart.
Only one made me see why they cry.

Will I learn how to be one of you someday?
Will I still feel the eyes that behold me.
Will I hear what you think, when you see me?
Will it tear me apart if you feel for me...

I 'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and your is too...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Little broken, always been, a part of you belongs to me.
You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me...

Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed, Hell's sold out.
So I walk on the earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone,
until I find a new life to ruin again

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

7. 8th Commandment

All those lies suit you.
They are custom made to drive you out of reality.
Lies are true for you.
You know, what you do is reaching a point of insanity.

When you wake from your dream you know what is true?
Ring of bell inside your head is playing with your mind

Remember to pray, and what the Bible says and you will
live thru eternity You haven't hear of this?
There is something you missed – That it will cost you so heavily.

You must sleep in the stinking bed that you've made
When you're down where you belong hear what they say, yeah.

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always die.

When you're done with him, you know where you have
been, He will treat us all equally.
Can you feel the fire burning

You must sleep in the stinking bed that you've made.
When you're down where you belong hear what they say, yeah.

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always die.

8. Shamandalie

In good old times, remember my friend,
Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes

We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss?
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now?

"Can we ever have what we had then?
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye –
I'd fade, if so needed,
all those moments with you
If I had you beside me"

One cloudy day, we both lost the game?
We drifted so far and away,

Nothing is quite as cruel as a child
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes?

"And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
all those moments with you
If I had you beside me now"

I was unable to cope with what you said
Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind
Child that I was, could not see the reason
Feelings I had were but sham and a lie?

I have never forgotten your smile
Your eyes, oh, Shamandalie

Time went by, many memories died
I'm writing this down to ease my pain

You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied meant the friendship would die
Now I have seen the light
These memories make me cry

"Can I ever have what I had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
all those moments with you
And see the world with my wide open eyes

Friendship got broken
There's no other for me
Like the one of my childhood days
Can you forgive me?
the love got better off me,
on that one day back in old times"

What the hell are you standing there for, expecting
me to help you, when I'm down myself
Waiting my saviour, my world is flooding over, there's
no room for air, I can't breathe, I would give a kingdom
for one more day

I'd give – a kingdom
For one more day as a king of your world
I'd give a kingdom, for (just) one more day

What the hell am I waiting here for, expecting you to
come and give away your life
Just for a moment of my time, have a hole where I
should have a heart, I'm made of wood, I'm falling
apart, I would give a kingdom for one more day.

I'd give – a kingdom
For one more day as a king of your world
I'd give a kingdom, for one more day.

I'd give it all for a heart
if I was a King I would give away my kingdom
Treasures and crowns wouldn't mean a thing
If I only had a heart, if I only had a heart...

Now I know I will never love you, I'm (a) man without
a heart, I'm not allowed to feel human feelings
I'm king of the land, I'm a ruler of seas, I'd give it
away in a moment. If I only had one moment

I'd give – a kingdom
I'd give a kingdom
I'd give – a kingdom to just one more day

I'd give it all for a heart
if I was a King I would give away my kingdom
Treasures and crowns wouldn't mean a thing
If I only had a heart

I'd give it all for a heart
if I was a King I would give away my kingdom
Treasures and crowns wouldn't mean a thing
If I only had a heart, if I only had a heart [repeat]

10. Replica

I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind
your door. I tried so hard to obey the law, and see the
meaning of this all. Remember me? Before the war.
I'm the man who lived next door. Long ago...

As you can see, when you look at me, I'm pieces of
what I used to be. It's easier when you don't see me
standing on my own two feet. I'm taller when I sit
here still, you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.
They made me a heart of steal, the kind them bullets
cannot see, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

The light is green, my slate is clean, new life to fill
the hole in me. I had no name, last December, Christmas
Eve I can't remember. I was in a constant pain, I saw
your shadow in the rain. I painted all your pigeons red,
I wish I had stayed home instead, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

Are you gonna leave me now, when it is all over
Are you gonna leave me, is my world now over...

Raising from the place I've been, and trying to keep
my home base clean. Now I'm here and won't go back believe.

I fall asleep and dream a dream, I'm floating in a
silent scream. No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

11. My Land

My own land has closed its gates on me
All alone in world, it's scaring me

I am here to prove you wrong
I'm accused to something I live for

In my dreamland, there's one who understands
A friendly soul, trusting life in your hand

Yes, I gave it all I can
Now it's invaded by a stranger

Keep in mind what you have heard today
You might find that you are not so brave
Are you man enough, carrying the load all alone
When others have your own

My old land is but a pile of sand
Cold and bare but something still is there

Yes, I gave it all I can
Now it's invaded by a stranger

Keep in mind what you have heard today
You might find that you are not so brave
Are you man enough, carrying the load all alone
When others have your own

I'm a (true) patriot, you are my land,
you have my soul, you have all I had
Now I am here, and I want it back

In my dreams, I climb the hills I see
and let a gentle breeze lead me to
plains I once have seen and
Clear blue sky, I swim in lakes I find
I build a house right there
that you can't take, never take away

I am here to claim my land
you can't keep me away, forever

Keep in mind what you have heard today
You might find that you are not so brave

Are you man enough, carrying the load all alone
When others have your own [2 times]

12. Black Sheep

In love with the maiden, The flower of winter
Lowbrow children, in grove of the inland
How many times heart's gone thru the grinder
Wherever you look there's a painful reminder

Singing a love song, words of a stranger
The howling miller, never to face her

Temple of the evil, Temple of the weak
No one knows how bad he feels
Late-night innuendo, tempetation of the key
"Live with the Blacksheep, live with me"

Insanity, blessing for those born to hate you
Burned by the embers of love, it is so cruel
Howling the night, for sun of the midnight
Serving the people, condemned you in the eternal night

Of the lost song, words of the stranger
The howling miller, never to face her

13. Gravenimage

We met that night, when the sea ran high.
And I craved for more of that nearlove experience.
Those who the music hath then joined together, are now put asunder....

Remember me, when I lit the fire.
To keep us warm.
On a cold winter morning. Now I pass through the moment.
Can I still recognize a beautiful melody...

I play a note, but hear no sound. Have I lost my love or the wings I found.
When I was young,,,
...and eager to please anyone who had time...

Needed to sing, the very notes I heard.
Had to stay in the shadows and seek for the loneliness.
Nevertheless, the price was higher than I realized.
I was to live alone, ready to make the sacrifice.
Was I in love with you...

My old heart, little harder again. One the light goes out, everything ends.
It is time...ready to cause a scene, ready to make the sacrifice.
Ready to play the note, ready to end the final show.
The only thing I know.

The pain is here. To stay I fear. In my eyes. I can change one note and make you cry.
In this state of mind. Silence is a crime.

How can life be so feigned and cold. I've answered the call of every melody, lovingly.
Did I find the answers to all my questions.

Or a gravenimage of me...

If I found the hidden fountain. Drank the wisdom from it's deep.
Would I have the time to save me. Would I have them both to keep.

14. Don't Say A Word

I am your poison candygram,
The love that's meant to fade away
Vade retro, alter ego, move aside, I'm choking on this life
I think I tolerate your hate, as long as you're afraid
All I wanted was to be with you and suffer every day...

Under the moon I hold a wake for a promise torn
Mortally wounded, feelings sheltered me
Once again my shadow will enter your life
Time to walk with me the last mile...

I read a book about a man, a love, a woman, how they died
How I was waved aside, listen how the headless doves cry
I truly see a madman in the mirror when I'm weak
I spent a year in love before I realized it's me

Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you're lying
Broke the vow I thought you made, my angel, why...
Could I let you wait out the night

Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word

It won't be long now, love, like mist I slowly fill the room
I place a black candle on your chest,
the path of night is manifest
I never wanted us to end up in this catatonic phase
It wasn't me who ran away, you made me stray...

Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you lie
Broke the vow I thought you made, my angel, why...
Settling the score, we pass the twilight...

Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word

Strawberry blonde, your stranglehold
on my heart is bound to end
I suppose, life sometimes,
it doesn't go the way it was meant
Though you never were a believer,
I assure you: I won't die before you
You read the book now,
the part "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust"

Short is the fight of this little starling
Love sounds familiar, but the emotion escapes me
I will carpe the diem while it's still here,
And see how the fear of death becomes her

We had it all so sweet
Made for me, you, indeed...
Big secret, small the lie
Don't cry for me, oh, argentite

No word you say tonight
Can make this be alright
I'll help you follow through
Remember this?: pacta sunt servanda

... The wounds are too deep,
I need to keep the scars
to prove there was a time
When I loved something more than life

Unlike the last time here,
I now have the means and a will sincere
Your knight is nowhere near
Unfortunate for you, this makes me your God...

Closing your eyes, don't ever say you love me, whore
You never meant a word, I know you lied
When there is life, there is despair, indulge me now
And stay alive this night... I promise you the end before the first light arrives...

15. The Cage

A lifetime ago, with frozen eyes they closed the door.
Suddenly I realized what locks are for. No trusting them anymore, lights – are – out.

Empty the stare, innocent and unaware, dragged out from my home,my lair.
Earmarked me, hurt me, burned me.

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
Freedom has a meaning for me, howl with me.

Fear in the dark, I advice you. Can't see the eyes, the grow behind you....
It's my song they now sing to you.
You stand no chance....

They'll kill for me, steal back my freedom, set me free, it's my minions vs. thee.
Fiery the vengeance, hate will drain me.

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me, you can't lame me...

You will remember the day you crossed my path.
leave me without a guard and you feel my wrath.
What you have done to me has made me bitter and cruel.
I'll see that all the hate you spread returns to you, you, back to you...

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.
I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.
I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free.

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me, you can't lame me...

The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,
go around and see another side of the tree.
All I want is to be unlamed and free, howl and (dream).

The dream is alive, with the moon on the hills every night,
run around and see another side of the dream.
Freedom has a meaning for me..

16. Vodka (Hava Nagila)

Vodka
We need some vodka
We need some vodka
We need some vodka
Hey!

Because vodka's what we need

1. In Black And White

I'm a doorman at my Death Row, you faceless foe of heart
An accent, a drop of darkest blood on snow, white feather in the tar....
a tearstain on your frozen face...
A life – in black and white

You slaughtered my soul again
Tried my best to be worth your two realities
You're breaking my heart again
To squeeze out a rhyme, I bid you farewell

Stupidity, ignorance, leave a light on for the blind

Now I will hit you where it hurts
Take what is rightfully mine, I need a sign
That you're worth fighting for
Winning or losing, alone
I am only a pawn

I'm tired of pleasing you
Discolored this emptiness, wrapped in a scheme
I....delayed my dreams to see
---Who blinded your eyes from things that are real...

For me, I believe in the taste of bitter sweet
Dying fountains full of stories untold
After a history of "losses" attained the victory where it occurred
Lips so cold, the final testing ground for beautiful words

Diving in the seas of sin, without knowing where lies the bottom
Idle moments spawned you idle people, no morality, no soul.

Sabotage or a fatal mistake?
Scandal born, new race
Unauthorized use, not stealing?
We've no rights, just passion and rage...

People you know, on your side, touching concern
Stand on a chair and scream as the tables turn
Take a bow, take the blame, soon you'll wake up screaming your nightmare's name...

Now I will hit you where it hurts
Take what is rightfully mine, I need a sign
That you're worth fighting for
Winning and losing, alone
I am only a pawn

People you know, on your side, touching concern
Stand on a chair and scream as the tables turn
Always a minute too late, now feel the burn
Wake up, friend, you're screaming the name of the

Doorman of my Death row, you faceless foe of the heart
An accent, a drop of darkest blood on snow, white feather in the tar....
Tearstains on my frozen face, follow the wicked trail if you
Wish you see the sum of all my fears in many shades of gray
You'll see...
Your dreams in Black and white....Nightmares in Black and White...
Sweet dreams in Black and White...Your life is Black and White...

2. Paid In Full

I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you

You gave me the chance, time and again, in vain
Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full
Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain

It's hard for me to love myself right now,
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you

Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak
So I can only blame myself for this state we are in
I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late
Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain

It's hard for me to love myself right now,
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on...

You...
I need you...less and less...
Every day feeds this moral decay
Yet I have grown to love you even more

I fall back, and I turn another cheek.
You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue
That I'd become so much stronger than you.

I will take – what you have – for me now, if it's not too late

If you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train again

It's hard for me to love myself right now,
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you...

It's hard for me to love your face right now
I'm waiting, hating, needing being

Me...
I need you...less and less...
Every day leads us farther away...
From that moment

It hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally I understand me
One day we may have a new me and you
But first I need to learn to love me too....

3. For The Sake Of Revenge

We have been stuck in here a day, seeking
Answers for all eternity, or something
Hear the meaning, speaking in me
Have faith in me, have faith in me...

I cannot say that I am fine
And take all you say at face value
I've talked to you more than I have...
Have faith in me, have faith in me...

I've talked too much today
You don't trust me
So I keep on talking in every way.

Across the sea I hear you calling me
For the sake of revenge you command me
This ain't over, no it's never over
?till the fat lady sings, you love me

I'm tired, yet I am swimming
You will not let go of me, you are drowning
As you're quietly pulling me under
We will never make it unless you let go...

There's no crime, yet I stand accused
And I... see the solution naked before me.
You reduced me to a weapon, unlike you
Have faith in me, have faith in me...

I cannot hear, though I incline my ear, why do I even try...
I've told you all 'bout what I am
Have faith in me, have faith in me...

I'm feeling weak today
Please, don't crush me

I keep on walking, far away.
I keep on crawling, all in vain

I am feeling slow today
So don't rush me

We live this wretched serenade
You keep me playing, anyway...

Across the sea I hear you calling me
For the sake of revenge you will command me
This ain't over, it's never over
?till the fat lady sings, you love me

I'm so tired, yet keep on swimming
You will not let go of me, you're drowning
Now you're quietly pulling me under
Oh so quietly pulling me under...

4. It Won't Fade

You borrow the moment, betray your own heavens
The darkness is thickening, breathing gets harder
The balance is off, some take more than give back,
the attitude, ignorance, proved to be fatal

for that tiny spark that led our way
you poisoned the air, should you stay away, hence
Wish to be one of us, follow the trail
Take the time offered, don't toss it away

travesty, no trial, defendant is guilty
and we are the judges and sentence the jury
to pay for forgiveness with silent contentment
Stand in the line with the rest of us

We cannot carry you further today
hear what you don't say, thus help... in any way
Need you to learn how to cry without darkness
Face like the others the pain that is harmless

Feel the world has let you down
somehow, we cannot see this
Have to bear the winterburn
You can only wait, if it will fade with time

Secrecy, silence, a stench of treason
the glow of the darkness, you brought in the daylight
The cure will not kill you, there's no such mercy.
rules of the nature are fair and cruel...

we cannot wait for you, for limbo, forever
don't make us walk away, packs stay together
Fear would be justified. Will be there soon.
The things that you do will infect us too

Feel the world has let you down
somehow, we cannot see this
Have to bear the winterburn
You can only wait, if it will fade with time

Where's your trust, where's your heart, where's your soul?
Who's your friend? Who'll be there in the end?

Who do you call a friend...
should we start to bewail?

a lot of things are changing
and re-arranging
I have to say I saw it coming
yet did nothing...
In the darkest of times
B.o.B's earn the right for the name

Not all shared the idea to give you the chance to
fail us again, to bite off
the feeding hand...

counting one, two...see?
odds defying the gravity...

we'll move along, well fed puppy...
you are too confident and careless to cut it
had no rules, that is to change
or you'll forever run alone

but you never will, the little child of the wild
you've got a skin, gray coat, they hate
no, you cannot hide behind your glowing eyes
you bear the sign and it won't fade

Feel the world has let you down
somehow, we cannot see this
Have to bear the winterburn
You can only wait if it will fade with time

5. Under Your Tree

The leaves they fall
upon the day that makes a memory
those pleading eyes,
echoing, silently in me

the final nights
I guard her sleep, I can do without
the fear's down deep
There's nothing good in this morning...

Oh, and I know...
invested feelings in the one I would outlast
My little friend is getting tired, fading fast...

Did not want to see the signs of the dimming flame
I thought we had more time

No, I don't want to let you go
Tonight I fear I'll say goodbye to my little friend
Don't want to let you go...

the warmest heart I've found
I lower into the ground
my tears, forever with you
resting under your tree

you have always liked this place
it now belongs to you...
I need to set you free
and go on alone

one day in my feeble timeline
You gave me your heart and stole mine
tomorrows came too fast for me
to hear your slow, silent goodbye...

the kindest heart I've found
I lowered into the ground
your smile kept me alive
back when the skies were still

you always liked this place
now sleep under the tree
I planted here the day
when you were born

I should've been ready, seen the nearing end
my little old friend, a child.
That day I had to say goodbye and turn the bend
but I'll never let go

6. Caleb

His mother came up with such a clever way to save the day with a little white lie.
He thinks he missed the point back then, but now he's grown to understand it, in a way.

"Father said "I'm sorry" only once, as I remember"
"The words were not meant to hurt, only destroy you, my stupid son..."
One person can make a difference, sometimes...
Just turn his head when the kid is still and has a weak neck.

Smiled at his funeral, "happy you're dead."

All his solutions, it seemed, were only problems in disguise
Glueing on his drinkin? face, got ready to erase another day...

Mother was yet confident, although they had it tight, taught her son
At the end of every tunnel's a little light.
It wasn't a lie, it was her hope, that everything would be fine one day
"He can fulfill his every dream, I'm happy as long as he's not."

"I hate it and fear can't face it
the child is not right, he's my greatest shame

Go out, create thunder, and stand right under
That old apple tree
Where dead snakes let him feed on those

Lost hopes, all those kind words could hurt him even more, now
Somehow, lost one more way back home

Out on the lake, he rows towards a monster he should've been running away from, years ago.
The past had made him blind to the way he'd turned the pain into a way of life.

Followed his father, tucked him in, Caleb knows the trade.
He's the portrait of a man his mother drew to hate forever.
She was a beast, a deadly saint, wrong in many ways
Wanted to keep up the charade, until the end waltzing together

Over the hills, under the sea,
Fighting the will, whole Universe
Why does a man driving a hearse
Live in fear, Gift and a Curse

Taking?em out, taking?em all,
Shooting the wall, over and out
When nothing moves, all's well,
A decision he can find a way to live with

...and dried up flowers are so beautiful.
And it applies to all things living, and dead.
For that I serve my time... in my suite in Hell.

"Now I ring the bell to tell the world,
I'm ready when they bring out the soon to be dead against the wall..."
oo-oo-ooo
This necessary evil has no heart
ooo-oo-ooo
Flowers and people he will now enlace
A price he must pay serving a cold
...whatevergod.

7. The Vice

0:25
Number nine out of eleven little littermates
Rotten apples, all the way...
Littermates, all with different fates...
Taught them almost all I knew

and now, the best, the primus
Number Nine of eleven little littermates,
feeling almighty,
is after my throne.

0:53
In the bright daylight, little Number Nine
Dressed to kill, much like me
Takes a look at the free world behind the gate
Of a castle and escapes.

1:03
I leave the baits, the night awaits
Snare well hidden for the littermate.
Evaded all but one, one by one.

1:11
Eleven little littermates
Annihilate.
Only Number Nine's not in sight...
Hiding, for the moonlight eats the day
Kisses burn the paperthin wings away

1:47.
Hate me, hate me, if they want you to break me
Love – is – for – the weak
And the restless, relief in the end.
A broken lock and a twisted dream

1:56
for an early tomb, destiny's overruled
Trailed it back to the Pagan Cathedral."

2:03
Don?t love me, don?t you dare!
I lie, I cheat and I don?t care
Don't you go telling me tales about fidelity.
truth ain't safe with me

2:13
In (sane), in (pain)
Ran into a needle
Eye (love), Eye (hate)
don?t need anyone
Lights (on), Lights (out)
read it loud and clear...
and hear the lion roar.

without my eyes, they failed me,
knots untied.
I turned my weakness into a
fine profession
more I hear, more I see
I can feel
the path I choose
What I did was a must,
Faced the music, away from the light, alone...
Without a view.

Someone thought to know me well
Drowned me in a wishing well...
Making mistakes, we all do,
Worst of mine was trusting in a stranger.

For now I'm feeling fine
Drank poison, liked the sign
Now touch the greatest fear
Impaired, to look sincere.

One step behind you, turn around and I am gone with what I need.
The essense of timely death, cold and dark, Love Less Hard.

My painted face, I'm a clown,
and I'm laughing while my dream turns into a nightmare,
fade away, I'm asleep,
not too deep...

The walls of night have left me scarred
the broken glass I stepped on, twice.
the ardent spirits' rusty edge, decapitate me...

I can't sleep, fear darkness
go through the motions, did I fall asleep?
I'm bowling, the old nine pin, a sign unwanted...

Now I'm a target, I'm hot and frozen,
stormy rain I'm stuck in an elevator
wet from the muddy water,
breathing hot air, winds convey me...

bababababaaaa...
the number talks and I cry in my own Hell....
bababababaaaa...
Wide awake, I'm asleep, see a friend as a ghost

I'm skating with a seal,
the tarantula, the fly, the broken ring
the dusty little flea
an ugly giant, a disappointed child

here comes a rabid snake
the broken violin, a wild ballet
Shakespeare and company
refuse to kill the kitten scratching me...

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling... – awake

You know, if you believe the dreams, the nightly visions, worlds entwined
then you also fear your shadow, paranoia, part two...

All the good things in my life dwell in my mind
Took a wrong lane, every day, I hear myself say
Sickening's this feeling, my life, my hopes, my dream's but a drop of fuel for a nightmare

they all turn out the same
My destiny, my flame
believing is control?
no.
the painting comes alive,
takes me inside a world without a name, a place beyond compare

Believe the dreams that let you sleep
the broken glass you need to sweep
The book you read;if you found an explanation
to help you in any way,
you are your own prison.

Woke up today,
the good and the bad and the ugly dreams are gone
...jumped off the carousel

9. The Harvest

The weight of days on me....
I am done.

The corn is burning under my feet
The words like circles and
I'm waiting for someone to catch my fall
in the deepest void of all

Haven't seen you in weeks
No clouds in the sky to rain me a drop
loving touch I need
and I am killing time by the lake
diving off the cliff, many times
scarring myself, colliding
on the lake bed so dry....

The world's without virginity
And souls have no intergrity
The Word of grave old danger –Love,
It's all I'm after, oh
I am done...

The ground's not shaking under my feet
The World's not turning anymore
Wind is a thief, lonelier than me
and it – does – not – want – me – in here...

plant a Flower of Love, care for it, water it,
Lounge in the shade of the stale champagne
A flower so fatal, yet beautiful
Showed the Bee where to fly
and then let it die

The world's without virginity
The souls have no intergrity
The Word of grave old danger –Love,
It's all I'm after, oh
I am done...

Bring me to recovery
give it to me, I'm after tranquillity
I somehow lost my line of sight
Before I cast the final die...
Once planted plastic grapes,
The harvest of a lifetime,
Real bad wine.

The sum of false virginity
and my lost integrity
The Word of grave old danger –Love,
For you I'm after, oh
I am done

The world without virginity
A soul with no integrity
The Word of grave old danger –Love,

Bring me to recovery
give it to me, I'm after tranquillity
I somehow lost my line of sight
Before I cast the final die...
Once planted plastic grapes,
The harvest of a lifetime,
Real bad wine.

The ground is shaking under my feet
The World is turning,
and the
Wind has a friend in Misery,
but I know – she – only – loves – me...

10. The Worlds Forgotten, The Words Forbidden

If you were my child I'd carry you away
I'd travel through time, before silence was born

No hope for the child, this world has gone bad.
When when's today, the machines say, what is a man to do

No light, only suffocating dark
deep
burning
pain
I'm losing everything I am
remember nothing of my past
Now, it is all gone,
and I fear the Game is Over.

save me, save me, save me, take meaway, away from this time, back where lies my home

Where is my home...
Where is my home...
Where is my home...

my grass isn't green...
my sky isn't blue...
The river runs dry...
my flower has died...
This isn't my home

I follow the moon to find a path away from the scorching sun...
I follow the stars to my abode, it's burning...
I seize the moment to hear a story no ones telling anymore
the worlds forgotten, the words forbidden.

11. Fly With The Black Swan

Once I got caught in an avalanche,
I must have died,
When a Black Swan flew to the rescue and cried
An offer I could not refuse, now I'm working on the other side.

Well, I flew with the bird then, we flew all night
I got to see my prison from a thousand feet high
buy me a drink, and I tell you
'bout the Black Swan

Must keep those black wings folded, until the time is right, to find the one whom I can steal
a soul from, to buy more time
Must keep my secrets untold, until the wrongs are right, the only one I could deceive,
I buy my time; need you to fly on the Black Swan

The date is set, we all must face it
Door to door, seeking salvation
--– I must, for die I wish not
My hopes stay afloat when you give in to the

Silver lining, sharp and so cold
anger fades into a vague smile
---you see, I'm ready to do it for everyone
I stabbed you in the back, who will save you now...

Don't worry, I've done this before
It'll hurt like hell and leave you sore
No use escaping, hold on to your ticket of gold
and close your eyes...

One day I know you will sell your soul
And trade all you are for silver and gold...
You'll get an odd advice from a stranger
Take it, from me, with love...

Once I was in love with someone like you, Engaged to be whole,
got torn out of your memories, covered in snow...

I need to find a way to pass on the gift I once received
I'm ready to face it...
I'll take my chances, if I am
returning to the deep
dark snow grave, so be it
I-should-not-rest-now...but forever!
I'll feed... –the ferryman's creed.
with an empty promise for my lost soul...

Must keep those black wings folded, until the darkest night
a soul from you to buy me some time

pouring boiling water on a solid frozen flower
Black nailed finger of the creator

I take a bow, thank for this opportunity
But I've given the last ride for all those close to kin

Must keep those black wings folded, until the time is right, to find the one whom I can steal
a soul from, to buy more time
Must keep my secrets untold, until the wrongs are right, the only one I could deceive,
I served my time, need you to fly with the Black Swan

12. Good Enough Is Good Enough

It was not hard – to choose all the words that I should
put in your mouth
in my own play of shadows
Between lines, word for word, honey.

See who I am?
Out where nothing's forgiven
A small yet very loud part of me is still screaming after you...

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart when it was weak
Guess you were not meant for me...

I had a dream you broke – with your twisted ways
Still leaving me? Please take your time, but go away
Don't flash that light anymore, honey...

The seasons change...
I was the summer to your heart
the winter lured you away more than once, now I know:
I am free

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart and still I grieve
How can you be over me?

I always thought we'd made it, found a way to live together
You saved the best for last and now it's too late
I count the hours of the day that
seems to last forever

Words through the door
a glance from a broken window
I found your key from the floor
and my heart, suddenly, cut off clean

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart and still I grieve,
How can you be over me?

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You spread a tale of lies about me
And I believed it, my heart's got a leak...

13. To Create A Warlike Feel

They've decided to own the world tonight, create the standard, now roll the reel.
Ambush the poor, take what they have to create a warlike feel (turn the page)

A vision, resolution, friends and allies, easy come
The golden moments, our lifestyle depends on your children, we're doomed if

the war is over, all is lost
Down the drain, keep fingers crossed
Hope the World forgets or the World forgives
Charm their minds and hearts, once more,
For me.

Use the time in the public eye
"How we love you so"
Now people, you should know, who's your foe
Who's your friend, your enemy?
The Enemy!

"Yes, you are needed, so badly wanted.
If we wish to live in peace, we need to fight, it demands a sacrifice."
New blood is gathered, donations needed.
Every day, one soul away of your fulfillment, the necessity.

Unplug the damaged toys, all amputated souls
For everything is over for them, we cannot
Use a man, who's lost a hand,
The education paid in full, as planned

Did you hear, they say, the ground they walk's always been holier than mine.
– Oiling the wheels with fire
The only, the righteous, the privileged ones, the law, and the almighty power.
– Burning the fields for one flower.

What was black is now blue, nothing much is really new
On the eve of Hell on Earth you walk the reddish snow.
A chain of command lacks the balls to right the wrong, you proclaim
They always only change the cadency, the song remains the same.

Kaikkivoipaiselta itsevaltiaalta avaimet elamaan.
Kahlehdimme ainoamme oikeudesta turvaan pysyvaan.
Itsevaltiaamme aani korvissamme, lainan lunastamme,
aideillemme muiston marmoriin.

You made our babies go where no parent can follow.
The song remains the same
"For die we must", our heirs say. Drowning in sorrow forever left hollow...

The bullets you created, shall be used against you, by the people,
All the things you buried will be excavated and re-animated
Fear the future, fear the creed,
We all can see what's been concealed
Together we stand alone behind the lines
With our bare bones

One, two, three, four, what the hell're we fighting for, now
Five, six, lucky seven,
Stripmine your private road to hell.

Had we known how this ends in our defeat. I wonder...
Would we still have given you all the children you would ever need.

Always washed their minds, clean and white
Like papers you have signed
And people, a single mind, you feed the beast
Thus create a warlike feel

1. Blank File
"Пустой Файл"

Это твой новый лучший друг, новое око в твоем сокровенном убежище
И ты находишь целый мир внутри день за днем
Они знают, что ты делал сегодня, слышат все, что ты говоришь
И когда они пишут тебе письма
Они уже знают, куда ты можешь бежать однажды

Они знают твою жизнь, у них есть досье на тебя
Они создали твою жизнь, а потому...

Знают, чего ты хочешь и по чему тоскуешь
Но они совершенно ничего не знают о тебе
Я не так прост, я пустой фрагмент их памяти

Вновь пойман в сети твоего сокровенного убежища
Там, где ты можешь отправиться к луне
Или встретить людей, которых тебе никогда не увидать
Ты лишь мертвое досье там, оплата на открытой ярмарке
Ты раб среди рабов, с ужасом ожидая 2000 года

Они знают твою жизнь, у них есть досье на тебя
Они создали твою жизнь, а потому...

Знают, чего ты хочешь и по чему тоскуешь
Но они совершенно ничего не знают о тебе
Я не так прост, я пустой фрагмент их памяти

И все же они пытаются взять все в свои руки, управлять моей жизнью
Но это никому не подвластно, кроме меня самого
Я не так прост, я пустой фрагмент их памяти

Знают, чего ты хочешь и по чему тоскуешь
Но они совершенно ничего не знают о тебе
Я не так прост, я пустой фрагмент их памяти

Я ожидаю, надеюсь и молюсь
Чтобы увидеть – как все это – закончится – когда они будут низвержены

Как так может быть, чтобы твои глаза не видели
Что они делают с тобой
Ты новое досье, новое досье в их памяти, и теперь они

Знают, чего ты хочешь и по чему тоскуешь
Но они совершенно ничего не знают о тебе
Я не так прост, я пустой фрагмент их памяти

Как так может быть, чтобы твои глаза не видели
Что они делают с тобой
Растрачивая свое время, проживая жизнь
Внутри их машин есть один пустой файл, и это я

2. My Land
"Моя Земля"

Моя земля закрыла свои врата за моей спиной
Совсем один в мире, это так пугает меня

Я здесь, чтобы доказать твою неправоту
Я обвиняем за то, во имя чего живу

В мире моей мечты есть некто, кто понимает меня
Приветливая душа, доверившая мне свою жизнь

Да, я отдал все, что имел
И теперь власть у незнакомца

Запомни услышанное сегодня
Возможно, ты найдешь, что в тебе не так много храбрости
Достаточно ли ты мужчина, чтобы вынести бремя в одиночку
Когда твое собственное – у чужаков

Моя поседевшая земля – не более, чем гора песка
Холодная и нагая, но в ней все же осталось нечто

Я здесь, чтобы взять свою землю
Ты не сможешь держать меня в отдалении вечно

Запомни услышанное сегодня
Возможно, ты найдешь, что в тебе не так много храбрости
Достаточно ли ты мужчина, чтобы вынести бремя в одиночку
Когда твое собственное – у чужаков

Я истинный патриот, ты – моя земля,
у тебя моя душа, у тебя все, чем я обладал
Теперь я вернулся и требую вернуть мое

Во снах я взбираюсь на горы, что вижу ныне
и остаюсь влеком легким ветерком
к равнинам, виденным некогда
Чистое голубое небо, я плаваю во вновь обретенных озерах
И там я строю обитель
что тебе никогда не похитить

Я здесь, чтобы взять свою землю
Ты не сможешь держать меня в отдалении вечно, никогда

Запомни услышанное сегодня
Возможно, ты найдешь, что в тебе не так много храбрости
Достаточно ли ты мужчина, чтобы вынести бремя в одиночку
Когда твое собственное – у чужаков

3. 8th Commandment
"8-ая Заповедь"

Вся эта ложь так идет тебе.
Она изысканно создана, чтобы вывести тебя прочь из реальности.
Ложь стала правдой для тебя.
Знаешь, все твои шаги лежат на тропе к безумию.

Когда ты пробуждаешься, знаешь ли хоть, что правда?
И тревожный звоночек играет в нелепые игры с твоим разумом

Не забывай молитвы и уроки Библия – и тогда ты проживешь целую вечность.
Никогда не слыхал об этом?
Но ты кое-что все же упустил – это будет стоить очень дорого.

Тебе надлежит спать в зловонной постели, тобою созданной
Когда ты на самом дне, где тебе и место, прислушайся к их словам.

Останься ненадолго, останься навсегда.
Спой временам, что обязан предать.
Беги, спасая жизнь, беги вечно, твои глаза лгут,
а лжец всегда должен умереть.

Когда ты покончишь с ним, ты осознаешь, где же ты
побывал, а он всем нам ответит тем же.
Чувствуешь, как разгорается пламя?

Тебе надлежит спать в зловонной постели, тобою созданной.
Когда ты на самом дне, где тебе и место, прислушайся к их словам.

Останься ненадолго, останься навсегда.
Спой временам, что обязан предать.
Беги, спасая жизнь, беги вечно, твои глаза лгут,
а лжец всегда должен умереть.

4. Replica
"Копия"

Я снова дома, я выиграл войну, и теперь я перед
твоей дверью. Я так старался следовать закону, и осознать
смысл всего происходящего. Помнишь меня? Еще до войны.
Я – мужчина, живший за соседней дверью. Давным-давно...

Ты видишь, глядя на меня, что я стал осколками
того, чем был некогда. Конечно тебе проще не видеть меня
стоящим твердо на собственных ногах. Я кажусь выше, когда сижу
неподвижно, и ты спрашиваешь, все ли мои мечты сбылись.
Они выковали мне стальное сердце, неуязвимое для их
собственных пуль

Все на самом деле иначе, чем кажется,
Я лишь копия, я лишь копия
Внутри меня полый каркас
Я не я сам, я лишь копия себя...

Загорается зеленый, моя биография чиста, мне предстоит создать новую жизнь
что еще лишь пустота внутри. У меня еще не было имени, в прошлом декабре или в вечер
Рождества – не помню. Я был на бесконечной равнине, мне померещилась
твоя тень в струях дождя. Я окрасил в красный всех твоих голубей,
Лучше бы я тогда остался дома.

Все на самом деле иначе, чем кажется,
Я лишь копия, я лишь копия
Внутри меня полый каркас
Я не я сам, я лишь копия себя...

Скажи, ты теперь оставишь меня, когда все кончено?
Скажи, ты теперь оставишь меня? Моему миру придет конец...

Восходя из места, где я был, я стараюсь сохранить свой
очаг нетронутым. Теперь я здесь и, поверь, больше не взгляну на былое.

Я засыпаю и вижу сон, в котором несусь в
безмолвном потоке. Никто ни в чем не обвиняет меня...
Но все на самом деле иначе, чем кажется, о да.

Все на самом деле иначе, чем кажется,
Я лишь копия, я лишь копия
Внутри меня полый каркас
Я не я сам, я лишь копия себя...

5. Kingdom For A Heart
"Царство За Сердце"

Чего ты, черт подери, ждешь, стоя там?
Помощи от меня, когда я сам повержен ниц?
В ожидании спасения, мой мир утопает, и больше
нет в нем воздуха, я задыхаюсь, я бы отдал царство
за один-единственный день

Я бы отдал свое царство
За еще хоть один день царствования в твоем мире
Я бы отдал царство за еще один день

Чего, черт подери, жду здесь я, надеясь, что ты
придешь и предашь свою жизнь
Чтобы продлить мою жизнь еще на миг, в пустоте той, где
у меня должно быть сердце, я сам – из дерева, я распадаюсь
на части, я бы отдал царство ради обладания тобой

Я бы отдал свое царство
За еще хоть один день царствования в твоем мире
Я бы отдал царство, если бы только у меня было сердце

Я бы отдал все, чем владею, за сердце
и будь я царем – я бы отдал свое царство
Сокровища и короны не имели бы ценности
Если бы только у меня было сердце...

Теперь я знаю, что никогда не полюблю тебя, я мужчина без
сердца, и мне не дозволено чувствовать, подобно человеку
Я правитель земель, я владыка моря, я бы отдал
все это в одно мгновение. Если бы у меня было мгновение

Я бы отдал свое царство
За еще хоть один день царствования в твоем мире
Я бы отдал царство, если бы только у меня было сердце

Я бы отдал все, чем владею, за сердце
и будь я царем – я бы отдал свое царство
Сокровища и короны не имели бы ценности
Если бы только у меня было сердце...

6. FullMoon
"Полнолуние"

Сидя на краю постели в полном одиночестве,
выглядывая с самого дна его души,
наблюдая, как ночь вползает через открытое окно

Сегодня всему придет конец, ибо вновь полнолуние
В болезни и в здравии, понимание стоит дорого
Оно безымянно, так повторяется в каждый сезон
И сводит его с ума до нового своего прихода

Убегая от всего этого
"Я спасусь в кукурузных полях", помышляет он
Преследуемый самим собой,
он вновь чувствует, как на небо выплывает луна

Найдет хлев, где бы выспаться, но сможет ли он и дальше прятаться
Кто-то стоит за дверью, понимание стоит дорого
Может ли это оказаться наваждением, это любовь без границ
Сводит его с ума

Ей не стоит закрывать дверей
(беги, беги, убегай)
Полная луна вновь на небе, и он более не человек
Она видит перемену в Нем, но не может
(беги, беги, убегай)
Осознать, во что превратился ее спутник... Полнолуние

Плавая вдоль залива,
Дух его сер и столь спокоен сегодня
Но она не хочет ждать.
"Мы должны воплотить любовь в сию же ночь..."

И в утренней мгле он уже не может бороться
Тысяча лун и даже больше, он упивался воем
Стук в дверь, и вскрик, что быстро затихает
И снова ужасные следы на полу...

Не стоит нам закрывать дверей
(беги, беги, убегай)
Полная луна вновь на небе, и он более не человек
Мы видим перемену в Нем, но не можем
(беги, беги, убегай)
Осознать, во что превратился ее спутник...

Осознать, во что превратился этот человек

7. Letter To Dana
"Письмо К Дане"

Моя милая Дана, я пишу тебе.
Потому что отец твой отошел одним прекрасным днем
И мне не хочется более беспокоить тебя,
Раньше я надеялся, что ты можешь вернуться
Но только не сейчас, о Дана.

Возможно, что мои глаза предали, но я видел
Твое фото на обложке отвратного журнала
И боюсь, что мое сердце просто не переживет этого
Дана, моя милая, неужели ты можешь быть такой.

Моя милая Дана, я пишу тебе.
Твоя мать отошла в день поистине пасмурный
Мне действительно не хотелось беспокоить тебя больше
Но твоя мать попросила: Навести могилу отца, Дана

Твой отец отрекся от тебя за твои грехи
Но, чувствуя близость конца, он простил тебя
Я знаю, что ты больше не сделаешь подобного
Моя милая Дана, я жду тебя

Дана О'Хара, моя милая Дана,
Как мне хочется, чтобы моя Дана была здесь
Но маленькая Дана О'Хара однажды решилась
на путешествие в даль, неосязаемую даль

Нет, тебе больше не удивить меня
Я уже видел все это прежде
Но кажется, что я все-таки не могу тебя отпустить
Ни за что, Дана, Дана, Дана...

Я ведь сказал тебе однажды, что буду ждать тебя всю вечность
И теперь я знаю, что тебя обнимает кто-то другой
потому, впервые в жизни я вынужден солгать
Ложь это грех и порок, окутавший меня,
И не любовь я ныне испытываю
Клянусь же: я больше не напишу ни слова, покуда солнце зайдет
освещая твою могилу

Дана, о Дана, я пишу тебе, я слышал, что ты отошла
и это было чудным днем
Я стар и предчувствую, что скоро я уйду, страницы
моих дневников наполнены одною тобой

Дана О'Хара, моя милая Дана,
Как мне хочется, чтобы моя Дана была здесь
Но маленькая Дана О'Хара однажды решилась
на путешествие в даль, неосязаемую даль

8. UnOpened
"НеОткрытые"

Очередная тщетная рифма
канувшая в книгу времен
Вся моя жизнь уместилась на одной странице
Даже чернила не успели высохнуть. Выходит, я жил во лжи?
Как я мог верить в кого-то подобного тебе?

Сегодня я получил еще одно письмо
Я не могу прочесть его, только не сегодня
По истечении лет
неоткрытое письмо попадает мне на глаза
Теперь я старше и мудрее, но по-прежнему боюсь

Как я могу читать его – вдруг оно окажется полным любви
Как мне потом жить с этим, допустив подобную ошибку?

Чувствуешь ли ты? Думаешь ли обо мне?
Ждала ли ты, любила ли все это время?

Я здесь, придешь ли ты, чтобы найти меня
вдруг твое послание окунет меня в осознание всего этого

Как я могу читать его – вдруг оно окажется полным любви
Что, если ты, наоборот, скажешь мне, что я неправ

Чувствуешь ли ты? Думаешь ли обо мне?
Ждала ли ты, любила ли все это время?

Я здесь, придешь ли ты, чтобы найти меня
вдруг твое послание окунет меня в осознание всего этого

9. Picturing The Past
"Воплощая Былое"

В доме, где никто никогда не спит,
лежит человек, видящая более прочих своими глазами
Воплощая перед собой картины былого
в постели, один, не раздеваясь
Воздавая за услугу, что не имеет ценности для него

Своими глазами он видит больше любви и похоти
больше слез, гораздо больше, чем можно пережить
Но он никому ничего не поведает, не сейчас, иначе его сочтут психом
Слишком много кущей, объятых пламенем, слишком много для него одного

В своих мучительных поисках он забрел в глубины прошлого
Но из всего виденного лишь одна картина заставляет его кричать

Он не может ни жить, ни умереть в этом мире
Чувства, сгорающие внутри, представляешь ли, что это за боль?
Воздавая за прегрешения своей жизни
Взяв косу, словно меч,
тебе до'лжно сражаться до скончания времен

Не оглядывайся, иначе упадешь в бездну времени
Только время позволит тебя заглянуть за занавесь, что скрывает
тайну. Ты поймешь, что время твое истекло, когда увидишь свет

Можешь жить достойно, но когда наступит время,
Ты не будешь забыт

Оглушаемый звоном времени в голове,
Он покидает дом, где никто никогда не спит
Работа выполнена хорошо, если хоть один ею доволен

Прятаться бесполезно, ибо картинки исчезнут со временем

Дар жизни – в поисках победителя нынешнего дня
Из всего виденного лишь одна картина заставляет его кричать

10. Destruction Preventer
"Предотвратитель Разрушений"

Я дома, где можно повесить куртку,
Я пастух восходящего солнца
Я верю и доверяю моей земле,
Я правлю, я главенствую над
Будущим всего, и красная кнопка в моей власти

Тоска по временам, когда я рычал
в вихре всего человечества
Я диктовал, как им надлежит жить,
Я правил, я главенствовал, а теперь
мне показалось, что красная буря разрушит все сущее.

Жара в самом центре, предотвратитель разрушений
Освободив одного, ты дашь волю всем
Ты не сможешь защитить ее, преклони колено и сдайся
Твой конец придет, когда они обретут власть

Если ты сей же час пойдешь их тропой,
ты ни за что больше не сможешь выбирать
Вдохни побольше воздуха,
он может стать недостижимым для тебя
сделай это еще раз, ибо это конец

Вчера я видел свет, быстро бежавший по небу
Ныне справа и слева – зарево,
Звезды падают наземь в эту ночь, и я боюсь...
И ливень, пожирающий мою траву,
оставляет лишь воспоминание
Никогда не возвращает к былому облику

Прошу, скажи, кто победил в эту ночь
Цена победы в бессмысленном бою
Мы снова совершим те же ошибки
Разве только, это действительно конец

Жара в самом центре, предотвратитель разрушений
Освободив одного, ты дашь волю всем
Ты не сможешь защитить ее, преклони колено и сдайся
Твой конец придет, когда они обретут власть

11. Mary-Lou
"Мэри-Лу"

Мамочки, отправляйте своих детей спать, эта история слишком жестока для них.
В средней школе она бросила родителям "Прощайте!" и убежала с юношей.
Она оставила семью и очаг, и все ее друзья говорили "Ты не в своем уме".
Она решила искать собственную жизнь, сегодня понедельник и ей нужно заниматься.

Она легко заполучила работу официантки, с ее-то милым личиком, с сознанием ребенка.
Забеременев от юноши, Мэри-Лу зарыдала: "Я для этого слишком молода, о зачем ты солгал?".
Ты сказал: "Все будет нормально", и я так боялась, что ты уйдешь.
"Забыв про все подписанные бумаги, мамочка, забери меня домой, прошу".

Просто дитя, безрассудное и необузданное, хочет вернуться назад домой.
Он клялся луной, но за тебя не выйдет.
Делать нечего, она ужинает за двоих, а он гуляет уже с другой.
Солнце или дождь, разницы нет, жизнь – не серость о Мэри-Лу.

Мамочки, ваши дети все еще спят, столь сладко в крепостях своих колыбелей.
Историю, что поведал, я предвидел, ваш крошечный ангел не всегда так чист.
Дни будущие сложно угадать, вы можете изменить их, но это не бесплатно.
Я вижу, что вы не верите, но вы увидите.

1. ...Of Silence (Intro)
"...тишины"

Она создает самую прекрасную музыку,
Она дает все,
Везде скрывает слушающего, без нее я не могу жить
...Тишина.

2. Weballergy
"Вэбаллергия"

У нас есть лишь одна свеча,
Которой суждено сгореть дотла.
Неважно что они говорят,
Если ты живешь как человек – ты живешь в истории что рассказываешь сам.
Чтобы беситься и бегать как придурку
Тебе не нужен мозг – твой лучший инструмент.
Стой на своем и как они говорят:
Живи как человек – единственное, что ты можешь.

Ты позволил телефонным проводам принести к тебе в дом
Жизнь, ложь, мечты,
Ты не можешь увидеть настоящего под ними
– Голая правда открыта.

Ты печатаешь свое имя в одном столбце,
Чтоб завтра получить дозу,
Ты живешь в виртуальном сне со своей машиной,
Это твоя высшая цель.

Ты думаешь что имеешь все это:
Мудрость, силу, знание,
Никогда не думал, что ошибаешься,
Так уж устроен человеческий ум.

Если ты живешь, значит ты умрешь.
Ты не будешь жить вечно, застряв во времени.
Отлив и прилив, включение и выключение,
Ты должен это понимать, чтоб обрести ее.

3. False News Travel Fast
"Лживые вести разносятся быстро"

Высунувшись из окна, я вижу солнце в небесах, но сейчас оно не для меня.
Старая история, Черная Книга Лжи без смысла и рифм,
Без тайн, без масок.

Цвет ревности, что витает над тобой,
Почему ты не веришь, неужели ты все еще не знаешь меня?

Книги правдивых историй, Зеркала трагедии,
Сострадательные и тусклые,
Как всегда.
Эти вести разносятся быстро.

Когда я бреду по снежным полям как верить я могу в следы за спиной,
Если они исчезают за мной.
Заступничество не вина, а натура людей,
Воспринятая в детстве.

Жизнь может сделать это различными способами, – швырнуть грязь тебе в лицо,
Но я твой мужчина, и для тебя я сделаю все что смогу.

Стоя на станции, смотря на твой уезжающий поезд (туманным утром),
Я всего лишь оболочка человека, я думал, ты знала, кто я есть...

Но двигаясь вперед и виня глупца,
Ты веришь тому, что не является правдой,
Я не жил той жизнью, о которой ты прочитала из

Книги правдивых историй, Зеркала трагедии.
Моя жизнь не игра.
Как стыдно, что лживые вести разносятся быстро.

Зачем ты оставляешь меня в этой агонии?
Книга правдивых историй.
Как ты можешь ненавидеть и оставить меня в этой агонии?
Зеркало трагедии.
Я не лгал, я не обманывал.
Книга правдивых историй.
Что ты думаешь? Что ты видишь когда смотришь в
Зеркало трагедии?
И я все еще твой мужчина, и для тебя я сделаю все что смогу.

Книги правдивых историй, Зеркала трагедии.
Моя жизнь не игра.
Как стыдно, что лживые вести разносятся быстро.

4. The End of This Chapter
"Конец этой главы"

Первая глава:

Я дал тебе свое время,
Я дал тебе всю свою жизнь,
Я дал тебе свою любовь, каждый дайм1
Они сказали мне, что это было... преступлением.

Ты все еще помнишь?
Или все это было напрасно...

Вторая глава:

Я смотрел на свет, я сидел в твоей шахте.
Обещание что они дали, я сдержу?
Будь уверена, что мы больше никогда не встретимся.

Я не помню
Обещания что я дал так глубоко

Скажи мне, что прошлое не умрет...
Скажи мне, что старая ложь жива.

Третья глава:

По темным небесам я путешествовал без света что
Я утопил в колодце своего сознания,
Так глубоко, что теперь невозможно найти.

Я не помню...
Как ты могла быть такой самодовольной...

Скажи мне, что прошлое не умрет...
Скажи мне, что старая ложь жива.
Любовь, что угасла давным-давно
Убивает меня, она волнует меня.

Четвертая глава:

Ты никогда не любила и
Это идет тебе.
Я никогда не желал твоей смерти, пока.

Теперь ты можешь иметь все то,
Что я никогда не мог тебе дать.
Выгляни в окно "cest 'moi"2

Пятая глава:

Прости, но я здесь.
Я не уверен, испугает ли это тебя.
Я шепчу в твое ухо
Почему он здесь?

Шестая глава:

Пока ты спишь, я украду твою серьгу,
Зажгу тебе одну свечу, свой гнев я держу в руках.

Они говорили что я не найду тебя, но вот я рядом с тобой –
Я не то, что всегда постоянно.
Ты должна узнать, узнать, что ты моя...

Скажи мне, что прошлое не умрет...
Скажи мне, что старая ложь жива.
Любовь должно быть умерла давным-давно,
Убей меня и я убью тебя тоже.

5. Black Sheep
"Негодяй"

Влюбленные в женщину, Цветок зимы,
Глупые дети, в рощах страны.
Как много раз сердце перемалывалось жерновами,
Куда не глянь всюду болезненные напоминания.

Напевая любовную песенку, слова чужие,
Унылый мельник никогда не встретит ее.

Храм зла, храм слабых.
Никто не знает как ему плохо.
Намек темной ночи, искушение ключа.
"Живи с Негодяем, живи со мной".

Безумье падет на тех, кто родился тебя ненавидеть.
Сгорев от угольков любви, это так жестоко.
Воя в ночи на полночное солнце,
Служа людям, приговорившим тебя к вечной ночи.

Напевая любовную песенку, слова чужие,
Унылый мельник никогда не встретит ее.

6. Land Of The Free
"Земля свободы"

Из теней звезд,
Явился человек без лица, с душой в миллионах шрамов.
Злой Итог, Конец Дней.
Есть много способов:

Воспользоваться преимуществом, когда мы не видим,
Заставить нас жить в половинчатой реальности.

Чтоб завладеть потомством,
Мы должны заставить их увидеть кровавый ужас, что он воплощает.
Спорить о мелочах – это не разгадка,
Вода или огонь?

Одна вспышка света, мы ушли за добром,
Никто не удивится тому, что мы сделали.
Новое поколение игнорирующих, новый круг начнется,
Если мы не попробуем действительно сильно.

Когда ты просыпаешься, разве это не сон:
Все эти болезненные парадоксы по всему свету.
В предназначенный Час он оставил
Землю свободы.

Воспользоваться преимуществом, когда мы не видим,
Заставить нас жить в половинчатой реальности.
И они воспользуются преимуществом, когда мы не будем видим,
Заставят нас жить в половинчатой реальности.

7. Last Drop Falls
"Падение последней капли"

Когда я смотрю в твои глаза
Все остальное исчезает.
После стольких лет, что мы прожили вместе, знаю ли я тебя,
Верил ли я слепо в твою любовь так много раз?

Ты сказала: "Эй, дорогой, прости, но мы не можем продолжать так как
Я люблю другого".
Скажи, что ты хотела мне сказать,
Когда обратилась ко мне вот так.

О, я люблю тебя, быть может,
Но я надеюсь, что это пройдет.
О, ты нужна мне постоянно,
И я знаю, это чувство не уйдет.

Ты так самодовольна,
Всегда готова в путь.
Двойное пересечение, гнусный обман, я все равно люблю тебя
У тебя теплая и нежная дьявольская душа, ты так низка.

Я слышал ты сказала: "Прости, давай продолжим.
Я больше не люблю того, другого".
Скажи, что ты хотела мне сказать,
Когда обратилась ко мне вот так.

О, я люблю тебя, быть может?
Но я надеюсь, что это пройдет.
О, ты нужна мне постоянно,
Скажи мне что теперь...

Я обнаружил шлюху в тебе,
Почему я не в силах сказать тебе – "нет".
Время покажет, последнее слово будет за мной.
Если ты не ведешь наших проблем – комнату полную стен.
Чаша любви пуста лишь тогда, когда упала последняя капля.

В тот момент когда я отступлю, ты будешь готова для новых дорог,
Гуляя по свежему ночному воздуху без нижнего белья.
Красный свет горит в твоей душе, я видел отблеск.

В каждом сне я говорю: "Я тебя не люблю",
Но каждый день твержу – "люблю".
Ты так часто пудрила мне мозги
Заставляя любить себя

Что теперь...

(Чаша любви пуста лишь тогда, когда упала последняя капля)

8. San Sebastian
"Сан Себастьян1"

я вижу свою жизнь: она словно короткий фильм бежит передо мной,
я пытаюсь смотреть мимо нее, также как пытался это делать всегда.

Нежность ее глаз, прошла сквозь миллионы миль,
Как я могу отвернуться от нее: самого прелестного существа на свете.

Я был пылким, мечтателем, ждал дня, когда я оживу.

Солнце Сан Себастьян, ей сегодня восемнадцать.
Она все о чем я когда либо мечтал, но теперь темнеют мои небеса.
Это хорошо, что я знал ее близко, так как я смог увидеть,
Что Солнце Сан Себастьян слишком горячо для меня.

Поглядите, что я сделал для своего Сан Себастьян:
Я провел свое детство в мечтах, уставившись на солнце.

Возвращаясь со своей мечтой
Я пытаюсь найти путь обратно к жизни.

Сгорая в лихорадке, крича в ночи, ожидая дня, когда я оживу.

Солнце Сан Себастьян, о, почему я не могу остаться,
Она все о чем я когда либо мечтал, но теперь темнеют мои небеса.
Это хорошо, что я знал ее близко, так как я смог увидеть,
Что Солнце Сан Себастьян слишком горячо для меня.

Каждый божий день, для отдыха на своем пути,
Я жил без своей любви, своего Бога, я оставался в тени.
Теперь, когда я стар и сед, я вспоминаю тот день,
Когда она явилась, эта чудесная дама, и свела меня с ума.

Я был пылким, мечтателем, ждал дня, когда я оживу.

Было ли действительно хорошо то, что я смог узнать ее близко, и смог увидеть,
Что Солнце Сан Себастьян слишком горячо для меня?
Теперь я живу в тени и женат на луне,
А солнце Сан Себастьян согревает кого-то другого.

9. Sing In Silence
"Знак в тишине"

Ты была папочкиной девочкой, милой и славной,
Никаких забот – мамина душенька,
Маленький ребенок, что просто не видел,
Что давление со стороны твоих т.н. друзей
Было слишком большим.

Обезьянка медленно взобралась к ней на спину,
Принося облегчение ее боли,
Давая любовь и заботу той,
О ком никто не заботился, никто не заботился.

Хрупкая, подобно розе на снегу,
Съедая всю твою силу и деньги,
Гуляя в тени днем и ночью,
Не позволяет солнцу упасть на твое лицо как прежде.

Не в силах стряхнуть обезьянку со спины.
Видел ли я вспышку в твоих глазах,
Был ли это свет надежды,
Что умерла, надежды что умерла.

"Прости мне, отец, прегрешения мои..."

Как я могу простить тебя, никогда не покину тебя.
Ты знаешь, что как ты живешь, так ты и умрешь.
Небеса Волнения, Полный Грусти Океан,
Наследница Вечерних Знаков в тишине.

"Теперь хочу я согрешить..."

Я молился за твою жизнь,
Чтоб показать тебе где лежит свет.
Но это конец, берегись мой друг,
Одна роза на память о невинности.

"Я знаю, отец, я не смогу победить..."

Как я могу простить тебя, никогда не покину тебя.
Ты знаешь, что как ты живешь, так ты и умрешь.
Как я могу облегчить твою боль и помочь тебе
Когда Смерть хочет поцеловать тебя, и ты желаешь возвратить Ей поцелуй?

11. Tallulah
"Таллула"

Помнишь, как мы смотрели на солнечный закат,
И как ты сказала: "Это не пройдет никогда"?
Я поверил каждому твоему слову,
Но теперь ты говоришь: "Эй, давай думать, что все прошло".

Ты взяла мою руку и притянула к себе, так близко к себе,
Я чувствовал, что ты не находила слов,
Тогда я поцеловал тебя в щеку, сказал "пока", и ушел.
Не оборачивайся, я плачу.

Я помню эти вещь, что тебе всегда трудно давались,
Ответь мне почему.
Я не знаю, почему все закончилось.

Я помню сияющие звезды, наши ночные прогулки,
Я надеюсь, что твое желание осуществится, ибо мое предало меня.

Ты отпустила мою руку и улыбнулась натянутой улыбкой,
Я чувствовал, что ты не знала что делать,
Я заглянул в твои глаза, все еще колеблясь...
Почему ты плачешь?

Таллула, легче жить одному, чем бояться, что это пройдет.
Таллула, найди слова и поговори со мной, о, Таллула.
Это должно было стать... раем.

Я видел, ты гуляла рука об руку с патлатым барабанщиком из группы.
Влюблен в ней, иль так казалось, он танцевал с моей прекрасной королевой.
Не смея сказать тебе "привет", я все еще глотаю твое "пока",
Но я знаю: чувства еще живы, – еще живы.

Я потерял свое терпение однажды, теперь ты отомстила мне.
Я всегда буду любить тебя, неважно, что делаешь ты.
Я обрету тебя снова, если ты дашь мне шанс,
Но есть кое-что, что ты должна понять.

12. Wolf & Raven
"Волк и ворон"

Даруй мне желаемое, повелитель,
Услышь меня.
Я был преданным слугой,
Искренним, покорным.

Дай то что мне принадлежит
Воздай моей жадности.
Разобравшись в себе
Я решил быть самим собой

Я стал словно Иуда,
Пристыженный тем, чем стал,
Страх жизни я ношу как кольцо,
Чтоб вернуть твое расположение, я убью короля.

Ты сказал, что я несокрушим,
Что не могу я умереть,
Я знаю, но все равно
Слова, они калечат меня.

Даруй мне желаемой, повелитель.
Состраданья прошу,
Я бы хотел быть человеком
...возможно однажды.

Я стал словно Иуда,
Пристыженный тем, чем стал,
Страх жизни я ношу как кольцо,
Чтоб вернуть твое расположение, я убью короля.

Молю: позволь мне уйти.
Повелитель, я так ненавижу тебя!
Как могу я спать в ночи,
Когда вся моя сущность кричит?

Я пытался быть как все,
Открыл свою душу,
Но все что я дал –
Отвращение.

Очарованный силой,
Вознесенный благосклонностью,
Один прекрасный черный цветок
Конец человеческого рода.

Я гордо встречаю свою судьбу:
Король с Королевой лежат в земле
Кольцо, что ношу я могущественная вещь,
Я вернул себе твое расположение – я убил короля.

У меня был кошмар:
Волк пожирал Ворона.
Кишки жизни на моей тарелке
И я пожирал их...

Интересуясь, что я видел
Попробуй испытать на мне.
Видел ли ты красоту
Соблазнительного зверя?

14. The Power Of One
"Сила одного"

Отец, я убил много ангелов,
Я думаю.
Теперь я отправлюсь в море,
Я надеюсь, что ты когда-нибудь меня простишь,
Прошу, пришвартуй мою пустую лодку к причалу.

Я могу винить голубую кровь, что бежит в моих венах,
Но кажется я забыл, что все мы одинаковы.

Своей вспышкой ненависти ты порождаешь страх во многих жизнях.
Ты действуешь, считая, что это все предначертано в знаках.
Ты не сможешь избавится от жгучей боли в твоем позвоночнике.
И вот ты разрушаешься, покрываясь паршивыми отметинами жизни.

Мать, я видел слишком много, я ненавижу свою жизнь,
Забыв все слова, что ты мне говорила, упрямому малышу (ангелу твоей жизни).
Я должен найти свой Эдем сейчас, врата, что я оставил,
Но боль остается,
И нет сил бороться.

Теперь у меня есть время остановиться, ответить самому себе за ужасные преступления.
Я вижу цвета слишком ярко, не зная, что я слеп.
Я убил человека, что рискнул и испил запретного вина.
Карта, что я нарисовал, показала, что я завершон, машина, в упряжке.

Отец, я видел слишком много, я ненавижу свою жизнь,
Забыв все слова, что ты мне говорил, упрямому малышу (ангелу твоей жизни).
Я должен найти свой Эдем сейчас, врата, что я оставил,
Но боль остается,
И нет сил бороться.

Мать, где твой сын?
Когда это началось?
Кто стал глупцом?

Никто не рожден быть слугой иль рабом.
Скажи мне цвет дождя?
В мире, в котором мы живем, то что сказано и деланно
Может запросто превысить силу одного.

Никто не рожден быть слугой иль рабом.
Скажи мне цвет дождя?
В мире, в котором мы живем, то что сказано и деланно
Может запросто превысить силу одного.

Жить и дать умереть,
Давать надежду и лишать жизни,
Это то для чего ты явился сюда?

Думать, что ты прав,
Быть уверенным, что это не полетит,
Это порождает преступную ненависть.

В домах храбрых,
В домах рабов –
Мы все одинаковы.

Мне необходимо верить
В большее, чем могут увидеть глаза –
Все цвета радуги.

Никто не рожден быть рабом.
Ищи былое и обвиняй.
Скажи мне цвет дождя?
Никто не рожден быть господином.

На земле на которой живем, мы умрем,
Восхваляя исключительность, превознося ложь,
Сплетая паутину вокруг обманщика.
Нам нужен настоящий
Созидатель Дождя.

"Дети Авеля, Дети Каина
могут жить в мире без стыда.
Ключи, что я дал вам, Святая Земля,
Сухой песок на ладони твоей руки.
Без воды, мудрость прошлого,
Убежит сквозь пальцы и быстро забудется.
Потому сейчас, когда я оставляю вас, я действительно слеп.
Эта слепота, это благословение, надежда человечества..."
Примечания

4. The End of This Chapter

дайм – (амер. daim) десятицентовик, монета в десять центов

это я (фр.)

8. San Sebastian

Сан Себастьян – вообще есть такой город на севере Испании, но что имел в виду Тони Какко под этим названием сказать сложно.